C262 Who Am I?
C262 Who Am I?
Jian Ran was confused and did not understand what the aunty was talking about. It was only when a deep voice sounded behind her that her blurry consciousness was pulled back.
When she turned around, Jian Ran saw Qin Yue walking towards her. His footsteps were hurried but also elegant. He looked at her with deep worry and indescribable heartache.
Pain? Was he feeling pain for her? But... why did he know that she was here?
She had just arrived here, why was Qin Yue here too? Did he install a GPS on her?
Jian Ran could not understand. She only felt that there were too many things in this world that she could not understand. She was like a lonely soul floating in the boundless sea. Without the past, everything she could see was like a mirage, ethereal and unbelievable.
Could she believe Qin Yue? She herself did not know either.
In this world, who else could she trust?
Even her only family, that kind father of hers, was pretending to be nice to her. He said that taking medicine was for her own good, but what he gave her was poison.
She was his only family, the only person she trusted in this world, the only person she could rely on.
He could even lie to her, hurt her... Then who else in this world could be trusted?
If she knew the truth was so cruel, she would rather not find out the truth and live like a fool like before.
Qin Yue walked in front of Jian Ran and looked at her in a trance. There were tears in her eyes, but she did not feel down. She looked at him with eyes full of despair and doubt.
Her heart was in pain.
He knew that Jian Ran already knew the truth about his drug addiction. As meticulous as Jian Ran, she would definitely understand where the drug addiction came from. The truth was cut open just like that. Blood was dripping and there was no mercy.
Qin Yue wanted to hug Jian Ran and tell her that she was fine. He was there. But at this moment, Jian Ran's expression was too desperate. It made his extended hand stop in midair and there was nowhere to place it.
After a long while, he finally pushed Jian Ran into his embrace.
Jian Ran did not resist, obedient and obedient, but Qin Yue could feel her trembling, panic-stricken like a newborn baby that had just descended into the world.
"Jian Ran," he called her. His voice was gentle, "I am here."
He did not know how to comfort her, so he could only tell her that he was here. I am here. My shoulders and my arms. They could be used by you at any time.
Her arms trembled. After a while, Jian Ran gently opened her mouth and spoke. "Can I trust you?"
Her voice was so weak that it seemed like it would shatter at any moment.
Qin Yue felt his heart twitch. He put his chin on Jian Ran's head and answered in a low voice. "Yes."
"Oh, but I don't dare to believe it."
Qin Yue froze.
"Even my father lied to me and caused me harm. Who else can I trust?" Jian Ran spoke faster and faster. Her voice seemed to be choked with sobs. "I don't have memories. I admit it. " But you can't distort me so casually. What does my father think I am? A chess piece? A tool? And what do you think I am?! "
Jian Ran complained, each word dripping with blood.
Qin Yue hugged her even tighter. "You are you. I have never thought of treating you as anyone."
"Then who am I?" Jian Ran struggled out of Qin Yue's arms. She looked at him coldly and questioned him with all her might.
Qin Yue was stunned by these words. He did not know how to answer for a moment.
Who was she?
She was his wife, the true love of his life.
But the conspiracy three years ago destroyed all of this.
Seeing that Qin Yue did not answer, Jian Ran sneered and shook her head. "Look, you can't say it. You treat me as your wife, but I can't remember."
"It doesn't matter if you don't remember." Qin Yue forcefully pulled Jian Ran into his arms again and hugged her tightly. He did not care about Jian Ran's struggle. "If you don't want to go back to the past, then we will start again. Nothing else is important."
As long as you and I are still here, nothing is important.
Qin Yue did not let go. Jian Ran, who was in his arms, could not struggle free. She kicked and stepped on him, grabbed and hit him. She vented all her anger on Qin Yue.
No matter how she hit and grabbed, Qin Yue did not let go of her arms at all. He stood straight like a big mountain that could shelter her from the wind and rain.
Jian Ran only stopped attacking when she was tired and really did not have any strength.
After a long time, Jian Ran said in a muffled voice in her arms. Her voice was filled with endless tiredness after she cried at the top of her voice. "You knew it long ago, didn't you?"
You knew that I was addicted to drugs and that the mastermind was my father?
Although Jian Ran did not say it clearly, Qin Yue knew very well what Jian Ran was saying. He thought for a moment and said, "Yes."
Jian Ran bit her lips and forcefully suppressed the tears in her eyes. "Then why didn't you tell me? Do you want to see me make a joke? " Do you want to see how stupid I am? "
Qin Yue pressed her head against his chest and pressed her face against his heart. He said," I don't want to see you make a fool of yourself. I just want to protect you and not let you get hurt again. "
"Ha," Jian Ran suddenly laughed. She didn't know why.
After a long time, she asked again, "So I am actually that Jian Ran of yours? That wife of yours who only saw a box of ashes when you came back from a business trip?"
Qin Yue's body stiffened. His eyes, which contained the sea of stars, had huge waves rolling in them. The hands beside him loosened and tightened. They tightened and loosened. After a long time, he said in a low voice: "Yes."
Hearing this simple syllable, Jian Ran could not help but cry.
It turned out that all of her guesses were correct. She was really the "Jian Ran" who should have died. ... She was Ling Feiyu's best friend, the sister-in-law that Qin Xiaobao spoke of, Little Ranran's biological mother, and his... wife.
They did not treat her as the replacement for the dead "Jian Ran." She was Jian Ran.
It was just that she forgot everything... She did not remember anything.
"Then why didn't you tell me earlier? Why did you make a story about your wife to deceive me?" Jian Ran did not want to cry but she could not help but shed tears. She wiped her tears as she said, "Qin Yue, You clearly know that I don't remember anything, yet you still play tricks on me. Do you know how scared I am by myself?"