C285 It's You I'm Not Afraid
C285 It's You I'm Not Afraid
Jian Ran subconsciously wanted to resist and break away from Qin Yue's shackles, but his strength was so great, and he was so overbearing. Jian Ran could not escape at all.
Qin Yue seemed to want to vent all the longing and sorrow he had for the past three years. He was strong, angry, and unwilling.
Why couldn't she remember him?
Why did she leave him alone, wandering about in the beautiful past, but she could completely forget their past?
Qin Yue poured all of his emotions into this kiss.
She was also struggling with all her might. To Qin Yue, it was like pouring water on a cart of firewood, but every time, it was hard for him to bear... and he could no longer bear it.
"Enough!" Suddenly, Qin Yue let out a roar like that of a wild beast, as if a silver bottle had just been broken, and ten thousand arrows had left the bowstring.
Jian Ran had never heard Qin Yue speak so loudly since she knew him. He was clearly roaring angrily, but his voice was also filled with sadness that she could not get rid of. Jian Ran, who was struggling, suddenly forgot to struggle. She only looked at Qin Yue in fear, doubt, and sadness.
Qin Yue also looked at her. His eyes were deep, as if he had thousands of words, but he did not say a single word.
Thoughts, desires, blame, cherish... There were so many feelings in his eyes, but there was not a single sound in his eyes.
Jian Ran suddenly could not breathe. She just wanted to hug him deeply, no matter what past he had, no matter what fear he had.
At this moment, Qin Yue suddenly lowered his head again and gently kissed her forehead. It was as gentle as a gentle breeze blowing on her face.
Jian Ran did not resist.
"Jian Ran, look at me!"
His deep and hoarse voice fell into Jian Ran's ears like the spring wind and summer rain.
For a moment, her heart was pounding.
Jian Ran could not help but say, "En.
"Heh..!!" The man on her body seemed to be satisfied with her performance and actually smiled gently beside her ear.
Look at me.
Un, I will always look at you, follow you until death.
Before coming to the capital, she thought of many things about the past, about the future. But now that she thought about it, she found it laughable.
She liked him, regardless of the past or the future, whether she had memories or not... even if she had to relive her life once more, she would still like him - -
This fact was so obvious, so natural, as though it was the truth.
Was that enough?
It was not enough. He still wanted to get closer, to enter his heart, to pry into his past, and even more so to be like him until the end of time.
The summer weather was so hot, as if it wanted to melt people.
Jian Ran tightly hugged Qin Yue. She could not help but say softly, "Qin Yue, I like you."
I really like you! She really liked him!
She didn't even dare to imagine how her days without him would end.
Qin Yue used his actions to reply.
...
Night was slowly falling.
After an unknown period of time... It was so long that it felt like a few centuries had passed, yet it also made people feel that the time was very short. It was so short that it was no more than the blink of an eye.
Jian Ran felt that her bones were about to fall apart. Only then did the surging waves calm down.
She was very tired, very sleepy. Once she closed her eyes, she could snore and sleep, but she did not let herself sleep. She wanted to hear more of Qin Yue's rapid heartbeat, wanted to talk to him, and wanted to hear his voice.
Qin Yue held Jian Ran in his arms and gently patted her back with his big palm. He lowered his head and kissed her forehead. "Are you tired?"
Tired!
I'm almost exhausted. Tired to the point of falling apart, she had never felt so tired before.
Qin Yue lowered his head and went in front of her. He asked, "Jian Ran, are you tired if you don't speak?"
Jian Ran laid on his chest and shook her head. She said softly, "No."
"You are not tired?"
"Scoundrel!"
Jian Ran pinched him hard. What was this scoundrel trying to do? After asking so many questions, didn't he know that she was very shy?
"Jian Ran -"
"Hmm?
"It's fine. Quickly go to sleep." He patted her on the back and coaxed her to sleep like he was coaxing a child.
Jian Ran was indeed tired from being tormented by him. Not long after, she fell into a deep sleep in his arms.
Qin Yue looked at her sleeping face and his heart was indescribably soft. It was so soft that it was a mess. It was really good to have her like this and even hug her to sleep like this!
He waited day and night for more than three years. Finally, he waited for Jian Ran to return. Finally, he waited until he rubbed her into his embrace and loved her dearly.
Finally, he truly felt that she was by his side.
At this moment, he was sure that his Jian Ran had already returned.
Just now, he heard her say that she liked him.
At that time, he did not respond to her.
Because her words made his blood boil. He already didn't know what language to respond to her.
"Jian Ran, you said that you like me, but I am also the same."
He did not know how much she liked him, but he knew that his world could not be without her.
"Qin Yue, I will work hard, I will work hard..."
In her sleep, Jian Ran murmured. Qin Yue could not help but hug her tighter and scolded gently. "Silly girl!"
She could obviously rely on him, but she did not say anything to him. She had to rely on herself.