C1391 External Chapter Hurting Her Was Not His Intention
C1391 External Chapter Hurting Her Was Not His Intention
In a trance, in his eyes, Ji Rou was still the Ji Rou that he could not be more familiar with. Her eyes were clear and bright and it was still the Ji Rou who had the heart to be seen through at a glance.
The beautiful days of the past flashed in Xiang Lingfeng's mind like a movie.
"Ling Feng, today is Xiao Rou's two-year birthday. Today we will go to uncle's house to celebrate her birthday. Later you must wish her a happy birthday." "Ling Feng, today is Xiao Rou's two-year birthday. Today we will go to uncle's house to celebrate her birthday. You must wish her a happy birthday later." Mom pulled Xiang Lingfeng's hand and said. That year Ji Rou was two years old and Xiang Lingfeng was only a little more than four years old. But he still remembered what happened that day.
That day, he went to the Ji Family with his parents to attend Ji Rou's birthday banquet. It was also the first time Ji Rou opened her mouth and used her soft and soft voice to call him "Big Brother Feng," so he remembered it till now and had never forgotten it.
Ji Rou started to speak slightly later than her peers. She was almost two years old before she learned to call her father and mother. Xiang Lingfeng, who was four years old, did not think that the third person she learned to call out was "Big Brother Feng." Other people also did not think of it.
It was her soft "Big Brother Feng" that pulled the relationship between the two of them closer. From then on, as long as there was a place where Ji Rou was around, she would basically be able to see the shadow of Xiang Lingfeng.
In the words of the adults at that time, Xiang Lingfeng was like a knight protecting Ji Rou. As long as she needed him, he would definitely appear by her side and help her clear away all difficulties.
Later on, they slowly grew up. When Xiang Lingfeng was in primary school, Ji Rou was still in kindergarten but Xiang Lingfeng would take time every day to go to the Ji Family to accompany Ji Rou. She would accompany her to read some intelligence books from kindergarten and write and draw with her.
Year after year passed and two years quickly passed. Ji Rou also reached the age of primary school. Ji Rou started school. On that day, besides her father and mother's company, there was also Xiang Lingfeng by her side.
From then on, Xiang Lingfeng, who was already three years old, would wait for Ji Rou at school every day after school. He would teach her homework that she did not know how to do. She was too lazy to not want to read, so he accompanied her.
Primary school was like this, junior high school was like this, senior high school was like this, and when it came to college, it was still like this.
Ji Rou, this girl, was very pretty. When she was in junior high school, there were many boys surrounding her. But she never looked at those boys seriously, except for her Big Brother Feng. Of course, Prince and Monkey were different, because Ji Rou might never treat them as the opposite sex.
In the three years of junior high, they had experienced many things together, but what Xiang Lingfeng remembered the most was the time when his leg was injured and he could not walk.
At that time, he was already in the third year of junior high. Ji Rou was just a little girl in the first year of junior high school, but when she saw his injured leg, she did not say anything and squatted in front of him. "Big Brother Feng, come up. I will carry you to the infirmary."
He had already developed into a big boy, but she was very thin. How could she carry him when she was so skinny? But Ji Rou insisted on carrying him. Xiang Lingfeng also could not resist her stubborn temper. She originally wanted to try to let her carry him a little. If she could not carry him, she would naturally give up.
How would he know that her thin body could erupt with shocking strength? She practically jogged to the infirmary with him on her back and handed him to the school doctor. At that moment, she also collapsed onto the chair, unable to recover for a long time.
Similarly, when Xiang Lingfeng was in her third year of high school, Ji Rou was only in her first year of high school. That year, they had all matured and gradually understood the relationship between men and women, but they still maintained the purest friendship.
Their home was not far from the school. Every day, he would ride a bicycle to take her to the school, and she would constantly chatter behind him. Every tiny thing that came out of her mouth would make him feel especially interested.
If one day she suddenly stopped talking, he would feel that he was not used to it, so he would take the initiative to ask. Thus, this kind of daily life also became a sweet way for them to get along.
After high school, he successfully entered A University. A University was not in the same direction as their high school, but he would still send her to school every day to pick her up after school.
At that time, the happiest time of his day was when he would go to school in the morning and when he would pick her up after school every night. She sweetly smiled and called him "Big Brother Feng.
However, at that time, he had already gotten his driver's license at the age of eighteen. His family bought him a car and he drove Ji Rou away. Their transportation was different, but the sweet relationship between them did not change at all.
No, there should have been a change too. After going to university, there should have been a change. He had been looking forward to her growing up quickly every day, hoping that he could turn her into his girlfriend as soon as possible, hoping that he could marry her sooner.
This goal had made him wait another two to three years before he realized it.
One year ago, when Ji Rou finally nodded her head and was willing to be his girlfriend, when he could finally call himself her boyfriend, he was so happy that it was as if he had the whole world. He was so excited that he did not sleep well for two nights.
That girl Ji Rou was bold. But her mind was simple. He had insomnia because of her. However, she didn't know anything. When she saw his tired face, her heart ached so much that she was about to cry.
How could she know that it was because she agreed to be his girlfriend? He was happy.
At that time, Ji Rou trusted him wholeheartedly, believed in everything he did, believed everything she said. In one sentence, she would support him unconditionally no matter what he did.
Someone had asked him if he was not tired after taking care of her for so many years.
Why would he be tired?
Because he was already used to having her in his life. He had already reserved a place for her in his life. They did not know that he would be satisfied and happy to be able to make her trust and rely on him so much.
He liked to see her smile. He liked to hear her sweetly and softly call him "Big Brother Feng. But at this moment, he truly realized how much harm he had done to her.
She still called him "Big Brother Feng," but that tone and tone was no longer the "Big Brother Feng" that he was familiar with. These days, he thought that she had changed. Only now did he understand that the person who changed was him.
Because he hated her, he was jealous. He wanted to be with her not only because he was happy and happy with her, but also because he was not willing to let another man take her away from him.
In his understanding, Ji Rou should have been his. It was as if he had already branded his exclusive label in her world...
It was because of his jealousy, his hatred, and his unwillingness that she lost her first child in her life. It might even make her unable to be a mother in the future.
Was this his intention?
No!
All this time, he had always wanted to give her the happiness of the world, so that she could live forever. She was so happy that she was like a little princess, loved and loved by the people around her.