My Husband, Warm The Bed

Qin Yinjian walked to her side and gently hugged her thin body. "Lu Xi, let's get married."    

Let him be her backer, let those cows, ghosts, and gods stay away from her, let him protect her from being bullied by anyone else.    

This time, Qin Yinjian said it directly and sincerely.    

It was also a few simple words that directly poked the weakest nerve in the depths of Lu Xi's heart.    

She bit her lips and tried hard to control the impulse to cry. "Qin Yinjian, do you know what you are talking about? Do you know how much damage you can do to a woman when you say something like that? Do you know how many women in this world want to marry you? "Do you know..." I really want to promise you.    

Lu Xi did not dare to say the last few words. She was still afraid that her past would be known by Qin Yinjian. She was worried that the thing she was most afraid of would be exposed in front of Qin Yinjian. She was worried that he would look down on her.    

Qin Yinjian replied faintly. "But, you are the only person I want to marry. It is you, Lu Xi!"    

Qin Yinjian did not come to see Lu Xi during these days. He gave each other time to think about whether it was possible to not have the other party. Reality proved that he could not. As long as there was no news of her for a day, he would feel uneasy and no longer be himself.    

Only by knowing that she was fine could he work well...    

In this lifetime, he would not be able to leave her. Therefore, he made a decision. No matter who that child was, he would accept it. From now on, he would be Qin Yinjian's son.    

Lu Xi shook her head hard in his arms. "Qin Yinjian, don't be silly. You don't know, you don't know anything... Can you not be so good to me? I don't want you to be so good to me! Qin Yinjian... Leave, don't come and see me again. Don't come and help me anymore. Just pretend that we never knew each other. Is that okay? "    

Qin Yinjian grabbed Lu Xi's shoulder and let her look at him. He said seriously and firmly, "I have already thought of the child's name. He will be called Qin Lu. He will take the surname of the two of us. He will be the child of the two of us. This matter is settled."    

His words made Lu Xi's body freeze. She wanted to say something but could not say a word. She could only stare at him with her eyes wide open. She looked at him as if she was looking at a stranger she had met for the first time. After a long time, she found her voice. "Qin Yinjian, you are crazy!"    

He must be crazy!    

Otherwise, how could there be a man as stupid as him?    

Qin Yinjian smiled bitterly. "Yes, I am crazy. I have been crazy since the first time I saw you a few years ago. "At that time, I was thinking, how could there be such a girl in this world, as beautiful as a demoness that could hook one's heart and soul"    

Because the first time he saw this girl, Qin Yinjian's heart started to ripple. That was why when she came to find him later on, he treated her with an even colder attitude than others. In the end, it wasn't that he didn't want to care about her, but that the man who had just developed his love didn't know how to get along with the girl he liked.    

Lu Xi slowly raised her head and met his firm and deep gaze. She could believe that every word he said to her came from the bottom of his heart... The reason had never been on him. It had always been her problem.    

It was her fear, she was running away...    

So the answer she gave him was still, "Qin Yinjian, give me some more time to think about it."    

She did not even have the courage to call Ceng, let alone facing Qin Yinjian.    

Qin Yinjian's hopeful eyes suddenly became much dimmer. " Alright... I will give you more time to think about it."    

Lu Xi thought in her heart: "I am sorry..."    

Qin Yinjian said again, "I will handle your stepmother's matter. Don't worry that she will come to the hospital to disturb you two again."    

Lu Xi nodded, "Yes."    

She did not have the intention to continue talking. Qin Yinjian did not know what else he could say. The two of them looked at each other awkwardly for a while. He found a reason to go back to work and left first.    

After Qin Yinjian left, Lu Xi returned to the room and looked at the sound of sleeping. The condition was relatively stable, but no matter how stable it was, it was still a sick child. No matter how good the complexion was, it was not as good as a healthy child. Lu Xi touched his face with heartache. "Son, what do you think Mommy should do?"    

Lu Xi did not answer Lu Xi, but she gradually had an answer in her heart.    

There were some things that the more one avoided, the more likely it would be to cling onto you like a nightmare. It was better to muster up courage to face it. Perhaps it was not as scary as she had imagined, just like all these years, she could face Lawyer Yang calmly.    

After thinking it through, Lu Xi dialed the number of the psychiatrist Ceng. Ceng said on the phone, "Lu Xi, congratulations. My first test for you, you have completed it much better than I expected."    

Lu Xi heard it so muddle-headed that she was confused. "Ceng, what test?"    

Ceng said, "I estimated that you would need at least half a year to call me. I did not expect you to call me so soon. Lu Xi, you are very good. You have already defeated yourself in the first step. I am proud of you."    

During the conversation with Lu Xi the last time, Ceng had not even touched the things in Lu Xi's heart and it had already caused the thorns all over Lu Xi's body to stand up. For someone to have this kind of situation, it would take at least half a year for them to open up their hearts and chat. Lu Xi calling so quickly made Ceng really look at her in a new light.    

In front of Ceng, Lu Xi always had a feeling of being seen through and she hurriedly explained, "Ceng, the one who needs to see a psychiatrist is Ye, not me."    

Ceng said, "I know it is. I will immediately go and find you guys."    

In Ceng's view, Lu Xi's psychological problems were much bigger than hers. As long as Lu Xi's mental problems were solved, her mental problems would not be a problem at all. In the end, Lu Xi still needed a warm and loving family. As long as she grew up in a warm environment, the children's minds would also be healthy.    

...    

Because she had made up her mind to tell Ceng everything that happened in the past, during the period of waiting for Ceng to arrive, Lu Xi felt as uncomfortable as sitting on pins and needles. She was thinking about how to tell Ceng about what happened in the past. She was thinking about whether Ceng would also look at her with colored glasses after knowing about that matter...    

Because she thought too much, Lu Xi's palm was sweating so much that she did not hear Ceng knocking on the door until Ceng stood in front of her and gently greeted her, "Lu Xi, what are you thinking about that made you think so deeply?"    

"I... I... I am not thinking about anything." Lu Xi tried her best to calm herself down and smile, "Ceng, you arrived so quickly?"