C1104 Externally Asking Me to Carry You?
C1104 Externally Asking Me to Carry You?
No matter how Ji Rou explained, Dai Li did not believe it, "Ji Rou, Let me tell you, if you like Qin, then be bold to like him. You are not married. If he's not married, then there's nothing he doesn't dare to admit. This world is in love, In the end, there aren't as many couples as you are the first. "And you won't be the last either."
I don't like him. I have someone I like. That man grew up with me. "My youth was a beautiful memory he left for me. Later, we both went to college. He confessed to me, we were in love. I thought, When I graduate, I'll marry him... Become his bride and give birth to a child for him... My two families will merge into one, living happily and happily. Xiang Lingfeng is the man I love. He is the one I want to marry and he is the one I want to live my entire life... Our promise is still ringing in my ears from time to time. "How could I forget to like someone else?"
However, she had almost forgotten that Xiang Lingfeng's appearance in her dream was getting lesser and lesser. It was replaced by Qin Yinze, that beast. He was like air, constantly by her side, invading every inch of her life.
Why did this happen?
Ji Rou did not understand, nor could she understand. She very much rejected this feeling. She should miss her Big Brother Feng and hope that he would come back soon.
After listening to Ji Rou's agitated words, Dai Li seemed to have understood something. She said again, "Soft. Actually, our lives are divided into several stages. Childhood, youth. Youth, adulthood. Middle-aged, old... We all have someone we especially like. For example, when you are a few years old, you might like a little boy... When you grow up, you want to marry him. You might even like the boys in your class when you're in elementary school, middle school, and when you grow up, marry him... "But is this love? I'm afraid not."
My Big Brother Feng was the boy I liked since I was young. He wasn't just the boy I liked when I was young. I've always wanted to marry him since I was young. " Ji Rou once again stressed excitedly. She did not know if she should say it to herself or Dai Li.
She wanted to let herself know that Big Brother Feng was the person she loved and the person she had always wanted to marry. She absolutely could not betray the relationship between them.
"But he's gone. He's gone. There's no need for you to torture yourself for a missing person. " Ji Rou, why aren't you willing to open your heart and boldly accept a new relationship? " In order to please Dai Li, the prince told her everything about Ji Rou. Hence, Dai Li knew about that man called Xiang Lingfeng.
Ji Rou insisted and stubbornly insisted. "I believe that he will come back. He will definitely come back to find me."
Dai Li said, "Ji Rou, so what if he comes back to find you? Everything has changed. You slept with Qin and enjoyed this kind of bed-companion relationship between you two. Do you think you are still the same Ji Rou who loved Xiang Lingfeng back then? No, it was not like that a long time ago! "
Ji Rou was speechless.
She could not refute Dai Li's words. Dai Li was right. She was no longer the woman who wholeheartedly loved Xiang Lingfeng.
There was another man in her heart. Even if there was no love and only physical happiness, she could not deny that she had betrayed the pure relationship between her and Xiang Lingfeng.
Dai Li sighed, "Ji Rou, cherish the people by your side. If you lose them, let them pass. Don't lose the people by your side anymore. When you lose the people around you, no matter how you cry, no one will feel sorry for you."
Dai Li's voice was a little choked up and her eyes were filled with tears. However, she blinked to stop her tears from flowing. A girl who no one loved was not qualified to shed tears.
Life was like a play. When that person surrounded you and treated you as his everything, you did not know how to cherish it. When one day you suddenly realize that he is no longer around and that he has given up... only then will you know how important he is to you.
But so what if you know, he has already left. No matter how wanton she is, he will never appear again.
The past, in the end, had already passed!
...
When they returned to the villa, it was already ten o'clock at night. The one who was waiting for Ji Rou was Aunt Qiao. When she saw Ji Rou return, Aunt Qiao immediately greeted, "Miss Ji, you are back!"
"Aunt Qiao, are you deliberately waiting for me?" It was so late and because Aunt Qiao was waiting for her, Aunt Qiao could not rest and Ji Rou felt a little embarrassed. " In the future, you don't have to wait for the door for me. I know I will come back."
"It's fine. I am old and I did not sleep for long." Aunt Qiao took the bag from Ji Rou's hand and hung it up. She then said," Miss Ji, I have prepared something for you to eat. Go and rest after you eat something. "
"En, thank you Aunt Qiao!" She did not dare to eat big fish or big meat outside. Ji Rou did not eat anything and was indeed hungry now. Luckily, Aunt Qiao was considerate.
She only knew that Aunt Qiao was considerate but did not know that everything Aunt Qiao did was because of her master's orders.
To be honest, after eating light food for a few days, Ji Rou's stomach also slowly got used to it. The more she ate, the more she liked it. This person's habits were really scary.
After eating, Ji Rou went upstairs and went back to her room to take a shower. When she took a shower, her mind was filled with Dai Li's words to her.
Dai Li was right. Everyone should not live in the past. They should cherish the moment and know how to cherish the people around them.
She understood the principle, but she was not willing to accept it. She was even more unwilling to accept Qin Yinze's identity as his wife. She was not willing to spend the rest of her life with him for no reason.
When she was young, her wish was to marry a boy that she liked, and not a man who had sex with her.
Furthermore, she knew too little about Qin Yinze. She did not know his family. She did not know how long his passion for her would last. She did not know what crazy things he would do.
The water flowed like water. It was just like Ji Rou's state of mind at that moment. She was so irritated that she could not calm down.
Forget it. She did not want to think about it anymore. Things had already developed to this extent. She could not change it. Let's just leave it like this. We will take it one step at a time.
After roughly half an hour of drenching, Ji Rou came out of the bathroom. Just as she lay on the bed, she received a WeChat message from Qin Yinze. "Come here!"
It was a very short word. Just by looking at this word, Ji Rou could feel the power and dominance in that man's bones.
Hmph -
He wanted her to go over, but she wanted to go over?
No way!
Ji Rou crawled into the blanket and went to sleep when it was time to sleep. She pretended not to have heard the news.
After a while, Qin Yinze sent another message. "You want me to carry you over?"