C134 Protecting Her Had Become an Instinct
C134 Protecting Her Had Become an Instinct
Beiming Mo had no impression of what he looked like, but at that time, she felt that he was quite handsome.
However, since she had grown up, she had the least lack of people in the circle. It was this kind of image that almost made her tired of aesthetics. Especially when it was this kind of flirting trick with the same book. Beiming Mo even found it troublesome to expose it.
So, seeing Soong Yiren take the book, she quickly left with Soong Yiren. In any case, she was not a top student and could not be bothered to read the book.
She just did not expect that the person she met back then was the Luo Tianqi in front of her.
Beiming Mo did not know whether to laugh or cry. What kind of fate was this?
However, after Luo Tianqi started to tell other stories, Beiming Mo was completely unfamiliar with those stories.
When she heard the bits and pieces of his story, in her heart, the image of twin sisters that she had never met before gradually became full.
Her heart was filled with sadness. Unfortunately, the dead were already gone. The only thing she could do was to go to the tomb to see her.
Next door, after Pei Jun sent Gong Lingye into the private room, he left.
In the private room, Gong Lingye looked at Soong Yiren opposite him and said, "Nuan."
After saying that, he stretched out his hand to grab her hand.
Soong Yiren immediately withdrew her hand and said, "Let's get straight to the point."
Gong Lingye nodded and said, "I admit that since I was young, I was used to protecting Tingxue. It was only because of a part of the past."
"This part of my past can be traced back to the last dynasty. Back then, the Gu family was the family of TCM, and the Gong Family was the general of the era."
Gong Lingye said, "Nuan, as you can see, my wounds heal faster than usual. It's not because of anything else, but because my ancestors have always taken a kind of medicine given by the Gu family."
"When my father was still in his generation, this medicine was stopped because of a lack of medicinal herbs. In addition to my grandfather's generation, we started from business, so we stopped when we stopped. " However, there might still be some medicinal effects left in my body. "
When Soong Yiren heard this, she could not help but frown.
If that was the case, Then, wouldn't this have something to do with the fact that the Gong Family didn't live past 32 years old?
Gong Lingye had obviously guessed her thoughts, so he said, "Nuan, Do you suspect that it was because the Gu family stopped using medicine? Actually, when my brothers passed away one after another, I also suspected it."
But, the one who ate this kind of supplement medicine was my father. He passed it on to us, so it should also be passed on to my sisters. And my sister is fine. "So, I also checked the Y-Color... But, I found that none of us had any problems. "
"Actually, from the moment I, Third Brother, started my physical examination every half a year, but I still can't find any problems with it." Gong Lingye frowned. "I even suspect that the age of 32 could be a coincidence."
He paused. "This is the origin of the Gong Family and the Gu family. Tingxue's matter is because we owe the Gu family."
"23 years ago, my mother suddenly fell ill. Her problem cannot be treated by Western medicine, so she can only use acupuncture from Western medicine. " At that time, Tingxue's mother was eight months pregnant. " When she heard that my mother was ill, she rushed to the Gong Family resolutely and took back my mother's life. However, on the way home, she met with a car accident. "
Soong Yiren was stunned. Although she was not the one involved in this matter, she could imagine that the people of the Gong Family would definitely feel guilty if this incident happened.
She heard Gong Lingye say again, "Tingxue's mother was already dead when she was sent to the hospital. Tingxue's life was saved by the doctor's emergency caesarean section. However, due to premature labor and suffocation in the womb, she stayed in the incubator for three months after she was born. "
Normal children can walk when they are more than one year old. She can only walk steadily when she is six years old. Other people's childhood was full of laughter and laughter, but her childhood was basically spent in the hospital. " The doctor concluded that she can't live past 20 years old, and now she can barely make it to 23 years old. It is already very difficult for her to walk. "
I'm seven years older than her. When I was young, my mother told me that as long as Tingxue is alive, I should take care of her for a day. This is not just a responsibility but also a habit."
"So, for so many years, I have always treated her as my own sister to protect her. Just like that time when she drank wine... I was so angry. It was also like that time when I was attacked on the island, I knew that if she were to be caught with me, She wouldn't be able to adapt to the situation like you, only death awaits her... "That's why I chose to let you face the danger with me"
As for Nuan, an earthquake happened the day before yesterday. I wanted to save you, but at that time Tingxue choked on tea and her heart suddenly felt uncomfortable. She grabbed me tightly and I was unable to move. I could only watch helplessly as something smashed towards you. "
"I admit that when something fell from above our heads, I did protect her again. Because of habit and also because I really pitied her, protecting her has already become an instinct."
Gong Lingye looked into Soong Yiren's eyes. "But this kind of pity is not love, but a kind of familial love."
"Nuan, I know that it is unfair for you to separate the concern for you like this, but I can guarantee that the love for you is complete and without reservation."
Gong Lingye looked at Soong Yiren and said, "Nuan, this is all the reason. I don't like to lie. I don't want to lie either. If I say I like you, then I really like you. I'm not treating you as a toy for my curiosity, but I'm really going to marry you in love. I don't have any romantic feelings for her, But, I have responsibilities. Even if I am with you, I cannot shirk this responsibility. So, "I'll make it up to you in other ways so that you can feel my sincerity."
After Soong Yiren heard Gong Lingye's words, she slowly drank a mouthful of coffee. All the doubts in her heart towards Gong Lingye disappeared.
Yes, she knew his pride and disdained lying. So, what he said was from the bottom of his heart.
Do you mind if he cares about Gu Tingxue?
If it was in the beginning, she would mind, but now that she heard about the past, she did not mind.
A girl could only walk when she was six years old. She grew up in the hospital. Other people ran under the sun, but she could only lie on the hospital bed and receive treatment.
Furthermore, the reason why she was like this was because her mother wanted to save Gong Lingye's mother.
No wonder Gu Tingxue was so sad when she talked about the past in front of Gong Moyan at the corner of the banquet.
Soong Yiren sighed in her heart and thought for a while before she opened her mouth to speak. "To be honest, when I am with you, I also have a problem."
She considered her words and said, "Because of some things, I lack a sense of security and it is very difficult to trust a person. So, when I promised you, I really used a lot of courage "
"But in these two days of separation, I carefully considered... I might not be suitable for love " She looked directly into Gong Lingye's eyes. "I have my own psychological problem. You saw it too. I don't want to tell you many things, just because my mental defenses are too strong. I can't convince myself to break it, and I don't know how to break it. "
"That's why I feel that being with you will only hurt you, you will feel tired and frustrated, and I will also feel troubled. " Rather than that, why don't we return to the safe distance between us, and you will meet a girl who wholeheartedly believes in you and admires you... "And I also have my own things to do."
"I'm sorry, it's not that you're not good, but that I don't want to be in a relationship, and that I'm not suitable for it. It's all my fault" She finished speaking in one breath, and then drained the cup of coffee without any milk and sugar.