Cute Baby Looking For Daddy

All of her children had an abortion.    

This time, it was Gu Jingyu who stood still like a statue.    

Just like that, he allowed her to bite him.    

A bloody smell soon filled the air.    

Su Ke's heart ached.    

Gu Jingyu's heart ached even more.    

The child was gone. His heart truly ached.    

But back then, he really didn't dare to marry her.    

Right, it wasn't that he didn't want to marry her, but that he didn't dare to marry her.    

He really became numb to it, losing all feeling.    

Su Ke slowly let go of her teeth and looked at Gu Jingyu's bleeding hand in a daze.    

There were two rows of fresh red teeth marks on the back of her hand. She bit very deeply and just now she wished she could bite Gu Jingyu to death. This way, she would be able to vent her anger for her dead child.    

But now, when she saw the blood marks on the back of Gu Jingyu's hand, her heart inexplicably hurt again.    

If it wasn't for the fact that she was the only woman he had in all these years, and that he hadn't even contacted any random woman, she would have really suspected that the reason he had refused to marry her in the past was because he had always been thinking about some woman in his heart.    

Yet another five years had passed. If he had really been thinking about some woman, he would have long gone to find that woman and married her.    

But he didn't.    

He had always been alone. When he had free time, he would find Lih Lingye, Ji Yichen, and Mu Yebai to drink.    

Time was spent on drinking. Every day, he would be drunk to death.    

Su Ke looked at the bloody back of Gu Jingyu's hand. She couldn't help feeling heartache. She also couldn't help but open her mouth, "Tell me, why didn't you marry back then?"    

If he could give her a proper reason to not hate him anymore, or she would choose to forgive him.    

Otherwise, there would never be a future between him and her.    

Just for the sake of a dead child being a knot in her heart, as long as Gu Jingyu did not undo it for her, she would never be able to undo it.    

It would be a vicious cycle that she would never be able to face Gu Jingyu.    

After asking this question.    

The already cold and solemn air suddenly dropped by a few degrees.    

Gu Jingyu's body was also filled with coldness at this moment.    

Yes, it was coldness, not coldness.    

It was the coldness that burst out from his body from inside out.    

And the hand that held Su Ke was also tightening and tightening again and again.    

The tightness made Su Ke feel as if her hand was about to be broken. It was very painful.    

But she did not care at all. She just kept staring at Gu Jingyu, waiting for him to give her an answer.    

Then, she could use this answer, accept him, or sentence him to death, and never interact with him again.    

So, this answer was related to her and Gu Jingyu's future.    

This could also be considered a chance she gave him.    

He had given the right answer, which was to seize the opportunity.    

If he didn't give her an answer, then his chance would be gone.    

The veins on the man's hand, which was holding her hand tightly, were pulsing.    

He seemed to be trying his best to endure something, but at the same time, he seemed to want to say something.    

However, that forbearance and the things he wanted to say contradicted him so much that he had no choice at this moment.    

As a result, he was so cold on the spot that he became two statues that snuggled against each other with her.    

However, it only looked like they were together. At this moment, she could clearly feel the coldness he gave her as if he was piercing through her body.    

Su Ke waited quietly and also looked at Gu Jingyu.    

His face was rapidly turning pale and colorless at a speed visible to the naked eye.    

But even so, he did not say anything.    

This was completely different from how he had always tried to strike up a conversation with her.    

It was as if the answer would really come out, and she and he would end up the same.    

In fact, at that moment, Gu Jingyu's body began to tremble.    

Because she stuck close to his body, she could clearly feel his trembling.    

And when she did not speak, Su Ke felt that all of her hopes were cracking inch by inch. Then, they dispersed bit by bit, and she was no longer able to harvest the result she wanted.    

Everything, seemed to be irreparable.    

After an unknown amount of time, until her breathing almost stagnated, Su Ke finally knew that she was getting married. That was the result of him not answering her.    

Then she only had one choice, "Gu Jingyu, you leave, or you get up and let me leave. Okay? "    

Gu Jingyu slowly raised his head.    

The veins and sweat on his forehead fell into Su Ke's eyes just like that. "Do you want me to answer?"    

It had been a few years. Actually, Su Ke was not the only one who had asked him, but he had never answered. He was only afraid that he would really answer that question. It would scare the people closest to him.    

He always felt that it was better to shoulder it alone. He was also used to carrying it alone. So, he didn't tell anyone.    

Even his own biological parents.    

He didn't even tell his biological parents, just that he didn't want them to worry about him.    

That was even more so because he didn't want Su Ke to worry about him.    

But now, Su Ke had to ask for an answer.    

He was conflicted.    

As he talked, he kept shaking his head. He still didn't want to say it out loud.    

"Yes, if you don't say it, we'll have nothing to do with each other from now on." Su Ke didn't think that she was forcing Gu Jingyu. He didn't want to marry her in the past, but now he wanted to marry her. It wasn't too much for her to ask the answer that he didn't want to marry her back then.    

It was reasonable for her to do so.    

Yes, if he wanted to marry her again now, it was absolutely necessary to clearly explain why he did not want to marry her in the past.    

Otherwise, the reason was precisely because there was a thick wall between the two of them. The relationship between the two of them, no matter what, was unresolvable. There was also a barrier between them.    

As for marriage, what was the greatest taboo was the disunity between husband and wife, right?    

The girl's voice floated into Gu Jingyu's ears word by word, one word at a time. He pursed his lips, as if he had made up his mind. Then he looked up at Su Ke again, "If I say it... Can you guarantee that you won't look at me with your colored glasses? If I tell you, can you promise that you won't marry me just because you pity me?"    

After Gu Jingyu said that, Su Ke suddenly felt a heartache. Even if she didn't know the answer, she could feel from his words that the real answer he wanted to give her should be like sprinkling salt on his wound. It would only leave a bleeding pain.    

Looking back at Gu Jingyu, Su Ke softly said, "You are afraid that I will hurt, afraid that I will worry, afraid that I will pity you, so you are unwilling to say it?"    

Gu Jingyu thought about it again and again, then nodded very seriously, "Yes."    

Su Ke took a deep breath and said, "Then tell me. I can bear it. I don't hurt. I am not worried that I will not pity you. I only need to know the answer."    

If he knew, if he knew that it was not what she thought, but that he had no choice but to marry her... Then their dead child... Would they not torture her all day and night, making her unable to sleep properly no matter how hard she slept? When she woke up and fell asleep, it was all because of the little flesh that left this world.    

It made her heart feel extremely painful.