C1256 I Miss My Mother
C1256 I Miss My Mother
But she kept feeling that if she said it... Perhaps Faang Wenxue was not the only one who knew. If there was one more person, there would be one more.
Because there was no wall in this world that could not be exposed.
Then, if this were to be heard by the The Lihs, she did not know how she would end up.
So, she decided not to say anything. She would wait until she finally made a decision and then make a decision.
She had to give it to Lih Lingye now. She also had three sons! She had to make a plan for the future. Once she had made up her mind, she would take action.
Even if she wanted to kill Lih Lingye, she had to make arrangements for the future of her three sons.
But up until now, she still couldn't think of a way to make arrangements for her three sons.
If she killed Lih Lingye, she didn't think that she would be able to live either.
Even if she hated him now... But she couldn't bear to kill him.
After all, she had loved him for far too long.
That kind of love had long penetrated deep into her bones, unable to be separated.
Faang Wenxue held the umbrella and squatted beside her. First, she took out a cushion from her bag and handed it to her, "The ground is cold. It will be more comfortable for you to cushion it."
"I am not afraid of the cold." #@$&
"It's only been two months since I gave birth, how can I not be afraid? Let me tell you, it's very easy to get sick, my body needs to take care of myself. Otherwise, if you feel uncomfortable in the future... Even if Lih Lingye pampers you and dotes on you, but... In the end, the one who felt uncomfortable was still you. He couldn't help you. Don't you agree?"
Initially, Bai Xianxian listened to Faang Wenxue's education seriously, but when she heard Lih Lingye's name, her body trembled uncontrollably. Then, she lowered her head and no longer looked at Faang Wenxue.
She did not dare to speak, afraid that she would expose her emotions the moment she spoke.
It made Faang Wenxue guess that her change was because of Lih Lingye.
Faang Wenxue waited and waited but Bai Xianxian did not take the cushion that she handed over and also did not speak. %&(&
She directly stretched out her hand to pull Bai Xianxian up and forcefully pulled Bai Xianxian up who did not have much strength. She then put the cushion on, "Sit like this. Don't be silly."
The feeling of warmth underneath her body was immediately felt and Bai Xianxian's heart also warmed, "Xue, thank you."
"Uh, how many years have I been friends with you? Like sisters, there was no need to say thank you. In the past, You always tell me anything you're unhappy about, but now... I don't know what's wrong with you, but if you don't tell me... I won't ask, you're here... I'll just stay here with you. " Faang Wenxue did what she said and then took out a cushion to sit on. She acted like she was willing to sacrifice her life to accompany a gentleman and stayed here to accompany Bai Xianxian.
Bai Xianxian held Faang Wenxue's hand and softly said, "You can go back after staying for a while. Otherwise Lin will be hungry if she does not have milk. Don't starve Lin." Unlike her, who was a mother. Lih Lingye directly decided not to give her breast milk when he had two babies in his life. Therefore, she was actually much more at ease than Faang Wenxue.
In total, Lih Lingye used to treat her really well and doted on her.
However, none of these could offset the sin of him participating in the murder of his mother.
That couldn't be offset.
"It's fine. If I don't go back, brother Yan will feed Lin milk powder. Our Lin is very obedient. She is not like some children who don't eat milk powder when they eat breast milk. If they eat milk powder, they don't eat breast milk. She is not picky about food. Whatever you feed, you eat. You're so obedient. " When Lin was mentioned, Faang Wenxue's face was filled with tenderness.
It was as if she had changed into another person.
It made Bai Xianxian also miss her son, "Xue, is it that every time I talk about my son, I am also like you, with a face full of motherly love and gentleness?"
"Of course, every mother is like this. In this world, only mother loves her own child the most. Other people, even the father of the child is a little bit inferior. Don't you think so?"
Is that so?
Is that so?
If that was really the case, then the children would definitely be very sad if she died.
Even if they were two children, no matter how small they were, there would still be times when they grew up. When they grew up and found out that she died, they would feel the same way she felt towards her mother now. It would be very sad.
Yes, maternal love was the hardest to part with. Faang Wenxue was right.
This was also what she experienced personally.
Hence, Faang Wenxue really stayed behind to accompany Bai Xianxian.
In the end, Bai Xianxian only sat for half an hour and could not stay any longer.
It was as if she was sitting on pins and needles.
She could not let Lin starve because of her.
She was the one who took care of Lin when she sat on the moon.
Therefore, she knew what habits that little thing had.
Lin did not eat breast milk like Lih Xiaowei and Lih Xiaoke. She fed when she was hungry. She only fed more and more every day. Instead, it was a fixed time every day. Otherwise, she wouldn't eat it even if she was fed.
It was only noon now, and it was time for Lin to have afternoon tea.
As long as she was fed, she would obediently eat and eat.
But Lin's food was not by the child's side but by Bai Xianxian's side.
No matter what, she was too embarrassed to deprive Lin of her food.
She was also the child's mother.
Thus, Bai Xianxian packed her things and left with Faang Wenxue.
Before she left, she solemnly kowtowed three times to her mother and even kowtowed again and again.
Seeing this made Faang Wenxue confused. "Xianxian, you really don't have anything on your mind, right?"
It was clearly the feeling of having something on her mind. She knew Bai Xianxian. After so many years, she could tell at a glance.
She still could not help but ask. No, I'm here. She really doesn't feel at ease.
Actually, they had only met yesterday morning, but the current Bai Xianxian, even though it had only been a day and night, felt that she had lost a little weight and was also much more haggard.
"No, I'm just worried that he won't wake up." After deciding not to say it, Bai Xianxian really did not say it.
She felt that she should shoulder all the responsibility alone.
Otherwise, if Faang Wenxue knew, she would also not be able to do anything and not say anything. She would be worried about her.
It was enough for her to be annoyed alone, so there was no need to add Faang Wenxue.
"Are you talking about Lih Lingye?"
"Yes." Apart from Lih Lingye, was there anyone else who could not wake up?
Although it was a bit far-fetched, this was the only reason Bai Xianxian could think of to coax Faang Wenxue.
"Uh, the hospital said that he is showing signs of waking up now. I heard that his fingers moved yesterday and his eyelids even moved today. The nurse saw his eyelashes blink again because of this... Ji Yifeng invited you back to the hospital, but you haven't been back yet, right? Xianxian, your situation is definitely not right. I feel like you want Lih Lingye to not wake up. " Faang Wenxue casually said her own analysis. It was purely a casual analysis.