C861 It's Always My Daddy
C861 It's Always My Daddy
If it wasn't for the warm and soft feeling that gushed out from the little boy beside her, she would only feel that the woman wasn't someone from this world.
She stood there quietly, staring at the cars coming and going on the road, as if she was waiting for someone.
Lih Xiaoning raised his little face slightly. "Mommy, can we go in and wait? I don't know when Uncle Caine will arrive." Also, everyone who passed by looked at him and Mommy.
They couldn't move their eyes away from them at first sight. They kept looking at them until they disappeared into this area. Even if they turned back, they wouldn't be able to see them anymore. That was why they stopped looking.
In fact, other people used to look at them in the same way. However, for some reason, Lih Xiaoning didn't like those people looking at him today.
Bai Xianxian lowered her head and gently stroked her son's face with her delicate white fingers. She gently smiled and said, "Mommy wants to bask in the sun."
Lih Xiaoning did not know that she had not bathed in the sun like this for a month. That kind of warm feeling was so beautiful and it also made her cherish this new life that she had obtained with great difficulty.
His hand landed on her abdomen. It was so good that the baby was still there.
Everything did not seem to have changed, but it also seemed like everything had changed.
It was almost the New Year. There were fewer people on the road. After all, there would be a huge migration process every New Year in the city.
Men and women, as long as they could, would definitely travel thousands of miles to go home to celebrate the New Year. What they wanted was a family reunion.
However, she did not want to go home. She did not want that kind of reunion. She just could not let Lih Xiaoning go.
As for Lih Lingye, she was very calm right now. She didn't hate or resent him. She also seemed to have let go of the deep love she had in the past. She didn't seem to love him anymore.
That was a very peaceful state of mind. It was a feeling that could not be expressed with words.
Every time she thought of Lih Lingye, she would subconsciously recall that day. He picked her up from Lu Yujing's bed and brought her directly to the nearest hotel, watering her for more than an hour.
And the whole time, it was cold water.
It was already very fortunate that the child could be saved. It could be considered her and the child's luck.
She did not know if Lih Lingye had found out about the results later on, but from the way he still wanted to see her, she could tell that he had found out everything.
"Mommy, did daddy make you angry?" Bai Xianxian stood on the side of the road in a daze. Lih Xiaoning, who was watching from the side, suddenly opened his mouth.
This question was really caught off guard. Bai Xianxian did not even think about it and directly said, "Yes."
"You are very angry when you are provoked, right?" Seeing Bai Xianxian admit it, Lih Xiaoning immediately became nervous and his small face wrinkled.
Only then did Bai Xianxian realize that she had said something that she did not want to say.
She always thought about not telling children about the matters in the mortal world.
However, she still accidentally let the child know.
After pondering for a moment, she reached out and touched Lih Xiaoning's head. "I'm not very angry. It's been so long. Except for a little bit of anger at the beginning, I don't feel it anymore."
Actually, the truth was that she was very angry at the time. That was why she left the ward the moment she woke up in the hospital.
But after a month of settling down, after she was put under house arrest by Lu Shaolee, she realized that in this world, other than life and death, other than being imprisoned, everything else was really a small matter.
Being able to live was the best reward for one's life.
She was very calm now, and she was no longer angry.
However, it would be impossible for her to reconcile with Lih Lingye.
Even if it was a broken mirror, it would never be as smooth as before.
When Lih Xiaoning heard this, he heaved a sigh of relief. "Since Mommy is no longer angry with Daddy, then... Then why isn't Daddy here?"
"Who said I didn't see your Daddy? I just don't want to see him now."
" Oh, mommy is in love with Uncle Caine now. Don't you love Daddy anymore? " Lih Xiaoning started to use his imagination.
He could give an absolutely correct answer to any other question.
However, the little guy really did not understand who Bai Xianxian loved.
To him, it was like a piece of white paper, and whatever was written in the mortal world was what it was.
When Bai Xianxian heard this sentence, she was in a trance. Did she fall in love with Caine and not love Lih Lingye?
No. No, she did not fall in love with Caine. They had been together for five years and they had not created any sparks of love. How could he fall in love with Caine in less than two months?
To her, who had already tasted love before, she was sensitive enough to know whether it was love or not.
Right now, she felt even more guilty towards Caine.
She could feel how good Caine was to her. She was not a blockhead, she could feel it all.
But she had never responded to Caine's feelings.
It was only because she could not give Caine love.
Since she couldn't afford it, then she shouldn't give Caine any hope.
Otherwise, it would be harming Caine.
As for Lih Lingye, she didn't seem to know what kind of relationship she should have with him.
She would miss him, but at the same time, she would miss him. At the same time, she also had all the grudges she had towards that day.
She wasn't a saint, so she couldn't not blame him.
If she didn't hate him, then it meant that she really didn't love him at all.
Thinking of this, Bai Xianxian was suddenly stunned. Then, her resentment towards Lih Lingye now meant that she was still in love with him?
No, no, no, she did not know. She did not know anything.
Right now, she wanted to bring her son and find a quiet place to live quietly for a few days, so that her heart would return to normal. The calmer she was, the better it would be.
Then, in her calm and peaceful state of mind, she would slowly find herself and find out what she needed.
It was only at this moment that Bai Xianxian felt her son's little hand shaking her hand, waiting for her to tell him the answer.
She felt a little embarrassed that as a mother, she actually made her son worry about her so much.
"Ning, daddy will always be daddy." Bai Xianxian gave an ambiguous answer. It was also an answer that had room for negotiation.
She could continue being husband and wife with Lih Lingye, but even if they could not be husband and wife, she would still be friendly with Lih Lingye. She would give Ning a harmonious family.
The two of them were having a heart-to-heart conversation. At the turn of the road, a few dozen meters away, Caine was about to make a turn. Then he arrived at his destination, but the steering wheel in his hand slightly turned. There was a loud bang, as if he had been hit hard by something. Then, the car skidded on the road, and then... It crashed into the horseteeth on both sides of the road...