C589 He Only Believed in Himself
C589 He Only Believed in Himself
She could perform surgery on many patients. She could bring many patients back to life. However, she could not perform surgery on the person she loved the most.
She could not imagine how much pain her Shengchen would feel if the scalpel was cut off and blood flowed out.
The best doctor in the world could not save the person she loved the most.
Because she could not keep calm, she just looked at him. She could not keep calm.
Would he hurt? Would he be in danger? Various things could happen during the surgery.
What if her hand trembled and the scalpel broke the blood vessel? What if she could not find the broken bones? What if his intracranial pressure rose? If... she didn't dare to think about it, she didn't dare to think about it at all.
She didn't dare to move her knife, she was afraid that she would lose him, she was afraid.
If it was someone else, she would be very calm. If anything unexpected happened, she would be able to handle it calmly. But this was Mu Shengchen. She could not bear it. Even if it was just a little bit, she could not bear it.
Ning Qianyu threw away the scalpel and took a few steps back.
She could not do it. She did not want...
"Let me do it. Doctor Ning, you can go out and rest first." Young K signaled the nurse with his eyes, and the nurse immediately helped Ning Qianyu out of the operating theater.
Outside the operating room, Ye Xi and Zhang Heng were waiting nervously. When they saw the nurse sending Ning Qianyu out, Ye Xi's face darkened." Young Mistress, why is she out? "
"Doctor Ning's body was shaking and her hands were shaking. She could not even hold the scalpel. Doctor K asked me to send her out." The nurse answered in a low voice.
She heard something bad was going on. Ye Xi was a little angry when he heard the bad news. He roared at Ning Qianyu. "Young Mistress, what's wrong with you? "Look at you now. Look at your hands. How are they shaking? Young Master Chen was lying there. He was waiting for you to save him. Why did you drop the chain at such a critical moment? Where is your usual calmness? "
Ning Qianyu leaned against the wall and kept silent. She lowered her head and took off her mask. She just quietly leaned against the wall.
Zhang Heng walked over and patted Ye Xi's shoulder. He comforted her, "Ye Xi, don't blame Miss Ning. This is normal. The more important a person is, the harder it is to calm down. It is easier to make mistakes."
"Miss Ning saved so many people, but she can't save her lover. She is the most painful."
When Zhang Heng said this, Ning Qianyu finally had a reaction.
"He said he is fine... He said he is fine... How could he fall?"
From the time Mu Shengchen was injured until now, Ning Qianyu finally shed tears.
"Why did you save me? Why did you save me? But why couldn't I save you? I was afraid! I was afraid that there would be an accident during the surgery. I was afraid that my hands would shake. " I'm afraid that my hands will touch your blood vessels. " I'm afraid that I won't be able to find that broken bone. I'm so afraid... I only have you. I can't lose, I can't... "
"I love you too much, I can't accept any hypothesis. Afraid of losing it, afraid of losing it, afraid of losing it, afraid that this person is gone.
Zhang Heng advised, "Then Miss Ning, you should trust Young K. You brought her out by yourself. She will definitely let Director Mu be safe."
Hearing Zhang Heng's words, Ning Qianyu's tears immediately stopped. "No, I don't believe it. I can't trust anyone. " Even if he was operated on by Tai Dou from the brain, I can't trust anyone else. My love, I'll save him. I'll be the chief surgeon, and I'll know how badly he's injured. "You don't need to know if he's in danger from others."
Zhang Heng and Ye Xi looked at each other. They felt uneasy. "Will it work? Your emotions..."
"I can." Ning Qianyu put on the mask and turned around to walk towards the operating theater.
She took a deep breath and breathed. She saved her lover and her man.
She had to calm down, restrain herself, and not let her imagination run wild.
She could not trust anyone. She was afraid that others would shake their hands. If that was the case, she might as well do it herself!
Ning Qianyu took a deep breath at the door of the operating theater and pushed open the door.
The operating theater was very quiet. The atmosphere was so oppressive that it made people feel like they were breathing too loudly. Young K was performing the surgery.
Ning Qianyu walked to the operating table and looked at Mu Shengchen on the operating table. She could not help but call out, "Shengchen..."
She really wanted Mu Shengchen to suddenly open his eyes and respond to her.
But Mu Shengchen still looked the same. He did not move as he shouted the oxygen tube.
Ning Qianyu's eyes were astringent. She gently approached Mu Shengchen's ear and said, "Shengchen, I will perform the surgery for you. You will definitely be fine."
After saying that, Ning Qianyu walked to the operating table. She said to Young K, "Let me do it."
Little K nodded and handed the scalpel to Ning Qianyu. Then, he quietly stood guard at the side.
Ning Qianyu took the scalpel, took a deep breath, and then put the scalpel down.
Ning Qianyu bit her lower lip and restrained herself. Then, she steadily cut open the tissue under the skull and looked for broken bones.
She found a piece of broken bones and threw it into a tray on the side. Then, she continued to look for the next piece.
Does it hurt? Shengchen, do you feel pain? Why do I feel pain?
Love is unforgettable. It is the same feeling, the same suffering.
"Ah, Doctor Ning, what's wrong with your mouth? Why is it bleeding?" Young K noticed that under Ning Qianyu's mask, a line of blood flowed down along the mask. He exclaimed and took a towel from the nurse to wipe Ning Qianyu's mouth.
"What's wrong with you?"
Ning Qianyu's hands did not stop moving as if she could not feel anything.
Until all the broken bones were cleaned up. She began to check if there was anything else in Mu Shengchen's head.
After checking, she began to suture step by step.
Little K put down the towel and came up to take over the suture.
"I'll suture it. Doctor Ning, go check it. Why would there be blood?"
Ning Qianyu did not move a step and the work in her hands did not stop.
Even if it was the final suture, she would not hand it over to others. She wanted to personally come.
After the last suture, Ning Qianyu swiftly wiped off the blood around the wound and then used gauze to bandage Mu Shengchen's head.
"Send him to the ICU for observation!" After saying this, Ning Qianyu took off her mask.
At this moment, everyone saw a row of neat teeth marks on her lips. Her lower lip was almost bitten through.
How much strength did she use to bite her lips to this extent?
Everyone silently withdrew their gazes, then continued with their work. Finally, they pushed Mu Shengchen out of the operating theater together with Ning Qianyu.
Ye Xi and Zhang Heng who were waiting outside saw them push Mu Shengchen out and immediately walked over. "How is it?"
Ning Qianyu did not say anything, but Young K replied, "The operation was very successful."
Hearing Young K's words, Ye Xi and Zhang Heng felt relieved.
Ning Qianyu held Mu Shengchen's hand and personally sent him to the ICU. She helped everyone settle Mu Shengchen down and then stayed by the hospital bed.