Love Never Ends

But I hope that after you finish reading the letter, you will seriously consider it. Don't make any hasty decisions about yourself and me. "    

Xi Zhinuan paused here.    

She pursed her lips and pondered for half a second before continuing to draw the brush.    

The vigorous and forceful pen and ink jumped up and down on the paper.    

He said:    

"I'm sick.    

It's leukemia.    

Don't cry yet, and don't cry either. I'm not telling you this because I want to see your tears. Be obedient. Be obedient. You probably know that I had leukemia when I was young. Thanks to the efforts of my parents, I was lucky enough to get a cure.    

I am afraid that you will be sad, afraid that you will be worried about me, unwilling to see you cry because of me, even more unwilling to see you lose your appetite because of me.    

I don't want you to know, but I'm also afraid that I won't be able to accompany you from the start until the end, so I tried my best to push you away from me … Actually, the so-called wedding between Yov Qian and me was all a lie. I just wanted to keep you away from me!    

Am I childish? However, this move seemed to be very effective.    

You're jealous, and you're crying because of me.    

[Damn it. I didn't think of any way to make you happy, but I did everything I could to make you cry!]    

I'm no different from an idiot!    

"But, when it comes to Yov Qian …"    

Xi Zhinuan's brush stopped here.    

He put down his brush and looked at the bits and pieces of paper on the paper. His eyes dimmed.    

He didn't know how to tell her about his and Yov Qian's drunken night, so he planned to tell her himself when he got back.    

Apologize, apologize, and be punished.    

However, as long as she didn't leave, he would never let her go! Never again … Yov Qian didn't continue her conversation.    

It was not that he did not want to say it, but he was afraid that the short words on the paper would not explain the situation that night.    

"Baby, do you remember that night three years ago?    

My angry shouts and curses at you made you cry.    

After that, I cruelly threw you out of the door.    

In my memory, that was the first time I ever got angry with you.    

Furthermore, it was such a big issue!    

I know I must have frightened you that day.    

Actually, that night, it wasn't you who was upset at all, it was me!    

As an elder brother who was ten years older than you, but was a hooligan, he would do something to you while you were in his arms … At that time, you were only fifteen years old!    

You're just a kid!    

As for me, I already have the desire to take over you!    

I think I must have frightened you!    

I was angry at myself for being so disgusting, so when you still blindly burrowed into my arms, I angrily shouted at you and told you to leave.    

In fact, the matter has been like a thin needle in my heart, unable to be pulled out.    

I keep thinking, could it be that Xi Zhinuan already had feelings for that little Yun Xiaosan, and that's why he wants to take her for himself … Was it because of this incident that the 25-year-old Xi Zhinuan started to resent Yun Xiaosan's innocent and proactive love? He was afraid that the shameless things that happened to him three years ago would happen again, afraid that he would fall in love with the innocent and inviolable child in his heart … Yes! In Xi Zhinuan's heart, Yun Xiaosan has always been a child, naive, pure, small willful.    

Being in love with someone was something that was completely irrelevant.    

But even so, no matter how much resistance Xi Zhinuan had, he still fell in love with Yun Xiaosan.    

And love so truly!    

Three...    

I want you to stay with me and not go anywhere.    

Not America, not distant cities.    

Just like before, like a little shadow, chasing after me, not even half a step away.    

The naughty turn on their own room's heating, noisy too cold, want to cling to sleep with me.    

Suddenly, I miss the way you act like a spoiled child, hanging around my neck and leaning into my arms.    

I don't know if my body can still carry you in my arms, but I do know that as long as I am alive and still breathing, I will have the strength to pull you into my arms.