Love Never Ends

The words on the paper, however, were still clearly visible.    

It was his handwriting, so vigorous and forceful.    

As for Yun Jing, before she could clearly see the first sentence, her tears had already drenched her face … "My dear San-er, good day to you!    

When you received this letter, you must have been very surprised that there was still someone so old-fashioned this year.    

… ….    

… ….    

I hope that after you finish reading the letter, you will seriously reconsider. Don't make any hasty decisions about yourself and me.    

I'm sick.    

It's leukemia.    

Don't cry yet, and don't cry either. I'm not telling you this because I want to see your tears. Be obedient. Be obedient. You probably know that I had leukemia when I was young. Thanks to the efforts of my parents, I was lucky enough to get a cure.    

I am afraid that you will be sad, afraid that you will be worried about me, unwilling to see you cry because of me, even more unwilling to see you lose your appetite because of me.    

I don't want you to know, but I'm also afraid that I won't be able to accompany you from the start until the end, so I tried my best to push you away from me … Actually, the so-called wedding between Yov Qian and me was all a lie. I just wanted to keep you away from me!    

Am I childish? However, this move seemed to be very effective.    

You're jealous, and you're crying because of me.    

[Damn it. I didn't think of any way to make you happy, but I did everything I could to make you cry!]    

I'm no different from an idiot!    

Baby, remember that night three years ago?    

My angry shouts and curses at you made you cry.    

After that, I cruelly threw you out of the door.    

In my memory, that was the first time I ever got angry with you.    

Furthermore, it was such a big issue!    

I know I must have frightened you that day.    

Actually, that night, it wasn't you who was upset at all, it was me!    

As an elder brother who was ten years older than you, but was a hooligan, he would do something to you while you were in his arms … At that time, you were only fifteen years old!    

You're just a kid!    

As for me, I already have the desire to take over you!    

I think I must have frightened you!    

I was angry at myself for being so disgusting, so when you still blindly burrowed into my arms, I angrily shouted at you and told you to leave.    

In fact, the matter has been like a thin needle in my heart, unable to be pulled out.    

I keep thinking, could it be that Xi Zhinuan already had feelings for that little Yun Xiaosan, and that's why he wants to take her for himself … Was it because of this incident that the 25-year-old Xi Zhinuan started to resent Yun Xiaosan's innocent and proactive love? He was afraid that the shameless things that happened to him three years ago would happen again, afraid that he would fall in love with the innocent and inviolable child in his heart … Yes! In Xi Zhinuan's heart, Yun Xiaosan has always been a child, naive, pure, small willful.    

Being in love with someone was something that was completely irrelevant.    

But even so, no matter how much resistance Xi Zhinuan had, he still fell in love with Yun Xiaosan.    

And love so truly!    

Three...    

I want you to stay with me and not go anywhere.    

Not America, not distant cities.    

Just like before, like a little shadow, chasing after me, not even half a step away.    

The naughty turn on their own room's heating, noisy too cold, want to cling to sleep with me.    

Suddenly, I miss the way you act like a spoiled child, hanging around my neck and leaning into my arms.    

I don't know if my body can still carry you in my arms, but I do know that as long as I am alive and still breathing, I will have the strength to pull you into my arms.    

San-zi, perhaps you will think it selfish of me to keep you here as a patient. He couldn't guarantee that they would grow old together, yet he still wished for happiness in the future … Yes! I admit that I can't promise you that you will live forever, but I can assure you that I will do my best to live forever and try to live forever with you.    

Baby, I apologize to you for the harm I've done to you these days. I'm sorry! I'm willing to go back and take the blame and leave it to you.