Planned Love

The first, which deliberately called me to the stage, gave me a destructive disappointment; the second, which declared me the cause of all this, and made me utterly disgraced; the third, which, even knowing that Xia Yiwa was my weakness, still used her to ruthlessly stab me. The fourth, which implied that the recording heroine was Xia Yiwa and that she was my best friend, forced me into a state of utter injustice.    

    

Sheng Yun, this is so cruel, so cruel that I have no way out. After tonight, there will be no place for me in Hangcheng.    

    

I thought I was ruthless enough, but I didn't think that Sheng Yun's side, I'm just a small fry.    

    

I held the microphone, hesitated, and then calmly said to the microphone: "I have nothing to say but to thank Director Sheng for rehearsing such a great show for me tonight. I wish everyone a happy evening, and don't be discouraged by me. "    

    

No matter how much he tried to explain, it would just get worse as time went on. After I finished speaking, I handed the microphone to Sheng Yun and looked at him with a sad smile: "I was heartless but sentimental, while you, Sheng Yun, are heartless and heartless. I will remember everything that happened tonight. If you have the ability in the future, you will definitely pay me back ten times. "    

    

I saw the shock and amazement in his eyes, and so I turned and walked off the stage under his gaze.    

    

Did he think I was going to cry and confess? Did he think I would just give in and beg him to let me go? Did he think I would collapse on the spot?    

    

No, Sheng Yun, I won't. I've fallen too many times, this is nothing, I, Xu Shubei, can afford to lose!    

    

Amidst the criticism and curses of the crowd, I simply drifted away like this. The hem of my skirt slightly fluttered as my expression turned cold. Countless media reporters swarmed over. I was pushed by the crowd, my hair was torn apart, and my skirt was dirty. Even though I was in a terrible situation, I still resolutely left the venue without saying a word of explanation or an apology.    

    

At that moment, I suddenly remembered a line from "Great Gossip West": "Look, that man looks like a dog."    

    

In his heart, he felt a surge of silent sorrow.    

    

I got into the taxi and took a deep breath as the door closed behind me, blocking out the hornets of media. I took a cigarette from my bag, lit it quickly, and took a long drag. His eyes were slightly wet, and he couldn't help but think of his parents.    

    

Dad, Mom, without you guys, it would have been really hard … I looked up at the sky. It was a bright moonlit night, and the moon had suddenly turned into a smiling face for my parents.    

    

If my father were still here, I would like to ask him how he went from a poor country boy to a rich entrepreneur. How many times did he have to face such a predicament like this? Back then, what made him choose to continue forward without being destroyed? Was it her mother's love? Was it my birth? Was it because of his inner faith and strength?    

    

Then, I suddenly heard a voice from the depths of my heart: There is no retreat, this is the moment of extreme speed. Don't worry, don't be upset, what you want will come eventually.    

    

That voice was abnormally clear and loud, as if it had slapped its downcast self in the face. It also sounded like the warm warning of a father in the underworld. In that instant, I found the courage to live again.    

    

As long as he didn't die, there would eventually be a way out. I'm suddenly not afraid anymore. No matter how big the blow is, I can still withstand it.    

    

At this moment, the phone rang. It was Zhou Yihai. It had been more than two hours since the incident. I realized that his ability to call meant that I still had value to him.    

    

He asked me, "Shubei, where are you?"    

    

"On the way home." "No," I said.    

    

"Are you all right? What was going on? What did you do? Why decide without consulting me? " Zhou Yihai asked into the phone.    

    

"Director Zhou, I don't want to explain too much. If the company's reputation is damaged because of me, please fire me directly. I have no objection. " I said into the phone.    

    

"Shubei, don't be angry. Let's talk about the details when we get to the office tomorrow. You go home first, don't think too much about it. " Zhou Yihai said into the phone, and I could hear him trying to suppress his anger.    

    

"Alright." I spit out a word, hung up, and leaned wearily against the cab.    

    

"Miss, we've already circled the city twice. Do you want to continue?" the master asked me.    

    

"No, let's go home." I sighed and gave my address to the taxi driver. Although he didn't want to go back, he found that other than that temporary home, he had no home in this world. How sad.    

    

When I got home and turned on the light in the living room, Xia Yiwa, sitting alone on the sofa, startled me. I hadn't expected her to be at home, and her face was full of tears.    

    

I looked at her in silence, then went over and took a tissue from the tissue box and wiped the tears from her face.    

    

She took my hand and looked at me with teary eyes. "Shubei, you're finally back."    

    

"What are you crying for? Don't cry, I'm fine. " I asked, looking at her.    

    

"Sorry, Shubei." She looked up and the teary-eyed woman saw me. "I didn't know this was going to happen. I was in the balloon and I didn't hear anything. I didn't mean to cooperate with my brother, I really didn't. "    

    

"As long as he really treats you well. "Yiwa, there's no need to say anything else. I won't blame you, and I've never blamed you either." I whispered.    

    

"It's not what you think, Shubei." Xia Yiwa took my hand and looked at me sincerely. "My brother said he doesn't have a woman he likes at the moment. However, things had happened. If he did not suppress the rumors, the trouble that would follow would only get worse and worse. So he wants me to play along with him. But in private, we were still only siblings. I had no idea you had anything to do with it. If I knew beforehand, I wouldn't have promised him. "    

    

"You mean he's just using you to save his reputation?" I couldn't help but ask coldly. In addition to being shocked, I became even more furious.    

    

"There is no love between us. My brother is only interested in his career. I promised him I would help, but I didn't think you'd be involved. " Xia Yiwa looked at me and said, "What's going on between you and him? Why does this involve you? Recording... Did you really give it to Hazelnut? Where did you get that recording? Shubei, what exactly is going on between you and my brother? "    

    

"It's just a struggle for the profits of the mall. It's nothing. Yiwa, are you so willing to be used by him? " I asked, looking at Xia Yiwa.    

    

At that moment, Xia Yiwa's eyes were filled with disappointment. She let go of my hand and looked at me with a bit of emotion, saying, "Shubei, in your eyes, am I still your best friend? "Why don't you tell me anything?"