Planned Love

Nanny Liu took the two children to bed. The children were very obedient and smart, perhaps after going through three years of tribulations, they already knew how to show favors at such a young age. They knew that if Sheng Yun and I were left alone, they wouldn't stick close to us.    

    

Sheng Yun moved our bedroom to the third floor. He changed our old bedroom into a two child's room. I have never seen our current bedroom before, so I don't know what it looks like.    

    

I only vaguely remember that the room on the third floor wasn't as big as the one on the second floor, but it was very transparent, facing south.    

    

Sheng Yun placed me at the bedroom door and looked at me expectantly. "Wife, push it open and take a look."    

    

I didn't know what kind of surprise awaited us inside, so with great anticipation, I slowly pushed open the unlocked door.    

    

As soon as he opened the door, he could smell the fragrance of lilies.    

    

He still remembers my preferences, remember I like the white lily, like the lily of the faint fragrance.    

    

I turned to look at him gratefully, and his eyes urged me to push the door open. Thus, I pushed the door open.    

    

The world before my eyes surprised and surprised me. I didn't expect Sheng Yun to be so considerate.    

    

Our bedroom had been painted my favorite warm yellow. The bed was a huge round bed with a Chinese red pillowcase, and in the middle of the bed was a large red wedding photo of him and me. The window was covered with the word "New Year", and my favorite books and the dressing table I'd bought myself were neatly arranged in the room.    

    

Outside on the balcony, there were white lilies blooming in rage. There was no need for any incense. The natural fragrance filled the entire room, making it extremely fragrant.    

    

On the desk was my favorite bottle of French wine, two goblets, and a beautiful bouquet of nine champagne roses.    

    

I looked at Sheng Yun so joyfully and emotionally, Sheng Yun also looked at me, Sheng Yun said: "Mom said, you and I have endured so many hardships, we want to celebrate. So, tonight, let's have a new bridal ceremony. There are no guests here, so this is a new ceremony for both of us. "    

    

"Night of the wedding night …" "Then we have to wear wedding clothes. I'll find out if there were any red clothes before." I heard him say so, and I laughed.    

    

I ran to open the closet door, and as soon as I did, I saw a red cheongsam, a Chinese men's suit, and a red scarf.    

    

"Ya, you've even prepared this?" I turned to Sheng Yun and asked in surprise.    

    

"This place has been prepared for me since before I left the country. I decided then and there that if you could make it back, we would start all over again. If anything happens to you, I won't live alone either. I'll put on these two clothes for us and leave this world together. " Sheng Yun walked over, looked at the wedding dress inside, and said with mixed feelings.    

    

When I heard this, my heart ached. I turned and threw myself into his arms, saying, "Husband, why are you so stupid? If I leave and you leave too, what about Zaizai and Qian Jin? "    

    

"I've already entrusted Zaizai and Qian Jin to Yiwa and Shang Yang. At that time, the doctor said that you only had a 5% chance of waking up. You don't even know what I was feeling at that time." I almost gave up all hope, but I do not believe this evil, I do not believe that God will treat us this way, will let me give up everything but the old you! So, I made this bet with the heavens! Or it could take our lives! Otherwise, it will send you back untouched! " Sheng Yun held my hand, and said affectionately, "Remember before we were in love, you always said I was too rational, always putting reason above love, do you remember?"    

    

I heard the tears come again and I nodded. "I remember," I said. At that time, you and I were desperately pursuing our better self, preferring to put love second or third place. We are all passive people, never dare to easily love, and will not easily say love. At that time, we all felt that love was just a kind of beautiful dream that was touted by the world, and it was not practical. "If it wasn't for Zaizai, I think there might not be such a future between you and me."    

    

"But now, I feel that I was very silly at that time. At that time, I desperately pursued fame and fortune in order to find a way to continue to expand my world. I wholeheartedly pursued the feeling of success and greatness, yet I ignored the essence of life and formed a perfect family with the woman I loved the most. If it wasn't for Lin Sexi pretending to be you, my understanding of home wouldn't be so deep. I've thought about it a lot these three years, and reflected on it a lot. I feel like I've missed too much happiness in my pursuit of success in the past few years. I haven't had a real home, and I haven't even dared to love you unreservedly. But now, after a thousand sails, I know that the person I love most is you, this family. As long as you're here, this is home. Wife, can you understand what I just said? " Sheng Yun asked gently.    

    

His eyes were deeper, and I could feel the truth of it coming from his heart.    

    

He and I had been so restrained and rational, we had suffered so much and suffered so many setbacks on this journey of love. But luckily, we can still hold each other's hand, to say these words to each other, the heart is full of mixed feelings.    

    

I solemnly nodded and said, 'When I first woke up and saw you all in front of me, I only had one thought in mind. Thank God so much. In the future, I only want to lead an ordinary life like water, accompanying you, accompanying our children to grow up together. "    

    

"But the future will be bitter, and I used to be able to guarantee your happiness. But now this house is all we have left. " Sheng Yun looked at me and said softly.    

    

"Do you know, husband? I feel ordinary is now the best gift from heaven, before we a lot of time is not for ourselves, is for the enterprise, is for our heart's desire to run. Now we have nothing at all, instead we can easily do what we like, can have a lot of time together, can accompany Zaizai and the daughter grow together. I think this is the best arrangement of the heavens. " I looked up at him.    

    

"Our thoughts are the same again. I knew that the woman I chose would forever be in the same realm as me. I thought when the money was gone that if I thought about it, we would still have the ability to do it again. But I don't want to live like that. I want to live in a different way from you. The rest of our lives went on like this. I will guard this home with you, guard this love, and carefully experience the happiness of the rice, oil, and salt, just like this, you will slowly grow old, won't you? " Sheng Yun said.    

    

"Alright." I answered loudly.    

    

In the blink of an eye, we were all thirty-five years old. 35, say young is not young, say old is not old, but from the valley, life should experience the bitter and sour we have all experienced.    

    

Sheng Yun and I looked at each other deeply. We changed into wedding clothes together, then we knelt down on the balcony with the lily blossoming. Sheng Yun pulled me along.    

    

Even though God has given us so many unimaginable tribulations, we are still grateful that it has kept us together in the end and has not kept us apart.    

    

We are grateful to God, to our parents, to all the good and bad past, for it is undeniable that this is a part of our lives.    

    

On this day, we are reconciled completely to our past self. From now on, Sheng Yun and I will be like all the other people in the world, happily and blandly living, day after day, until wrinkles covered our faces, silver hair replaced black hair.    

    

Under the bright moonlight, in the lily blooms, we hugged and kissed, and Sheng Yun picked me up.    

    

He could no longer bear to throw me on the bed as he had done before, and he laid me down on the round bed as gently as if I were a fine piece of porcelain.    

    

Then, he carefully laid down. We lay hand in hand on the two-meter-wide bed, looking at the ceiling, then turned to look at each other at the same time.    

    

Sheng Yun slowly moved his face closer to me. He used his hand to caress my face and softly said, "Wifey, you're still as beautiful as before."    

    

"Hubby, you're more interesting than before." I smiled back.    

    

It's strange, I've known him for so many years, but when he looks at me like that, I still feel shy and a little hot on my face.    

    

"You look so beautiful when you're shy. Is it that if I kiss you, you will return to being an eighteen-year-old girl who is as shy as a red apple? " he asked me, smiling.    

    

"But I'm old. I'm thirty-five years old." I smiled and said.    

    

"In my eyes, you will always be eighteen." He leaned over and kissed me lightly on the forehead, looking at me with such a sacred gaze.    

    

"If we had another life, would we still be together?" "No," I said.    

    

"If in my next life, I am still a man and you are still a woman, I did not love enough, and I still want to love you, protect you, and protect you for all eternity." "No," he said.    

    

He helped me to my feet, and we sat across from each other between the red letters of joy. He reached over and carefully undid the buttons of my red cheongsam one by one, slowly and gently, as if he were on a sacred mission.    

    

The buttons on the cheongsam were opened by him, and he slowly opened the opening. My skin was revealed bit by bit, and when he slowly pulled, half of my upper body was revealed.    

    

He took a deep breath, and his breathing quickened slightly. I became very nervous, too, and my heart beat faster and faster as he moved, and as he slowly pushed me away like a piece of corn, my face burned hotter and hotter ….