Planned Love

There are no mirrors in the temple, and I don't know what I've been like for the past six months.    

The clothes Uncle Tint had given me were all from the market in the town bought by the aunt who was hauling vegetables. Most of the clothes were in the shape of a small jacket or shirt made out of tattered fabric, and the pants were also of a very ordinary style, mostly sports pants.    

But every time my aunt came to deliver the clothes, she would praise me for getting thinner and prettier.    

I didn't care so much about my appearance, and there was no one to refer to, so I didn't know what I looked like now.    

My hair was long, slightly curled, and draped over my back.    

Sometimes it was herbs or wild herbs dug up from the mountain, sometimes it was vegetables that Uncle Te planted in the garden. Every time I ate it, there would be a faint taste of Chinese medicine, but it wasn't hard to eat.    

Uncle Tint said the food was for my body. He saw it in an ancient medical book.    

Uncle Te even bought a bird's nest and brought it to the temple. He stewed it for me three times a week and told me to eat it.    

I could feel that my skin had become smoother and smoother over the past six months. My figure had become thinner and thinner, but I still had no idea what I looked like.    

"Have you never seen what you look like?" Tai Ziqian listened to me and asked me curiously.    

I shook my head.    

Tai Ziqian took out his cell phone from his pocket, opened the camera and placed it in front of me, then said to me, "Take a look at it yourself. It's very beautiful, even more beautiful than before. "My dad told me that he added a beauty treatment for the imperial concubines into your diet. Your skin is now especially good, and you look much younger than before."    

I picked up his phone and immediately saw myself on it. My skin was smooth and fair, my forehead was full and shiny, my nose was very perky, my eyes were big, my mouth was small, and my hair was long and loose behind my back. "Is … is this how I look like?"    

"I didn't even know that I looked like this. Uncle Te said that women don't have to pay too much attention to their outer appearance. It's good as long as they cultivate their inner self." I looked at my own reflection, and almost thought I was mistaken.    

"In the past, you loved to put on heavy makeup. The appearance gave people a very strong and mature feeling, and the clothes gave people a very feminine feeling. Right now, you have a pretty face with clear eyes, just like a lotus blooming in the water. Anyone who saw you would not be able to help but want to protect you. Your current temperament is completely different from before. "In the past, it was too imposing and gave people a feeling that it was not easy to get close to it." Tai Ziqian praised.    

"Then why do you want me to have a plastic surgery? If you say so, I should have already changed. " I couldn't help but ask.    

"I'm just afraid that when I bring you back to the Hangcheng, someone would recognize you. At that time, those people might do something. "In the past, you were so smart to be ambushed, let alone now …" Tai Ziqian looked at me worriedly.    

"Can you tell me what happened to me?" When I heard him say this, I was secretly anxious.    

At this time, Uncle Te came out of the back room and said loudly: "There is no need for plastic surgery. "Zishu's current appearance can only be said to be very similar to her previous self. However, her voice and temperament have completely changed. There's no need to do anything unnecessary."    

"Dad, I'm just worried about her safety in the future. Are you sure you want me to take her to the Hangcheng? Since she has forgotten everything, why don't you let me bring her back to the United States? Wouldn't it be better if I spent the rest of my life in peace with her? "Why let her wade in that muddy water again?" Tai Ziqian looked at Uncle Te and said.    

When I heard Tai Ziqian say this, I blurted out, "No, I don't want to stay in the United States. I want to go back to the place where I used to live. I want to find out who I am, who pushed me off the cliff, and who tried to kill me. "    

"But Little Shu, once we go back, we will be facing a life of suffering and suffering. It will be impossible for us to be as quiet as we are now. Are you sure you want to go back? " Tai Ziqian turned his head and looked at me in surprise.    

"Let her go back, and get up from where she fell. Going back would also help her recover her memories. There were many familiar situations or situations that would help her recover her memories. A person without a memory is like a piece of cake that's missing, and the rest of the beauty is incomplete. " Then he looked at me and said, "It's time to tell you what kind of person you used to be, what kind of people you had to be wary of when you got back, and what you used to have. Ziqian, tell her everything. I'm going to accompany Reverend Fang to meditate and chant. "    

Having said this, Uncle Te left gracefully. Although he was concerned about worldly affairs, his heart was not affected by them. It was as if he could pull himself away from them at any time.    

After Uncle Tint left, Tai Ziqian began to tell me about my past.    

He told me all about my life, and as he talked he asked if I remembered anything. I shook my head.    

I couldn't believe what he was saying was what had happened to me, that my fate had been so rough.    

I was not just an orphan, but also, after I had racked my brains for revenge and retaken my family business, plotted against by the husband I had once loved, who had taken all my property and then pushed me down the cliff in concert with others, and found a woman who was just like me, who now took my name and was very happy with my husband.    

No one knew that the real Xu Shubei had disappeared from the world.    

If it wasn't by chance, I would have been sent to this temple by the medicine farmers, if this temple happened to be where Uncle Tett cultivated.    

Maybe I'll be floating in the middle of nowhere for the rest of my life, not knowing who I am, where I came from, what I've been through, becoming stupid and terrified for the rest of my life.    

Although I had completely forgotten all about the past, this tragic story made me cry.    

So it turns out that I was once so miserable.    

The first time, he was schemed by his uncle to become an orphan, losing everything and eventually getting everything back.    

Who would have thought that the second time, he would be robbed of his lair and almost lose his life.    

"Did I love that husband of mine a lot?" I wiped my tears away and asked while looking at Tai Ziqian.    

"Yes, you gave a lot for him. You risked your life to give him a son and a daughter and gave him all your love. But not only did he fail you, he even killed you. Now, he and that woman who looks exactly like you are going through the motions every day. If I knew that he was such a person, I definitely wouldn't have entrusted you to him! " Tai Ziqian said in heartache.    

He suddenly squatted down in front of me and clutched his chest, enduring the pain as he said to me, "Little Shu, if the person you chose was me, how could I have let you fall to this state? Little Shu, I suddenly don't want you to return to Hangcheng anymore, I don't want you to get involved in this mess anymore. You've been swallowed up by hatred for the first half of your life, and now that you've finally been reborn, are you going to be involved in another wave of hatred? I can't bear it. I really can't bear to let you face it again. How can fate be so cruel to you? How can I not feel heartache? "    

Tai Ziqian cried. I didn't expect a man of steel would cry like the rain in front of me.    

I hurriedly wiped away the tears on his face. "If I guessed correctly, you must have liked me a lot, right?" I muttered.    

"I like you, but I'm only a step behind Sheng Yun. But being late means missing out on a lifetime. At that time, you already loved him so much that you had no regrets. I could only silently accompany you by your side and silently bless you. I left after seeing that you were safe and certain that you would be happy again. Unexpectedly … That bastard still let you go! " Tai Ziqian said angrily.    

"Sheng Yun …" When I subconsciously said that name, my heart suddenly hurt.    

"Little Shu, in the future, he will no longer be your lover, but your enemy. You must remember my words. In the future, no matter what he says to you, you must not believe him. You once wrongly believed in it, which led to your current ending! Do you understand me? " Tai Ziqian looked at me and asked.    

"Then who can I trust? I don't know anything now, I don't remember anything, I don't know anything about my past, who should I trust? " My mind was in a mess, and my head was aching.    

Tai Ziqian quickly grabbed my shoulder and firmly said: "Just believe in me. I am the only person in this world who won't lie to you, won't bully you, won't make you sad. Little Shu, before you regain your memories, the only person you can trust is me. Only me can prevent you from being frightened, from being in danger, and not allowing anyone to come close to you and hurt you. Do you understand? "    

"Then from now on, what should I call you? "What is our relationship?"    

"Just call me brother. From today onwards, we are siblings. I can't bear to squeeze even the slightest bit of love out of you. I just want to give you all my love, all my care. Little Shu, I'm the only man in the world you can depend on. " He took my hand and kissed it lightly on the back.    

"Brother." I called sweetly.    

He looked up at me in surprise, tears in his eyes.    

We both laughed through our tears. He stood up and gave me a light hug, letting me lean against his chest. He said, "Little Shu, let me carry your grudge. In the future, this brother will help you carry it! "