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I raised my hand at him. In my usual way, I'd slap him hard in the face and ask him why.
But now, in front of so many reputable people, I can't do that. I still need to give him face.
Despite the rage in my heart, despite the fact that I could no longer contain it, I slowly let go of my hand.
I tried to smile. I knew that my smile must be ugly. I whispered, "Sheng Yun, what are you doing?"
Xu Changsheng walked over. After a long time, he became even more round than before. His forehead was completely bald, revealing a large smooth "Mediterranean" shape. It looked extremely funny. His suit was also tight, and his face was fatter than before.
"Shubei, from now on, we will be a real family. We have worked with Golden Age for so many years, we will work even harder together in the future. All of this is because of you. I have arranged a celebratory dinner tonight. I hope that you can be sure to attend, and that we will have a good time together. "Xu Changsheng said to me with a smile, and then extended his fat paw at me.
I looked disgusted, my stomach churning with an indescribable sense of disgust.
I didn't look directly at Xu Changsheng. I kept looking at Sheng Yun, looking at this man with extremely complicated eyes.
The day before, I had thought him the most intimate lover I had ever had, and there was no secret between us.
Only after a day did I realize that he had kept so many secrets from me. It turned out that in his heart, I wasn't as important as the benefits that came with it.
I didn't need to think about it to know what decision he had made. He had already handed over the most important task for Golden Age to the Xu family, which also meant that from now on, Golden Age would live or die with the Xu family!
But why?
He clearly knew how much I hate Xu Changsheng! He knew that I was trying my best to get revenge!
He had clearly said that once I was on board his ship, he would definitely help me achieve what I wanted!
But now?
I was completely on his boat. I bound my name to his, and we became real husband and wife. I thought we would have a happy life as sweet as honey from now on, but I didn't think … In the blink of an eye, he has given me such a heavy blow!
Sheng Yun, he needs to give me an explanation. At this moment, I need him to give me a reasonable explanation.
But he didn't say anything. He just looked at me and said calmly, "Shubei, you go home first."
I bit my lips and looked at him. My whole body couldn't help but tremble, and I had countless words to say to myself. I looked at his calm face and really wanted to punch him, but I knew that there was nothing I could do.
Logic. He had to be rational. We've only just started, and I have to consider his face.
I suddenly realized that I was completely and utterly passive. My life, everything about me was completely tied to him, he could turn the tide, he could ignore my feelings, he could do this, it was all because I had given him the right to me.
With that in mind, I clenched my fists, looked at him mournfully, smiled faintly, turned, and walked quickly out of the meeting room.
Countless people looked at me. I knew that everyone felt that my reaction was very strange. They did not know of my hatred towards the Xu family, nor did they understand what I had done today. However, he understood Sheng Yun.
I walked out of the conference room and ran to the elevator, my heart pounding and a pain that I had no place to vent.
What else can I say?
I expected him to come after me, but I knew he wouldn't.
In the face of the greater picture, he always placed the greatest importance on the greater picture. And his big picture is his interests, the prosperity of the world, not me.
He would not give an explanation in front of so many merchants for a woman.
He was born to be a businessman. A businessman is a big deal, and feelings don't come first. I should have known that long ago.
The elevator was late, and I had angina. Zhou Yihai, this sly old fox, chased after him at an inappropriate time.
"Shubei, what's wrong?" "Did he sign an agreement with the Xu without your permission?" Zhou Yihai started blabbering beside me, "I say, he clearly knew how much you hate Mrs Xu, why would he choose to do that? Sigh, last year, I, Dong Sen, invested a lot of manpower, resources and money into this project. To kick me to death like this is really too unkind. "Shubei, I feel that there's still a way to recover. Otherwise, we …"
"Scram!" With a dark face, I shouted at Zhou Yihai, "It's best if you don't bother me now!"
I have never spoken to Zhou Yihai so seriously before. Zhou Yihai was stunned, then his face darkened as he ridiculed, "I've become the official lady of Golden Age, I've really changed my appearance." Xu Shubei, no matter what, I was once your blessings, and you actually dared to speak to me like that! If that Sheng Yun really values you, how could he do that? In my opinion, neither of you will be better off for long. There are many women who covet him. I have heard that a woman gave birth to his child outside, so what if you are being righted? "Don't be so cocky with me, let's wait and see!"
At this moment, the elevator came with a "Ding Dong" sound. Zhou Yihai was the first to walk into the elevator. He snorted coldly at me.
I knew he had become unreasonable, so I didn't want to squeeze into the elevator to put up with his taunts, so I took a detour to the safe passage and went up the stairs to the top floor.
The wind was strong on the top floor. Yesterday, the place was green with grass. The fragrance of champagne roses was intoxicating. Everything was perfect.
But today, the big bouquet of roses has withered, the heart-shaped grass is no longer as fresh as it was before, blown by the wind, just as I am feeling now.
I walked to the railing, looked down at the traffic and pedestrians moving through the city like ants, and suddenly realized how small I was.
Yesterday, he and I joined hands, with me to see this vast landscape, may I accompany him to become a woman standing at the top;
Today, he signed a cooperation agreement with my enemy and didn't explain why there wasn't any. He forced me to endure the humiliation and face it together with him …
Reality lay before him, cruel and bloody. All the fantasies of love had vanished into thin air in the face of reality.
I climbed up the railing, put my legs out of the way, and looked at the city where I was born and raised.
I knew that if I was not careful, it was highly likely that I would fall from this tall building and drop to the ground like an eagle, turning into a pool of blood.
But I was not afraid, I sat on the railing, legs gently swaying, the wind blowing my long hair, imperceptibly, long hair already to the waist.
I suddenly realized that I had changed so much for him …
I looked at the building not far away, where I had first applied for a job, and I remembered the year when I had walked into the building from college with my résumé and my uneasiness and determination to get it. I remembered how many times I had been mocked and deceived in that building, and how many times I had come to work in the end; and I remembered the day when I had been in Zhou Yihai's office, swearing to take Sheng Yun, my heart had been burning with ambition and living ambition.
But now, as I sit on the top of this tall building, I no longer have the ambition I once had. What changed me?
Suddenly, a pair of hands clasped tightly around my waist and pulled me off the railing.
He was so excited that he shouted, "Xu Shubei, are you crazy? Do you know how dangerous it is? "
I looked at him. The veins in his face were exposed, his features were twisted, and the worry and nervousness in his eyes were real.
However, I involuntarily took two steps back. I looked at him and let out a sneer from the bottom of my heart. I said, "It's not that I'm crazy, but you're crazy."
He walked over and grabbed my hand. "It's windy here, so come home with me," he said.
"You won't even give me an explanation?" I looked at him and shouted.
The gray sky was getting darker, the wind was getting stronger, and it looked like it was going to rain.
"Let's go home first!" Sheng Yun, with a cold face, pulled my hand and shouted.
I shook him off and headed for the other end of the attic. Sheng Yun rushed over and hugged me, directly pulling me towards the stairs.
I struggled to free myself, and at last I squeezed his hand with all my might. His arm was bruised by me, and I broke free of his hand.
He shouted, "Xu Shubei, can you calm down a little? You weren't such a woman before! "
"Can I calm down? How do you expect me to calm down? You signed an agreement with my enemies behind my back! How do you expect me to calm down? " I shouted.
"Sheng Yun, how can you treat me like this? Didn't you say that you wouldn't hide anything from me? Didn't they say that they would trust each other? Why are you hiding this from me? What in the world are you hiding from me? " I asked, looking at him.
The sky grew darker and darker, and the Hangcheng was shrouded in a white haze that obscured his face. The white shirt he wore was the one he wore to work in the morning, when we were still as harmonious and sweet as normal couples. But in the blink of an eye, he struck me with such a deadly blow!
He frowned, looking at me so calmly. He looked so unearthly in the mist, but the face had lost its warmth. He said coldly, "Xu Shubei, I don't like women who make trouble for no reason. Let me ask you, are you going back? "