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I didn't know if he was intentionally stabbing me, or if he didn't care about me at all. I stopped crying, sat up, and pulled at the blanket as I coldly asked, "Then, why is Director Sheng suddenly being so attentive tonight?"
He was startled. He seemed to have felt the chilliness in my eyes. His expression immediately returned to indifference. There wasn't the slightest bit of warmth in his eyes. He said something even colder. "I'm lonely."
"I don't think Director Sheng is lacking in women, why must you force me into a difficult situation?" When I heard him say that, I immediately sneered.
"What exactly do you want to ask?" He grew impatient. "Do you think I care about your behavior at night? "Xu Shubei, stop dreaming. It's impossible."
"Sheng Yun, I never dream." His cold, heartless words made me want to stay no longer. I looked at him and said coldly, "I've always treated you like a normal man, but I didn't want to be too naive. Let the agreement end here! I, Xu Shubei, want to do such a useless and disgraceful thing again! "
I picked up my clothes from the ground and put them on, but he tugged at my clothes and pulled me into his arms. He looked at me angrily and said, "I'm a man, but I don't have any feelings for a woman who only has eyes for benefits. "Xu Shubei, your motive for approaching me was not simple from the start. Why are you putting on an act here?"
He paused, hooked his chin into mine and said, "If you want to make the agreement, then make it. If you want to stop, then do it." What do you think I am? Xu Shubei, it's not your turn to stop. Let me tell you, I am the only one who can terminate this agreement, because you are not qualified! Do you hear me? "
"Why are you doing this? What kind of woman do you want in this world? Besides, do you take the agreement seriously? I know this is just a gentleman's agreement, you and I are willing to involve no one. But! "Sheng Yun, there are some things that I do not want to expose, I hope that you can do it." I said slowly, looking into his eyes.
"An inch forward?" Sheng Yun looked at me with an incredulous gaze as if he had heard the funniest joke in the world, "Xu Shubei, you are really getting more and more puzzling. The person who kept begging me to sleep with you was you, and now you're saying that I'm taking an inch from you? "Before, I only hated your scheming and power, but now, I've discovered that your weakness is not only that."
I couldn't listen any longer. I pushed him away, trying to get out of his arms, but he pulled again. Neither of us was wearing any clothes. As he pulled, I was once again inlaid in his wide embrace, and he reacted in a split-second …
"Why are you with me when you hate me so much?" I couldn't help but gasp, trying to break free, but I was caught in a tight encirclement.
"I don't know, I only know one thing," he said, leaning into my ear as he moved. "Xu Shubei, I don't want to let you go yet."
This was probably a slightly human remark he had made to me since I had met him.
"I don't want to continue." Once again, my body was in the process of being conquered by him.
"It's not up to you to decide." He picked me up, changed his position, and continued...
We worked all night and all day, and it was a magic thing, bringing two people who had no sense of each other into a wonderful magnetic field, catalyzing an unspeakable atmosphere and an unimaginable rapport, and I felt his eyes grow softer and softer, his movements more and more considerate, and I even felt something burning in his eyes.
This kind of chemical reaction made me want to take a risk. I wanted to go crazy, to ignore everything, to stop thinking about everything, to stop thinking about benefits and feelings, and just follow my heart.
I don't know what kind of feelings are causing us to be this crazy every time. When reason returned, I hated him so much that he wanted to get rid of him. I wanted to get rid of him as much as possible, but my heart was at odds. The more unmoved he was, the more unwilling I became.
Once he contacted me, I would still rush in involuntarily and without any principles... For the next month or so, we saw each other almost every other day, and each time was more intense and crazy than the last.
We have long since strayed from our original path, we have not talked about benefits, and we have not competed against each other. As long as we stick together, we will be like wolves and wolves, snuggling together in the dark, not asking where we are heading and returning.
It was the first time in my life that I had felt this kind of madness and willfulness. In the process, I experienced an indescribable happiness.
The frequent meetings have already confused my thoughts. I have never been in a relationship, never had feelings for anyone, I don't know what a relationship like Sheng Yun's and I's is, how much of the benefits are left, what do I take him for? What does he think of me? Everything was like an unsolvable problem. I was used to being organized, but I had no solution in this matter.
I think he's the same.
"We must be crazy." After the last time, Sheng Yun pressed me against the French window of his office and mumbled. Outside the window, there were tens of thousands of lights which overlooked more than half of the Hangcheng.
At midnight, with the lights on and the neon flashing, we extended our madness into his private, luxurious office.
In front of the french windows, I had the illusion that everyone with Hangcheng was watching us attentively. However, we do not know shame.
"A hundred times is more than enough, Director Sheng." Tired, I turned and wrapped my arms around his neck, pressing almost the entire weight on top of him.
"Mm, in the future …" There's no need to continue. " Sheng Yun said in a soft voice. He grabbed me by the waist and placed me on the sofa. Then, he pulled the blanket over me to change my body. His actions were unusually gentle.
But there was a note of determination in his voice, and he asked me, "Shall I give you a room or send you home?"
A flash of disappointment passed through my heart.
This is where the madness ends, but I... Nothing. He held the position, and I got nothing, no matter what the cause or the people's hearts, how could I not be disappointed.
"Then what about the agreement?" I looked at Sheng Yun and asked tentatively.
"As you know, although I am the president, the final decision lies with the board." He looked at me and gave an ambiguous answer.
"Yes." I smiled faintly. "There's no need to send you off. I'll go home by myself."
"Alright, then be careful." He stood up and handed me my clothes. There was no coldness in his eyes, but there was no warmth either.
I bit my lips. I completely understood that in front of Sheng Yun, not only did I not get any advantage, I even lost my position.
Forget it, I can afford to lose.
I quickly put on my clothes, looked at Sheng Yun and lightly said, "I'm going back, see you Director Sheng."
He was sitting on the sofa in his underpants, holding his hands out in front of him. He looked at my lips and tried to say something, but he didn't.
I turned and left his office, walking quickly without looking back. When I took the elevator down to the first floor and took a taxi, I took a deep breath and calmed down. Then I opened my bag, took out a ball of paper from my bag, unfolded it, and read it carefully.
I saw this piece of paper on Sheng Yun's desk. At that time, Sheng Yun went to the washroom, and when I saw the words "East China Sea Group" on it, I curiously picked it up and looked at it. Unexpectedly, Sheng Yun just came out of the washroom, so I quickly crumpled the paper into a ball and pinched it in my hand.
I shook off the paper and turned on the light on my mobile phone. The words "Not considering" immediately came into my view. My heart felt like it had been struck by ten thousand points! At that moment, his heart sank to the bottom!
This was the final decision of their meeting of directors, and was one of the pages of the decision. The form above listed over a dozen companies that had the intention to cooperate, and Eastsea Group was placed behind Xu's Group. In the note section, Sheng Yun had written down four flamboyant words in black ink: "Don't consider it!"
The words were very domineering and free. It was clear from one look that he had his style, just like how he was having fun with me one second and then immediately turning cold to let me go home alone the next. There was no emotion or hesitation in his words.
For the past month, he had been indulging himself, so how could he have any feelings for her?
This bastard who ate everything but did not leave any room for anything! My heart was filled with deep anger. I tore that piece of paper into pieces!
I told the driver to stop and wandered the streets alone in the middle of the night, watching the traffic in the city and feeling a sense of utter defeat.
Exchange Body for Order... Three months ago, I was absolutely stupid enough to make such a decision! I overestimated my charm and underestimated Sheng Yun's ability to resist!
If one wanted to win too much, one was destined to lose. I really wanted to pry my Shengshi Group away from the Xu family, which was why I took the sword to the side and made such an absurd decision.
Perhaps, from the very beginning, I had placed myself in a position of absolute passivity. The starting point was wrong, and the outcome was ridiculously wrong.
Now, how did this all end? Was he going to admit defeat just like that? Or … He really had to take that step.
I sat by the side of the road in the dim light of the street lamp. I took out the recorder pen from my bag.
This was a decision made by a fish in a net. If it was me before, I wouldn't hesitate at all. I will pay back the disgrace that others have given me.
After some thought, I pulled out my phone and decided to call someone.