C1168 As Long as You're Here It's Enough
C1168 As Long as You're Here It's Enough
"It doesn't matter if the child is gone. As long as you are here, it is enough!"
Yung Lingtian's words were gentle and affectionate, causing Guu Xirann's chest to instantly feel warm.
They pursed their lips, but neither of them spoke.
After a long while, Yung Lingtian got up and gently looked at Guu Xirann and asked, "Are you hungry? The porridge that I personally brewed this morning is very fragrant. It is the taste that you like!"
"Yes!"
Guu Xirann nodded. She had been unconscious for so long and her body had suffered a lot of losses. Now that Yung Lingtian mentioned it, she indeed felt hungry.
"Wait, I'll be right there!"
Yung Lingtian lowered his head and kissed Guu Xirann on the forehead. Then he got up and walked to the kitchen in the luxurious ward.
The porridge that was cooked the entire morning was very fragrant. Guu Xirann originally wanted him to come, but Yung Lingtian did not let her. He fed Guu Xirann mouthful by mouthful. Guu Xirann finally shook her head after a large bowl.
Yung Lingtian put the bowl to the side and gently wiped Guu Xirann's body. Everything was done by her own hands, and she looked like a good husband.
"Go and rest. I am fine now. "
Seeing Yung Lingtian's tired face and blood-red eyes filled with blood, Guu Xirann felt some heartache in her heart.
"I am not tired. I will accompany you!"
After Yung Lingtian wiped Guu Xirann's mouth, he sat to the side and looked at Guu Xirann without blinking. It was as if Guu Xirann would disappear in the next second if he could not see her for a while.
"I won't leave. Go and rest for a while!"
Guu Xirann looked at Yung Lingtian and frowned.
"Then I'll sleep here with you, okay?"
After Yung Lingtian finished speaking, he had already gotten on the bed and laid on the side of Guu Xirann.
Fortunately, the beds in the luxury ward were large enough. The two meter bed was enough for Guu Xirann to lie beside Yung Lingtian.
"Yes!"
Guu Xirann nodded. Her frown loosened and she looked out the window.
Yung Lingtian wrapped her whole body in his arms and said, "Sleep with me for a while. You are not in good health, so you need to rest more!"
"En!"
Guu Xirann responded again.
She seemed to be obedient and calm, but Yung Lingtian's hand on the side tightened slightly. There was some dark light in the depths of his eyes.
He was able to see that his Xier seemed to be obedient and obedient, but in the end, there was still some estrangement between them.
He knew that if someone showed him that photo without any trace of a PS, he would also be angry, painful, and sad when he saw it.
Moreover, his Xi-er was sensitive to begin with. Because of his parents' marriage, he did not have confidence, did not believe in love, and also lost his child because of his relationship with them.
But how should he explain? How should he pacify the pain of his little woman losing her child!
At this moment, the only thing he could do was tightly hug the woman in his arms, and not let her leave.
"Xi-er, I love you!"
Guu Xirann, who was tightly hugged by Yung Lingtian, trembled slightly.
In her mind, she couldn't help but think of her parents' marriage. Her mother said that she also thought that she had found her true love in her life, the man who was willing to protect her, take care of her, and treat her well for the rest of her life. Unfortunately, in the end, her father betrayed her.
He married Luo Sujuan, her mother's best friend and friend back then!
Her mother said that when she saw her beloved husband and best friend lying on the bed, she knew what was earth-shattering and what was painful to the bone.
But so what? In the end, her mother couldn't escape from fate's teasing. Even if she wanted to take her away from this sad place, in the end, she died miserably at the airport.
She knew Yung Lingtian's love for her, but she was still afraid. She was afraid that she would repeat the same fate as her mother, even if Yung Lingtian was not her father.
For the next few days, Guu Xirann had been in the hospital. Yung Lingtian had been caring for her, but the atmosphere between the two of them had become somewhat distant.
Yung Lingtian also gradually realized the seriousness of the situation. Guu Xirann started to talk less to him and did not tell him what she was thinking.
It also began to make him anxious!
During Guu Xirann's hospitalization, old master Yung and old madame Yung came over to take a look. However, Yung Lingtian was deeply afraid that the two elderly families would suffer a huge blow, so he did not tell them about Guu Xirann's child's exile.
Even old madame Guu and Nangong Liuhsing had come to the hospital to take a look at Guu Xirann. They chatted for an entire afternoon before leaving.
Yung Lingtian saw that Guu Xirann's spirit was slightly better.
Half a month later, Yung Lingtian took Guu Xirann out of the hospital and the two of them returned to Heavenly Fragrance Garden.
"Xier, can we talk?"
Yung Lingtian looked at Guu Xirann and said with a profound gaze.
"En, alright!"
"Can you tell me what you are thinking?" Yung Lingtian straightened Guu Xirann's body and let her face her face to face. He did not allow Guu Xirann to escape for a second.
"No!"
"Xier, are you blaming me?"
"No, I'm blaming myself!" Guu Xirann looked at Yung Lingtian. Her eyes were pitch black, but they were no longer as cold as before. They were like a pool of stagnant water.
"Then what do you blame yourself for?"
Yung Lingtian stared at her, not allowing the woman to shrink back. His eyes were deep.
Guu Xirann frowned, pursed her lips, struggling in her heart. After a long while, she looked at Yung Lingtian, "Ling Tian, I feel that I am not worthy of you!"
"No, in this world, the only woman who is worthy of me, Yung Lingtian, is Guu Xirann!" As soon as Guu Xirann finished speaking, Yung Lingtian coldly said.
His eyes were serious and focused.
"Do you mind those photos?" Seeing Guu Xirann say something but not saying anything, Yung Lingtian asked.
"I really do mind, but I don't want to believe it's you. I think I will believe you even if those photos are not photoshopped. " Guu Xirann's words made Yung Lingtian's eyes light up. He let out a sigh of relief in his heart.
"Then what do you mind?"
"I mind that you know everything about me, but you always insist on excluding me. I don't know anything about you, and I want to try my best to understand you. But you won't tell me anything, Ling Tian. I will let my imagination run wild, no matter how confident I am in you. I will still be defeated by my lack of confidence. After all, you are outstanding. You are dazzling, and I am nothing but dust!"
Guu Xirann looked at Yung Lingtian.
"Silly girl, if you want to understand me, you can ask me. If you want to know anything, you can ask me. You have a lifetime to understand me. I'll wait for you to slowly understand me, but Xi-er. . . Do you know how desperately I want to understand you? I've never been in a relationship, but I just want to do the best I can. . . Just like how my father loved my mother, I know I'm not good enough. But you have to give me time to change, as long as you don't leave me. . . I can change anything, I'm not good at all. . . My excellence is only because of my identity and the responsibility and everything that my identity is forced to bear. But without that, I will be just like you. Or worse than you!"
Yung Lingtian held Guu Xirann tightly.
" But Ling Tian, I mind. I mind that every time you leave, you will never tell me the reason, and I will also be afraid of losing you and your child. Our child is gone! "
Guu Xirann's face was filled with tears. This was the first time Yung Lingtian had seen Guu Xirann cry so sadly. He swore that this would be the last time.