C1407 Hubby Is too Fierce 1406
C1407 Hubby Is too Fierce 1406
Anyway, everything was in her father's notebook. She would know when she went back to take a look.
"Then Beibei, I will send you home! If you have anything you don't understand, just call me. " Uncle Wei saw that it was getting late.
Chen Yuan nodded. "Okay. "
When they returned home, Chen Yuan tightly hugged the leather envelope. Her heart was beating so hard that she almost could not bear it.
This was her father's mood and the record he made. What could be inside?
It must be about her mother and Liu Ruping!
Was there anything about his own growth?
The more Chen Yuan thought about it, the more nervous she became. She put down the envelope and went to the bathroom to wash her cold face before walking out.
The envelope was quietly lying on the marble coffee table. Chen Yuan felt that it was a heart, but on the surface it was calm. However, there were countless tiny blood vessels pulsating inside.
See, I'll see right away!
Chen Yuan took a deep breath and walked over to pick up the envelope. She opened the cover and took out a very old notebook from inside.
Chen Yuan often saw this notebook when she was young. It was a very simple brown hard cover with three golden words on it.
Is this Dad's manuscript?
Chen Yuan's beating heart caressed it again and again, then she opened the notebook while trembling.
On the title page, it was written in a neat and tidy manner, "My diary. "
This was father's handwriting!
Chen Yuan's tears immediately gushed out.
Flipping another page, it really was Daddy's diary. There was still time and weather, and so on.
The date of the first diary was on the day Chen Yuan was born.
Yu Zhenhai was filled with joy and happiness because of his daughter's birth. He wrote down in detail what Chen Yuan looked like when she was just born. Her wrinkled face, crying, and the danger of being taken off the operating table with the doctor's sleeve.
Chen Yuan looked and could not help but laugh. It turned out that when she was born, her father was so happy!
He loved her.
But why didn't his father write anything about his mother? Shouldn't a man be very grateful to his wife at a time like this?
Chen Yuan began to feel injustice for her mother.
She flipped to the second page. This time, it had already been a week since her father's first diary.
"Beibei is sick. She has jaundice in her newborns. I was quite scared. "
The first sentence gave Chen Yuan a scare. What followed was how her father was worried and how he guarded her all night.
This day was very difficult for her father. But what about her mother?
He finally saw one sentence: "At this time, she still wants to argue with me, saying that I am impatient, because I already have a daughter. A second daughter does not matter. Gambling and asking me to hand Beibei over to the doctor, they can do whatever they want. "
Chen Yuan could not help but cry. She felt that her situation was not important. The poor mother had just given birth and was about to face her father's adultery and that damn illegitimate daughter.
As she read page by page, Chen Yuan's expression slowly changed.
She started to complain about her father, her sympathy towards her mother, and even her hatred towards Liu Ruping began to waver as she read.
How could it be like this?
Chen Yuan simply could not believe her eyes.
It turned out that the third party, who used a despicable move, was not Liu Ruping, but her own mother!
Furthermore, even his own existence was very ironic!
In Yu Zhenhai's brush, he recorded in detail all the shameful actions Soong Zhen had done in order to be with him.
Poor Liu Ruping, who got pregnant before marriage in that era, was full of disdain and sarcasm. She even went blind because she was too sad.
However, she did not give up on the child in her womb. She went against the law and gave birth to the fruit of her love, Bai Chichi.
Chen Yuan saw her father's helplessness and bitterness. It turned out that he stayed in this emotionless home for her sake and stayed by her mother's side!
Chen Yuan now deeply felt the pain and struggle in her father's eyes. How painful must he be!
The woman he deeply loved and his daughter could not get close to, but the woman and daughter by his side were also responsible.
What kind of feeling is this? Chen Yuan simply could not imagine!
"Heavens, how could it be like this!"
She was wrong too far away. His father must have wanted to wait until he grew up to tell the truth. Unfortunately, he could not wait until that day to be killed by his mother!
Chen Yuan felt the pain in her heart. She did not dare to blame her mother because her mother was actually very pitiful. She had given up her entire life's worth of tears and effort but she could not get what she wanted.
But she felt that the most lamentable person was herself!
With a firm belief, she always believed that it was Liu Ruping who caused her family to be destroyed. But in the end, she did not expect that the person who harmed others and herself was actually her mother!
It was probably like this that he had brought it upon himself!
Furthermore, not only did her mother suffer for her entire life, she even killed a pitiful and innocent father. How ridiculous was this!
Chen Yuan felt that the sky was about to collapse. Everything that she had always believed in had been overturned. Everything that she did was a terrifying joke!
"Beibei, my daughter, you are going to college soon. Dad is very happy and proud of you! From now on, you can leave our family, which has been quarreling all day long. You can spread your beautiful wings and fly high in the blue sky! "
The last chapter of her father finally made Chen Yuan unable to hold back her tears.
She knew that if it was not for her, her father would have left her mother to find Liu Ruping or watch Bai Chichi grow up.
But now that she thought about it, her father's life was so sad.
A woman who loved her deeply, a daughter who would never see her again.
And that woman who harmed him gave birth to a daughter that he had no choice but to love.
Chen Yuan felt that her mother really went too far.
"Father, I was wrong. I almost caused your grandson's death!"
Lying on her father's notebook, Chen Yuan cried. She regretted making her head ache and the world spin around her.
Damn it. If she did not see this notebook, she would still be struggling in the swamp of revenge and would not be able to extricate herself.
Chen Yuan carefully thought about it and from some clues, she still felt Liu Ruping's kindness and Bai Chichi's tolerance.
They were all so gentle women. No wonder father was unable to let go of them. They were worth loving!
On the other hand, his mother had used despicable means to win them over! A man who didn't love him had even bound his life.
Not only that, she had actually used lies to plant seeds of hatred in her daughter's heart. How could such a personality defect be compared to Liu Ruping?
If he was in his father's position, he would definitely choose that gentle and strong Liu Ruping and not that vicious and selfish mother!
No wonder his mother's gaze was so terrifying before she died. It turned out that she had such a motive to treat his daughter!
The more Chen Yuan thought about it, the more sorrowful she felt. From the beginning to the end, she was a figure that should not have appeared. If not for her, her father would have been able to obtain freedom and her mother would have been able to free herself earlier.
If it wasn't for her, Xin Xiaozi's baby would not have died in her womb and Bai Chichi would not have been able to get along with Situ Qing.
All of these sins originated from a single sentence from her mother, a curse!
Chen Yuan suddenly felt that her hands were covered in blood. She stood up tremblingly and stumbled to the balcony.
The tall top floor could overlook the night view of the entire city. The lights were brilliant, the dark and lonely places were not places that she should go.
Why would a person who shouldn't exist stay in this world?
Chen Yuan was barefooted as she laid on the railing. Looking at the small pedestrians and cars under her feet, she suddenly wanted to fly down.
Just like her father had said, you have beautiful wings, why would you be imprisoned in the secular world?
Besides, you have brought endless pain to so many people, what right do you have to continue living on with your face?
"Bai Chichi, Xin Xiaozi, I'm sorry! The injuries that I have brought to you can no longer be compensated. Let me continue living in my next life. . . . " Chen Yuan muttered.
She suddenly stopped and laughed sarcastically. She shook her head and said, "It is funny. If you really want to seek forgiveness, why are you talking so much nonsense?"
If you want to die, go die! No one would care anyway. Perhaps they would even be happy with her leap of freedom!
"Ring ring ring. . . " The phone suddenly rang.
Chen Yuan frowned. Who would think of her at a time like this?
"Could it be Uncle Wei?"
Chen Yuan did not want to bother with him. Anyway, she had already thought it through. It was better to die in a carefree manner than to bring trouble to others.
But the phone kept ringing. Chen Yuan closed her eyes and sighed.
Why can't even death be peaceful?
When she returned to her room, Chen Yuan grabbed her phone to take a look. It turned out to be Master Xiao's people calling. Only then did she think of something in shock.
No, if he died just like that, then no one would remind Situ Qing. There was also a powerful enemy who was filled with hatred towards him hiding in the dark!
Once Situ Qing was plotted against by Master Xiao, Bai Chichi's life would definitely not be easy. Because she and Situ Qing truly loved each other. They were husband and wife on the same boat, so they should be on the same boat, inseparable from each other.
At this moment, Chen Yuan suddenly had an indescribable feeling towards Bai Chichi.
That was the love between sisters. It was strange and familiar which made Chen Yuan slightly tremble. She wanted to make up for it and also wanted to protect her only family in this world.
She had already made so many mistakes and had brought much pain and sorrow to Bai Chichi's life. If she gave up her life that was like grass, it would not be a pity but what about Bai Chichi?
Situ Qing could not be taken down by Master Xiao, otherwise he would implicate Bai Chichi.
Chen Yuan tried her best to calm herself down and picked up the phone.
"Yu Beibei, you should contact Mammy Ju next week and explain the latest situation to her. After that, she will send people to find Bai Chichi. "
"Why are you looking for Bai Chichi?" Chen Yuan was shocked in her heart.
"You didn't forget it so quickly, did you? Why are you looking for her? Of course, you want her dead body and two lives!" Master Xiao's men said impatiently.