C759 Hubby Is too Ferocious 758
C759 Hubby Is too Ferocious 758
"Ah!" She screamed. She didn't know where she got the strength, but her two hands were released from his hands.
"If you touch me again, I will never forgive you!" Her voice was trembling, and her eyes were filled with anger and determination that he had never seen before.
"Qin Xuesong! I hate you!" She took a few deep breaths, pushed him away, and shouted.
There were no tears. There was only complete sadness and despair.
He did not respect her, he did not respect her, and he also did not respect their love.
She rolled up from the bed and grabbed her torn collar. She looked at Qin Xuesong with hatred and said again. "Qin Xuesong, I hate you!"
"Don't go! I haven't gotten you yet!" Qin Xuesong also roared at her. With bloodshot eyes, he crawled over and grabbed her wrist.
Since he had done it, he had to do it till the end.
Bai Chichi wanted to run, but she was once again pressed down by the bed.
She was very agitated, and he was even more agitated as he pinched her chin and questioned her.
"Why? Why don't you let me touch it! Didn't you say you love me? Why can't you give it to me if you love me? Do you know how hard it was for me to endure it? Why did you make me suffer so much?" His eyes were filled with madness, anger, confusion, and even grievance.
His pain made her temporarily forget the humiliation she felt earlier, and her tone became much calmer.
"It's not that I don't want to give it to you, didn't I tell you? We can be together once we get married! " For so many years, she had always put his interests at the forefront.
As long as he was sad and angry, she would always tolerate him and let him go. She always remembered his benefits and forgot anything that made her unhappy.
At this moment, seeing that his angry face had changed shape, she couldn't bear it. Besides, she was also in the wrong about this matter. It was her persistence that made him suffer. Therefore, she softened her attitude once again.
"I'm sorry, Xuesong, I know you are a normal man, and you have your needs. But I really can't. I can't do it! Please, can you endure it any longer? Endure until we get married. . . "
" Shut up! Endure? When are you getting married? Two years? Three years? Five years? Or ten years? It's not that I don't have a woman, but I still f * cking imagine my woman solve it with my hands every day. . . What kind of f * cking life is this?"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Snow Song, I really have no choice. . . I can't do it. " Thinking about how pitiful his solution was, she felt her heart ache, but there was nothing she could do.
"Bai Chichi, I want you now. I want to see if you can resist!" She kept apologizing. What was the use of saying sorry? He was about to go crazy from anger. He stopped pinching her chin and lowered his head to suck her fair neck.
The strength was so great that he almost wanted to suck her blood out. Soon, there was a clear kiss mark on her fair neck.
"Qin Xuesong, don't do this. Let go of me! If you force me again, I will break up with you!" She pushed him away and shouted at him.
This shout finally intimidated Qin Xuesong. With bloodshot eyes, he stopped breathing and stared at her.
"Alright, I can stay still. Give me a reason to convince me. Why can't you give it to me?"
"My, my mom told me. . . " She was halfway through her sentence when he angrily interrupted her.
"Do you think the words of a blind man are an imperial edict?" No wonder Bai Chichi, who was usually gentle, did not listen to him. He knew that both of them were blind and did not like him.
He did not mind that she had a pair of blind parents, but they came to dislike him.
It was one thing to mind one's own business, but they even urged Bai Chichi not to let him touch them. They really deserved to die!
"What did you say?" These words, compared to what he did to her just now, made her heart ache ten thousand times more.
She almost couldn't believe that Qin Xuesong, who always protected her, could say such words. She stared at him and waited for him to give her a reply, saying that he was wrong and that he didn't mean to say that.
He didn't. He was ready to throw caution to the wind.
"I told you. You are blind to begin with. Why are you afraid to say it?"
"You. . . Qin Xuesong, you are going too far!" Bai Chichi pointed at him with trembling fingers. She was so angry that her whole body was trembling.
She had been a child since she was young. Since young, as long as someone dared to say that her parents were blind, she would always rush forward to fight with them.
However, this time, the one who said this was the man she loved. She couldn't hit him.
However, it did not mean that she was not sad. Her heart felt as if it had been torn apart. It was so painful that she felt like she was suffocating.
"I am going too far! I have endured enough! If you love me, then give it to me immediately. If you don't, then get lost! "
His words were squeezed out from the gaps between his teeth. His eyes were ruthless and cold.
Yes, he was not willing to wait any longer. Either he ended it quickly or they had a grand and complete union. He was a gambler to begin with. He only liked to have a happy ending.
"Do you really want to do this?" The anger had reached its end. When the excitement reached a certain point, Bai Chichi calmed down instead.
"Yes!"
"Alright, then let's be friends in the future. "
She had her own dignity as well. He had almost raped her, and she could forgive him.
He was angry and even scolded her parents. Her heart ached, but she still thought, after all, he was angry. As long as he admitted his mistake and said no more similar things in the future, she could consider forgiving him.
The truth was, she took a step back, and he took a step forward. He didn't have the patience to wait.
Perhaps to him, desire was more important than love. Since she couldn't give it to him, she shouldn't stop him from pursuing his own happiness.
"Be a f * cking friend, I never want to see you! Get lost! " Qin Xuesong gritted his teeth and pointed at the door. His face was as cold as ice, and there was no room for negotiation.
He had to persist. He believed that as long as he persisted, Bai Chichi would not be able to take the initiative to look for him.
Whenever there was a conflict between the two of them, if she did not coax him with her face, she would not be able to leave him at all.
His words and his expression made her heart ache to the point of suffocation again. She took a deep look at the man who had accompanied her for so many years.
He really did not want her anymore. He made her heart feel like it was going to break. She endured the pain and the urge to cry.
She didn't say anything else. She grabbed her collar tightly and rushed towards the door. She staggered and almost fell down several times.
She ran out of his house in one breath, gritted her teeth, and suppressed her pain. She ran for at least a kilometer, and only stopped when she fell to the ground.
She still couldn't understand why he was unwilling to wait for her even though he was willing to do so many things for her.
Perhaps it was her insistence that was wrong?
But she really didn't dare to. She didn't dare to overstep it. She was filled with fear towards premarital sex.
Just like that, she sat on the ground and hugged her knees. Her mind recalled the past that her mother had told her.
Her mother had said that she was very beautiful when she was young and that there were many men who had taken a fancy to her. One of them was because she was moved.
That person was handsome, confident, and good at speech. He had also read many popular Russian love novels at that time. She was deeply attracted by his romance.
In the end, she could not reject his soft pestering and was coaxed into bed by him.
When she was pregnant, He said that he could not get married for the time being and asked her to wait. After the child was born, he would marry her.
In that era, being unmarried and pregnant first, one could imagine the discrimination he received.
For him, she endured all the rolling eyes, and focused all of her attention on giving birth to the child in her womb.
But after the child was born, what she waited for was the news of him marrying another woman.
Under the intense stimulation, she was unable to bear it. The child also left her at this time and went to heaven. From then on, she washed her face with tears and not long after, her eyes went blind.
"Chi, you must remember that if you are not married, you must not have sex with a man. You must not!"
Every time her mother spoke, she must emphasize this sentence and let the young Bai Chichi swear.
Before she knew what sex was, she had already started to make such an oath.
How many years had it been? Such words had long implanted into her soul and penetrated deep into her bone marrow.
Even though her thoughts were gradually becoming more and more open-minded with the degree of education, this point was deeply rooted.
She absolutely did not dare to cross the lightning pool, nor would she hurt her mother's heart.
But today, she sat alone on the road, thinking about everything that happened just now, thinking about Qin Xuesong's anger and his many years of forbearance. For the first time, she wavered her conviction.
As long as she agreed, she and Qin Xuesong would be able to live harmoniously like before. Could she agree?
She sat there and thought for a long time. She really wanted to go back and persuade Qin Xuesong to have a good talk with him so that he wouldn't be angry anymore.
When she thought about how violent and frightening he was just now, she almost slipped out of danger. If she went back and did that again, she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to escape.
She knew that it was not that he did not love her and had done so much. It was just that he was too agitated. So she didn't need him to apologize, as long as he could realize that he had done something wrong.
She couldn't bear to part with such a long relationship. She believed that he wouldn't be willing to part with it either.
When she returned home with an incomparably dejected mood, her parents had already fallen asleep.
She asked her why she didn't go to school through the door and casually explained a few things. Her attitude was calm and composed, and they didn't notice anything unusual.
Her mind was focused on Qin Xuesong. She didn't even smell the faint lotus fragrance in the room.
At this time, Situ Qing was tossing and turning about because of the two lotus flowers. He was so tormented that he couldn't fall asleep.
He couldn't help but wonder if an idiot would laugh at him for being childish. How would she feel when she saw the two lotus flowers? Would she laugh foolishly and mutter: "Classmate Qing, you are so good. "
When she was in front of him, he could not stand her foolish expression. Now that he thought about it, he felt a little friendly.
Bai Chichi took a shower and laid on the bed. The more she thought about it, the more she could not let go of Qin Xuesong.
Would he drink more wine in a fit of anger? Would he fight with others? Would he gamble?
She was conflicted and worried. She called him and did not answer. She was even more afraid that her worry would come true.
Fortunately, he replied after sending her a message.
"Don't look for me anymore. If you break up with me, don't look for me ever again. "
The fact that he could reply to the message indicated that he was fine. He wasn't too drunk and didn't gamble. Even if what he said made her sad, it was fine as long as he was good.
Bai Chichi did not close her eyes for the whole night. She thought about all the benefits that Qin Xuesong had.