C296 Paint
C296 Paint
"Actually, before coming here, I learned how to draw. I like to paint because I want to create beautiful things. That way, I will have great joy and a sense of accomplishment."
"I can't even learn to paint anymore. All I do is cat painting at home. I paint everything. I want to learn everything. I've had a lonely but happy time."
Chu Xihee listened to her very seriously, it didn't seem like she was lying.
If that was the case, then Lin Xin, who stood in front of him right now, was once a beautiful and obedient girl who studied art. What a great scene that would be.
On the contrary, right now in front of Chu Xihee, from the moment he saw Lin Xin, she was showing him a hot, straightforward, aggressive, and swift woman who had the demeanor of a big sister.
It was so different from the girl she mentioned that Chu Xihee couldn't relate the two together and match her body.
"What happened next?" Why did you come here? " Chu Xihee asked.
Lin Xin put down the painting, her gaze slowly moving away from the painting. Her eyes turned from warm to bleak, as if she was reminiscing about a past she didn't want to remember.
"It's a long story to be serious." Lin Xin said.
"It's fine, I'm quite curious." Chu Xihee sat down on a stool.
Lin Xin rarely talked about these things. Even though she had encountered such an incident that affected her mood today, she still wanted to talk to someone about it.
"At first it was my family. They thought I was locked up in my room all day, that I was running away from something, and they even suspected that I was depressed and wanted me to go out more."
"I admit that when I was young, I felt that everything was very confusing, and there were even social fears. Only in my own room could I escape from this world of impetuous emotions, and obtain a little bit of security and inner peace."
"However, gradually, my conflict with my family intensified. It was as if they felt that I was trash. They seemed to always be insinuating, mocking, and wanting me to leave."
"But once I go out, I will have to give up my painting. I really can't bear to part with my painting. To me at that time, painting is my everything."
"In the end, I still couldn't stand them. They simply didn't understand what I was doing and felt that it was extremely childish. They felt that I was just a child that didn't understand anything."
"So I took my painting and ran away from home. That family could not give me the warmth I wanted, and even if I had a moment of understanding and support, I swore that I would never return to that vulgar family."
"And then you came to hell?" Chu Xihee asked.
"No, I didn't know there was such a place as an underground city."
"At that time, I carried my painting dream in my heart and was prepared to charge out a path of my own. I wanted to let everyone who looked down on me know how terrifying my serious look was."
"Then with your ability, you should be able to achieve some results. Although I don't know how to draw, but from the way you drew it, it seems to be pretty good." Chu Xihee asked.
Lin Xin's eyes dimmed, "At that time, I was still too naive. I believed that as long as I painted well, I would be able to barge out of the door."
"But painting is really not an easy path. In this society that talks about qualifications, I am nothing. I want to enter the American Academy because my painting is not bad and I am appreciated by the teachers."
"I originally thought that this would be the beginning of my success, but I never expected that it would push me down into the abyss instead."
Lin Xin paused for a moment. Chu Xihee knew something bad must have happened.
"Did something happen then?"
"At that time, although my painting could have been made with a low cultural score, my special enrollment was limited, and I was basically taken over by people who were related to me. I was alone, and to me, this was like being pressed down by the heavens."
"How could a teenage girl endure such a thing? The teacher in charge at that time said he could help me, but he wanted a sum of money. It was equivalent to buying a quota, so I naturally couldn't take it out."
"The teacher said that I was a good sapling and that it was a pity that I gave up. I begged him to help me, so he brought me to his house."
Chu Xihee seemed to be able to guess what would happen next.
"He can't be thinking of doing this to you …"
"At the time, I didn't understand. When I knew what he wanted to do, I refused."
Sure enough, Chu Xihee thought the same as he did. Lin Xin was violated by that person and then degenerated into her current state.
"And then he forced it?"
"He didn't succeed." Lin Xin said indifferently.
"Huh?"
"At that time, he really did try to force his way in, but I was saved by a person I knew during that time. He said he could help me get the money, but he only had one condition, and that was that he would sleep with me."
"At that time, I felt that love was beautiful and sacred. For the first time, I just wanted to give it to the person I loved the most."
"I had a premonition before I went to that person's house, so I told that person in advance. I could only tell him that I didn't know anyone else, but in the end, I didn't expect that teacher to actually do this. When he pushed me to the ground, my view of the world crumbled at that moment."
"That feeling was like the destruction of the world. At that time, I felt that the world was so cold and heartless. That was why I discovered that to the world, all fairy tales and dreams were illusions and unrealistic things."
"This world is unable to contain those illusory things, much less my weak thoughts and feelings. My entire mind is ice-cold to the extreme."
"At that moment, I lost interest in everything. Like a shell without a soul, I couldn't resist it, and I also lost my resistance. I knew that no matter how much I lived, nothing better would happen."
"This is how it is. A world without dreams and fairy tales, isn't it just like hell?"
Chu Xihee felt touched by her words. He could feel her helplessness and despair, but he knew that it wasn't enough to make her like this.
"But that teacher didn't successfully assault you, right?"
Lin Xin's eyes flickered as she said, "Yes, I know a person who appeared in time to save me, but from then on, I have no chance of painting anymore."
Chu Xihee noticed that when she mentioned the person who saved her, she didn't seem very happy, as if there was a secret here.
Being saved in such a situation would have made Lin Zhi very grateful and even pleased.
"You may still not know why I've come this far to this place known as the Infernal Realm, but what I can say is that I've come here of my own free will."
"You volunteered?" Chu Xihee became even more confused. Why would a little girl come to this chaotic Sin Kingdom voluntarily? Isn't this worse than the outside world?