C131 I Don't Want to Live(2)
C131 I Don't Want to Live(2)
Her sour eyes were so aggrieved that tears almost flowed out. But she held on. Now that she was crying, who was she going to show her weakness to? Did she want to win the sympathy of the two cold people beside her? They were so cold, so what they gave her was probably only that cruel irony!!
"Who do you Xi family think I am? Is she a wife, or is she just a tool for giving birth? ! I know that you are not satisfied with me and look down on me. You think that I am not worthy of your son! But I don't think so. In terms of looks, I am still a 100% returnee beauty outside! In terms of figure, whatever I want, I'll be criticized by everyone outside. In terms of work ability, I think I'm an outstanding and rare talent! In terms of the role of a wife, I've done everything I need to do. The only thing I haven't done is to give birth to a child for your Xi family. But... Is giving birth to a child something that a wife can do independently? "
Lele glanced at the silent Xi Muqing beside her. A cold smile appeared on her charming lips," I don't know why you married me, but I know better than anyone else. It's not because you love me! Since you don't love me, why did you marry me? If you don't love me, why aren't you willing to let go? Last time, I gave you a chance, and I told you... Didn't you sign the divorce agreement a long time ago? As long as you want a divorce, bring it over. I'll sign it!!"
At that moment, Lele seemed to hear her own heart violently trembling in sorrow...
Even the sound that came from her lips was so weak. After she finished speaking, she turned her head and continued to look at the stunned Shih Bihua. Her face was pale. However, her attitude was very firm, "Mom, as long as we are not certain that the other party is the only person we want in our lives. Then sorry, I am unable to bear children for this man! This is not only my responsibility to myself. I hope that as a mother, you can understand! How much influence a perfect family has on the growth of a child. I believe you know better than me! "
If Xi Muqing wasn't born in such a cold family, would his personality be so indifferent and solitary?
After she finished speaking, Lele got up. She felt physically and mentally exhausted. "Mom, I am full. You guys eat slowly. I am tired. I will go upstairs to rest for a while. And..."
She turned her head and looked at Xi Muqing with red eyes, "If you think it through clearly, tell me..."
Whether they divorce or not, he had the final say!
Lele turned around and went upstairs, leaving only the silence in the dining room for the mother and son.
Forgive her, she was not that great, she could finish acting as if nothing had happened! She really, could not do it!
When the door of the room was closed, Lele could not help but cry...
Her delicate body slid down the cold door and fell on the wooden floor without any warmth. Tears flowed down her face.
She hugged her injured body tightly.
Again and again, she kept apologizing to her in her heart. She was sorry for making her heart hurt so much again! Furthermore, this time, it was so painful... Until it penetrated deep into her bone marrow!!
Regarding this marriage without love, she could not see the light of the future anymore...
In the afternoon, Lele did not turn on the heater when she slept and threw herself into this freezing cold. Only in this way could she freeze her heart to the point of numbness. Once she was numb, it would not hurt anymore. It would not hurt anymore. And she would no longer have so many tears!!
His heart would not be so desperate that it would not have a trace of anger...
In the restaurant, for a long time, the mother and son sitting face to face didn't speak.
Finally, Shih Bihua could not hold it in anymore and said in exasperation, "What did she mean by those words just now? What exactly does she want to get a divorce or something?"
"Yes! She wants a divorce! "
These four words were so cold that Xi Muqing's cold lips overflowed. At that moment, he clearly felt a sharp pain in his heart.
She said that she wanted him to think it through. She wanted him to know whether he wanted to leave or not!
"In short, if you don't give birth, then leave!!" Shih Bihua's attitude did not waver because of Lele's words just now.
"Mom!!" Xi Muqing frowned, "Whether it is the matter of divorce or giving birth, this is a matter between us husband and wife! Why do you and Dad always talk about divorce? Have you ever considered the thoughts of us husband and wife? Have you considered her feelings? Just as she said, what part of her has she not done well enough? To make you guys so dissatisfied with her? " Xi Muqing did not know when he had started to subtly categorize himself on the other side of that woman. Moreover, he did not know when he had started to talk about him and her. He would use the word 'husband and wife' to describe the relationship between them!
"Mom! If you say that she didn't bear a child for our Xi family, then blame her for this!! Those who don't want to have a child... will always be your son! Furthermore, I, your son, have never touched her!! From the moment we got married until now, we have always slept in separate rooms. And... it was my request!!"