C120 He Couldn't Forget It
C120 He Couldn't Forget It
Hsu Qianqian sat on Mo Yawen's bed. She had already heard from Mike about Mo Yawen meeting Ye Shaoting that day. She looked at Mo Yawen who was in pain, got up and went out to get her a glass of ice water.
Hsu Qianqian took the ice water and walked to Mo Yawen's side. She handed the water to her and said, "Although I know that ice water is not good for women, it is not good for women. It can make one's mind clearer and make you feel better. Yawen, drink some. After you calm down, Tell me what happened to you. " Hsu Qianqian patiently comforted Mo Yawen. Ever since she entered the room, Mo Yawen's brows had been furrowed. She knew that there must be a lot of things piled up in Mo Yawen's heart at this moment.
Mo Yawen took a deep breath, took the water that Hsu Qianqian passed to her and drank it bit by bit. The ice water entered her stomach and penetrated her heart. But it made Mo Yawen feel much more comfortable. She held the empty cup in her hand and her eyes were still looking into the distance, unwilling to tell Hsu Qianqian anything about what happened these two days.
Looking at Mo Yawen's uncomfortable appearance, Hsu Qianqian's heart also did not feel good. She took the empty cup from Mo Yawen's heart and turned around to place it on the table. Hsu Qianqian sat on the sofa behind and quietly looked at Mo Yawen.
What Jason said was not wrong. Mo Yawen liked to keep everything in her heart and rarely spoke it out to others. Hsu Qianqian was very worried about Mo Yawen's current condition. She was afraid that after she left, Mo Yawen would do something silly by herself.
Hsu Qianqian thought about it and decided to stay at Mo Yawen's place tonight. She would accompany her well to avoid any accidents.
"Yawen, is it because of Ye Shaoting?" Hsu Qianqian saw that Mo Yawen did not speak for a long time and almost an hour had passed. Hsu Qianqian felt that Mo Yawen's mood had already calmed down, so she slowly opened her mouth to speak.
Mo Yawen faintly looked at Hsu Qianqian and did not say anything. A few seconds later, she turned around and looked out the window.
"I don't need you to tell me. I know it must be because of Ye Shaoting. In this world, there is no one other than Ye Shaoting who can make you lose your soul and make you suffer like this. " In Hsu Qianqian's eyes, Mo Yawen was a strong woman. She rarely revealed her weak side.
Mo Yawen sighed and turned to look at Hsu Qianqian, "Qianqian, don't say anymore. I don't want to hear it. I want to be alone for a while. "
After saying that, Mo Yawen walked to the bedside and sat down.
A strong wind suddenly blew outside the window, and the leaves on the trees were blown off. The wind made Mo Yawen feel a little cold, but she did not get up to close the window. She just held her hand.
Hsu Qianqian looked at Mo Yawen and shook her head. She walked to the window. She closed the window. Hsu Qianqian walked in front of Mo Yawen and looked straight at her, "I have already made you calm down for an hour. If I let you calm down again. . . I am afraid you will become autistic. So now tell me what you think in your heart. You can treat me as a trash can or as a tree hole. I won't tell anyone what you said tonight, including Jason!"
Mo Yawen avoided Hsu Qianqian's gaze and lowered her head to look at the floor.
"Yawen, you have been away from China for three years. During these three years, you rejected Jason and did not accept Mike. You should know why, right? " Hsu Qianqian saw that Mo Yawen did not speak, so she opened her mouth to speak.
It could not be denied that Mo Yawen had been in England for three years and had come into contact with many people. There were also many suitors. However, Mo Yawen rejected them one by one, indicating that she was not in a relationship. So gradually, no one took the initiative to pursue Mo Yawen. Only Mike did not give up and persist for so long.
Hsu Qianqian thought that Mike was actually a good man. If Mo Yawen had already let go of the past and did not want to be with Ye Shaoting anymore, Mike would be a good choice. Hsu Qianqian knew that Mo Yawen must know that Mike was interested in her. She was just playing dumb and did not want to expose the relationship between her and Mike.
"Maybe what I say later will make you think of the bad things that happened in the past. But even so, I have to say it. " Hsu Qianqian gave Mo Yawen a preservative shot. When she was by Mo Yawen's side, She had always deliberately avoided these topics. When Jason brought them out to play, Hsu Qianqian was deeply afraid that they would run into a British woman carrying a baby.
She was worried that Mo Yawen would look at the baby in the swaddling clothes and think of the unhappy things in the past. But it was different now. That matter had become Mo Yawen's knot in her heart. If she did not resolve it, Hsu Qianqian thought that it would be very difficult for Mo Yawen to have a new life.
Hsu Qianqian stopped to think for a while. After reorganizing her thoughts, she said, "Yawen, the child has already left for three years. You should come out of the shadows. "
"Qianqian, you have never experienced it. So you do not know how painful it is!" Mo Yawen looked at Hsu Qianqian and said in pain. When she thought of the child, her eyes reddened again.
"I know. You gave birth to the child. It was your flesh and blood. It was your blood. The child passed away at such a young age. We also feel heartache and also very sad. Back then, we all understood why you left. We know that you need time, and you need to change your environment to adjust yourself.
"Ye Shaoting has already given you three years. You have lived in pain of losing your child for three years. Do you think Ye Shaoting is doing well again? Every day, he works at home. Your home runs on three sides. Every day when he goes to your house, he looks at your mother's face like a dog. He did this for the sake of getting your news.
"Your scattered news is the greatest motivation for Ye Shaoting. Do you think that with Ye Shaoting's strength, he won't be able to find you? He just wants to give you some time. He just wants you to come back and find him yourself. "
Hsu Qianqian looked at Mo Yawen and said excitedly. These few years, she would occasionally go to Mo family to see the two elders of Mo family. She could also hear some news about Ye Shaoting from the maids. Once, she even saw Mo's mother making things difficult for Ye Shaoting with her own eyes. But Ye Shaoting just stood there and did not say anything, listening to Mo's mother teach him a lesson.
"It has been three years since the incident happened. Three years is enough time to recover from all the pain. Mo Yawen, why do you have to draw a prison? Why do you have to trap yourself in such a devil barrier?
"Why don't you try to walk out? As a friend, do you think Jason and I will feel good looking at you like this? Do you know that we are always on tenterhooks every day? We are deeply afraid that something will happen to you!" Hsu Qianqian remembered the days she had spent by Mo Yawen's side all these years. Every day was very difficult.
"Yawen, Ye Shaoting really loves you. He was the father of the child. The death of the child had also dealt a huge blow to him. The one who killed your child was Ji Qingyi, not Ye Shaoting. Now that she had already received the punishment she deserved, you shouldn't blame all of the mistakes on Ye Shaoting, right?
"What you did was really unfair to Ye Shaoting!" Hsu Qianqian saw Mo Yawen holding injustice for Ye Shaoting. If Ye Shaoting's actions had not moved her, she would not have taken the risk to tell him Mo Yawen's address in England.
"Yawen, put it down. Go and think about it. " Hsu Qianqian took a step back and sat on a chair by the side, "You are husband and wife. When you encounter suffering, you should support each other and not run away like now. You clearly still love Ye Shaoting in your heart. Why do you torture each other like now?
" There is nothing in this world that can't be put down. Why don't you try to let go of everything in the past? Don't tell me you can't. . . If you can't do it, you won't be qualified to say you can't even do it if you haven't tried it before" Hsu Qianqian thought about all these years. As long as she mentioned Ye Shaoting, Mo Yawen would avoid it. She was very angry. She thought Mo Yawen should be brave and face the things in the past.
The more Hsu Qianqian spoke, the more she recalled the happy memories of Mo Yawen and Ye Shaoting when they were together. She lowered her head, and crystal clear tears flowed down her cheeks and dripped onto the back of her hand.
She held her hand, and left a deep nail mark on the area between her thumb and forefinger. Hsu Qianqian saw that Mo Yawen was crying and did not speak anymore. She slowly walked towards Mo Yawen. She reached out and hugged Mo Yawen. Mo Yawen buried her head in front of Hsu Qianqian's abdomen. She hugged Hsu Qianqian's waist tightly and cried loudly.
Her body twitched very badly. Hsu Qianqian patted Mo Yawen's back and quietly accompanied her. She knew that Mo Yawen was venting her emotions and she softly said, "It's fine. It's fine. It will be fine as long as you cry. It will be fine as long as you cry. "
Mo Yawen was sad. When Hsu Qianqian was talking just now, she recalled the scene of Ye Shaoting appearing beside her. Actually, she also really wanted to miss Ye Shaoting. But when she saw him, those bad scenes would flood into her mind like floodwater, making her feel uncomfortable.
So she could only choose to escape, avoid Ye Shaoting's concern, and escape Ye Shaoting's love. That day in the square, Mo Yawen clearly remembered that when she saw Ye Shaoting, her heart skipped a beat. From that moment on, she understood that Ye Shaoting still occupied the most important position in his heart.
Mo Yawen hugged Hsu Qianqian tighter and tighter. Tears kept flowing out and wet Hsu Qianqian's clothes. Qianqian did not say anything and used the same amount of strength to carry Mo Yawen back. She quietly accompanied her.
Mo Yawen kept crying late into the night. When she was tired of crying, she fell into a deep sleep on the bed. Hsu Qianqian looked at Mo Yawen and shook her head. She hoped that what she said to Mo Yawen tonight would make Mo Yawen think clearly.
Hsu Qianqian carefully helped Mo Yawen lift the blanket up and turned off the light.
After seeing Mo Yawen cry yesterday, Hsu Qianqian felt that she should find Ye Shaoting and have a good talk.