Marry You Again

The sunlight shone through the large floor-to-ceiling window in the studio and into the room. Mo Yawen was sitting by the window and drawing. The gentle sunlight enveloped her and her hair was golden under the sunlight.    

    

The moment Hsu Qianqian stepped into the studio, she saw this scene. Mo Yawen just quietly sat by the window as if she was aloof from worldly affairs and was completely immersed in painting.    

    

Hsu Qianqian could vaguely see the scene in the painting: the short green grass, the bright sunlight, and two 15-16 year old hands holding hands as they lay on the short grass looking at the light blue sky. Hsu Qianqian knew that Mo Yawen drew this for an autumn competition, but the theme of this painting competition was: First love.    

    

First love could be sweet, but it could also be painful and sad. Obviously, Mo Yawen chose the former.    

    

When she thought of the man who once loved Mo Yawen fiercely and then ruthlessly abandoned her, Hsu Qianqian's admiration for Ye Shaoting in her heart increased a little. And her heartache towards Mo Yawen also increased a little.    

    

She looked at the entanglement between the two of them and did not want to participate in the matter between the two of them.    

    

But ever since she accompanied the drunk Ye Shaoting last time, she believed that no one in this world could love Mo Yawen more than Ye Shaoting's parents and Mo Ziyan.    

    

In the depths of Mo Yawen's heart, she also loved Ye Shaoting. It was just that she did not realize it.    

    

Every time she mentioned Ye Shaoting in front of Mo Yawen, Mo Yawen would be stunned for a few seconds. These subtle changes in expression did not escape Hsu Qianqian's eyes.    

    

She thought that perhaps it was time to have a good talk with Mo Yawen about the matter between Mo Yawen and Ye Shaoting. She could not let Mo Yawen miss out on an unparalleled man who was good to her because of running away.    

    

Just as Hsu Qianqian was immersed in her thoughts, Mo Yawen ended the movements in her hands. She put down the brush and started to pack the paint and various tools.    

    

She was already used to Hsu Qianqian being lost in thought these few days. It was not that she did not ask Hsu Qianqian but only asked this girl. She didn't even mention it before. She didn't know that this girl's mouth could also be so tight.    

    

A cup of coffee was passed to Mo Yawen's eyes and the corner of Mo Yawen's mouth curled up into a smile that was not easily noticed.    

    

Just a second ago, she was still thinking about Hsu Qianqian, this girl's mouth, which was rarely honest. With so many years of relationship and tacit understanding between the two of them, she did not need to think to know that Hsu Qianqian's actions were currently making it clear. She could not hold it in and wanted to say it out loud.    

    

Mo Yawen did not care at all that the remaining paint on her hands would dirty the cup. In the end, after the cup, she drank a big mouthful.    

    

For the sake of this painting, she had thought about it for a few days. When her inspiration suddenly popped up, she immediately ran to the painting studio and did not sleep for a whole night to complete the painting. To an artist, inspiration was a very important thing.    

    

When Mo Yawen finished the coffee that she handed over, she placed the coffee cup in her hand to the side and finally opened her mouth, breaking the tranquility of the studio.    

    

"I really want to ask you, do you still have feelings for Ye Shaoting?"    

    

Hsu Qianqian could clearly see that Mo Yawen's hand that was holding the coffee cup paused for a moment.    

    

She could not help but sigh in her heart, although Mo Yawen had constantly created a cold and aloof image for herself in the past few years abroad, as if nothing could make the perfect her reveal any flaws.    

    

But only those who had been with her for a long time could know that only Ye Shaoting's name could make the perfect her reveal any flaws.    

    

"Why did you suddenly ask about this?"    

    

Recently, people had mentioned the name "Ye Shaoting" one after another. Even the slowest person would notice that something was wrong, let alone someone like Mo Yawen who lived on acute senses.    

    

The last time Mo Ziyan mentioned Ye Shaoting on purpose, but also unintentionally, Hsu Qianqian learned about it from Mo Yawen. After that day, no matter what Mo Yawen did, she would show a kind of happiness mixed with pain and sadness when she was halfway there. It made people feel sorry and pity for her.    

    

This was also one of the reasons why Hsu Qianqian decided to help Ye Shaoting chase after Mo Yawen. She knew that only by undoing the knot in Mo Yawen's heart that she had set for herself could the two of them reconcile.    

    

Seeing Mo Yawen pretending to be cold at this moment, Hsu Qianqian was actually a little timid. What she needed to do next was to fiercely remove the scar that seemed to have healed in Mo Yawen's heart. Imagining Mo Yawen crying, Hsu Qianqian's heart could not bear it.    

    

But regarding these, she was even more clear about the consequences of letting Mo Yawen continue to escape like this. She would rather fiercely remove the scar in the depths of Mo Yawen's heart and look at Mo Yawen's sad tears. She also did not want to see Mo Yawen sitting by the window alone looking into the distance with empty eyes.    

    

"A few days ago, I met Ye Shaoting in the bar. He seems to have been constantly asking anyone you know about your whereabouts for the past three years. "    

    

After Hsu Qianqian finished speaking, she almost subconsciously turned her head away to avoid Mo Yawen's line of sight.    

    

After Mo Yawen heard it, she immediately understood what Hsu Qianqian meant and her tone could not help but become bad. "So what if he is, so what? I have long not loved him. The moment my child died, my heart also died. "    

    

"Your child was killed by Ji Qingyi! It wasn't Ye Shaoting! " Hsu Qianqian tried to wake Mo Yawen up and face it correctly.    

    

" Ji Qingyi is Ye Shaoting's ex-girlfriend. It was because of Ye Shaoting that she did this! " Mo Yawen started to lose her reason and started to collapse.    

    

"Who doesn't have a past? Ye Shaoting's past is Ji Qingyi, just like your past is Han Yuanjun. It's that simple. Don't push all of Ji Qingyi's fault onto Ye Shaoting just because you want to avoid it. Alright!" When the words came out of her mouth, Hsu Qianqian secretly shouted, Not good. Now, she was clearly talking about why Ye Shaoting would say the three words' Han Yuanjun '.    

    

After hearing Hsu Qianqian's words, Mo Yawen's heart was in pain. It was as if an invisible hand was holding her tightly and she could not break free even if she wanted to. The pain spread throughout her entire body.    

    

The three words Han Yuanjun was still her pain. The promise she made when she was young, and the tattoo of the couple that had been washed off at the back of her neck. The time that she had been waiting for by herself, although it had already become the past, the damage that person had caused to her had never disappeared.    

    

"No matter what, Ye Shaoting still loves you, and you also love him deeply. It's just that you don't know about it!" Hsu Qianqian didn't stop and continued.    

    

Mo Yawen had already collapsed. She picked up the coffee cup that Hsu Qianqian put aside and threw it towards the wall, trying to use this method to stop the memories in her mind and Hsu Qianqian.    

    

The broken pieces of the coffee cup flew everywhere and there were even some fragments that almost cut Mo Yawen's skin. The remaining coffee in the cup spilled on the wall and formed a painting.    

    

Mo Yawen was stunned for a long time and looked up at Hsu Qianqian. She turned around and entered the lounge by the side. She forcefully slammed the door to show her dissatisfaction and locked the door.    

    

Hsu Qianqian looked at Mo Yawen's childish actions and helplessly sighed. She knew that her words were too much and also knew that Mo Yawen broke down because of her words.    

    

The moment Mo Yawen looked up, Hsu Qianqian could clearly see that Mo Yawen's tears were already rolling in her eyes. It was not that she did not feel sorry for Mo Yawen but she was different from Mo Yawen. She had been like a turtle for so many years. The high and cold image that she had created was just her hard shell that protected her.    

    

Hsu Qianqian walked to the tightly shut door. Based on the tacit understanding between the two of them over the years, she knew that Mo Yawen was definitely behind the door at this moment.    

    

She tried her best to soften her voice and said, "I know what I said today is too much. I have been watching the matter between you and Ye Shaoting. Both of you clearly love each other deeply, but. . . "    

    

Hsu Qianqian paused for a moment and continued, "I just hope that you can be happy. "    

    

There was no response from the room. Hsu Qianqian raised her hand to look at her watch. She still had a collaboration to discuss and could not continue to stay here to accompany Mo Yawen.    

    

At this moment, Mo Yawen also needed to calm down by herself and think about it. If Mo Yawen herself did not think it through, it would be useless no matter what Hsu Qianqian said.    

    

Just as Hsu Qianqian thought, Mo Yawen leaned against the door and sat on the ground. She buried her head into her knees. After hearing the sound of Hsu Qianqian closing the door, she lifted her tear-stained face.    

    

Hsu Qianqian's words, "The two of you clearly love each other deeply" echoed in her ears.    

    

Love each other deeply. Was it like this?    

    

She asked herself in her heart. Recently, Mo Ziyan's sudden visit and Hsu Qianqian's interrogation made her somewhat abnormal. She had always thought that she hated Ye Shaoting. She hated Ye Shaoting Ji Qingyi for killing the child that she bitterly gave birth to for ten months. But she forgot that her child was also Ye Shaoting's child.    

    

During the period when she had just lost the child, she was completely immersed in grief. She had forgotten that Ye Shaoting was also in pain. But because of her, he could only hide his pain deep in his heart and still take care of her gently.    

    

Thinking back to that time, he should have been the selfish one. But because he had escaped, he had hurt the man who had always loved her.    

    

The sweet time when the two of them were together appeared in her mind again and again. When she thought about everything Mo Ziyan and Hsu Qianqian had said, her tears fell even harder.    

    

She thought that she did not love him anymore, but every time she heard Ye Shaoting's name, she could not help but stop what she was doing and listen carefully.    

    

She wanted to know if he had been living well without her. She wanted to know if he had been living well without her. In these few years, had there been any other women around him?    

    

Perhaps it had always been her fault. Perhaps Mo Ziyan and Hsu Qianqian were right. She was still in love.