C154 Mo Ya Wen's Attempt
C154 Mo Ya Wen's Attempt
She knew that Mo Yawen rejected it because She still had a trace of hope for Ye Shaoting. She still thought that Ye Shaoting was actually still alive and did not leave her, nor did he leave this world. He just found a place to rest midway.
How could Hsu Qianqian not know that this was just Mo Yawen deceiving herself? But she still could not bear to kill this last glimmer of hope for Mo Yawen. How could she not know that the current Mo Yawen relied on this last glimmer of hope to survive?
She looked at Mo Yawen's increasingly thin face and eyes that were no longer as divine as before. She was also accompanying Mo Yawen in sadness. She did not want her best friend to be unable to recover because of this matter and from now on, there was a long way to be happy. She did not want this to happen.
Although she had to admit that Ye Shaoting's death was a huge blow to Mo Yawen, she hoped that Mo Yawen could accept the fact that Ye Shaoting no longer existed in this world. In the future, she could calmly bring another man she loved to visit Ye Shaoting.
Along the way, she saw the two of them falling in love, separating because of a misunderstanding, and reuniting with each other because of a misunderstanding. However, the two of them had experienced so many misunderstandings and missed each other. After a long time, when they finally got together, she heard the news of Ye Shaoting's plane crash. Maybe they really had no fate with each other.
Hsu Qianqian scratched her hair in frustration and sighed softly. She looked up at the sky and quietly asked Ye Shaoting in her heart, If it were you, you would have done the same thing. Right? You wouldn't blame me, right?
As for Han Yuanjun, who had been appearing frequently in front of Mo Yawen and Hsu Qianqian during this period of time, no matter how good he was to Mo Yawen during this period of time, He was extremely careful and meticulous, but for Mo Yawen's good, In order to prevent this person from abandoning Mo Yawen again, Hsu Qianqian had completely deleted this man who had abandoned Mo Yawen from the list of people who had been chosen for the blind date.
Hsu Qianqian searched in her mind for a suitable candidate for Mo Yawen and then began to take out her phone to make various contacts. Hsu Qianqian put down the phone and felt endlessly emotional but there was no place to say it.
These few days, no matter how busy Hsu Qianqian was, she would think of all ways to delay the work. If she could push it, then push it. The outside world had long been discussing about Mo Yawen's disappearance during this period of time.
Hsu Qianqian was taking care of Mo Yawen and at the same time, she had to appropriately deal with these negative public opinions about Mo Yawen. Although sometimes Jason would also come to help, sometimes he would still be so busy that she would feel dizzy.
But she also had no other way. She could not trust other people if she handed it over to them. And with Mo Yawen's current condition, she could not paint again during this period of time. Currently, Hsu Qianqian was the center of the studio and everyone was busy.
No matter how tired Hsu Qianqian was, she had never complained because this studio was built by Mo Yawen and herself. It was the mutual effort of the two of them for so many years, even though Mo Yawen fell at this time. But she had not yet. She would definitely take care of the things in the studio seriously. She would take care of the painstaking efforts that they had put in over the years.
On this day, Hsu Qianqian accompanied Mo Yawen as usual. Mo Yawen's complexion these few days was much better than before. Although there was no other emotion besides sadness in her eyes, under the care of Hsu Qianqian and Mo Ziyan, her complexion had more or less recovered and her face was no longer as pale as before.
After Hsu Qianqian cleaned the fruit that had been washed, she threw one to Mo Yawen. After Mo Yawen took it, she just put it aside and did not eat it.
Hsu Qianqian saw Mo Yawen's actions and did not say anything. She could only sigh in her heart and hide all the worries and tiredness in her heart. She happily told Mo Yawen about what happened in the studio during this period of time.
Of course, regarding how hard Hsu Qianqian had worked during this period of time, she did not mention a single word to Mo Yawen because she knew that if she did mention it to Mo Yawen, Mo Yawen would feel guilty towards her and Hsu Qianqian did not want Mo Yawen to be like this.
Mo Yawen heard Hsu Qianqian dancing and talking about all the interesting things that happened during this period of time and would sometimes raise the corner of her mouth to show that she was very happy to hear these things.
Mo Yawen looked at the woman in front of her who wanted to do everything to make her happy and laugh and felt deeply guilty and self-blame. Even though Hsu Qianqian did not say anything, the dark circles under her eyelids were telling Mo Yawen about Hsu Qianqian's busy and tiredness during this period of time.
She knew that her comfortable rest during this period of time was all earned by Hsu Qianqian negotiating with partners and clients time and time again. She knew that her disappearance during this period of time had caused a huge loss to the studio and the lawsuit regarding the breach of contract was also constantly being fought.
But she had no choice. When she thought of that, she thought that she would always be by her side. The man who had given birth to many children with her, the man who loved her deeply. When the man she loved was no longer in this world, her heart felt like it was being twisted by a knife. It was so painful that she could not even breathe, let alone pick up a brush and draw.
It was not that she did not try to forget that man. But there were traces of that man called Ye Shaoting left in her life everywhere.
There seemed to be Ye Shaoting's scent left in the apartment. It was the sweet memories of the two of them after years of misunderstanding and reuniting. Even when she saw a couple walking past her on the street, she would remember the memories of the two of them.
These reasons made her think that she could only stay in the hotel room all day and night and not go anywhere. She would not see anyone, not even the apartment. All of this was because she was running away. . . She was running away from all the memories related to Ye Shaoting, or rather, she was running away from anything related to Ye Shaoting.
She knew that there was no way she could run away like this. She also knew that Mo Ziyan and Hsu Qianqian had worried a lot for her because of this matter. Maybe she really should try and accept this world where there was no man called Ye Shaoting anymore. Thinking of this, Mo Yawen could not help but laugh at herself.
Hsu Qianqian, who had been eating apples and saying this at the side, did not notice that Mo Yawen's thoughts were not right. She just kept trying to make Mo Yawen happy. Perhaps it was because Mo Yawen's smile just now gave her some response, which made her talk even more energetically.
"Qianqian, let's talk. " Mo Yawen finally opened her mouth and said to Hsu Qianqian. Hsu Qianqian could not help but feel flattered. If she knew that Mo Yawen had not even responded to them during this period of time, they would not be able to help but feel flattered. Not to mention taking the initiative to have a chat with them.
Hsu Qianqian was stunned for a moment before she reacted and replied, "Okay. "
After that, the two of them began to chat about the world. Mo Yawen told Hsu Qianqian all her thoughts when she sealed herself up during this period of time and Hsu Qianqian only listened by the side and occasionally echoed a few words. As expected, the two of them tacitly avoided the words "Ye Shaoting. "
Mo Yawen suddenly stopped and did not speak anymore. Through the window, she looked at the light blue sky outside. The weather seemed to be very good. After a long time, Mo Yawen seemed to have made a very big decision. Facing Hsu Qianqian's gaze, she firmly said, "Qianqian, let's go out for a walk. "
After Hsu Qianqian heard this, she was so shocked that she could not speak but she quickly hid the huge shock in her heart. During this period of time, Mo Yawen had been living a life of staying indoors and not going out. No matter how Hsu Qianqian and Mo Ziyan tried to persuade her, she was unwilling to go out, not to mention taking the initiative to ask her to go out for a walk like today.
"Okay! Hsu Qianqian looked at the determined Mo Yawen and said. In her heart, other than worrying, she also felt a little happy. She felt that her and Mo Ziyan's hard work these days had finally paid off. Mo Yawen was finally willing to try to accept this world that no longer had Ye Shaoting. She wanted to try to live the life that belonged to her.
In the end, Hsu Qianqian still decided to push back the blind date meeting that she had secretly arranged. Mo Yawen had already started to take the first step.
As the saying goes: Everything is difficult at the beginning. Now that Mo Yawen had already taken the first step, it would not be difficult for her to take the next few steps as long as she was willing to. As for the date festival, she knew that it was difficult for Mo Yawen to take the first step and was not willing to push Mo Yawen so hard.
As for the remaining steps, it was likely that Mo Yawen could only rely on herself. Thinking of this, she felt some heartache towards Mo Yawen.
Seeing Hsu Qianqian's back as she tidied up the room, Mo Yawen still looked at the sky outside and sighed in her heart. No one could understand the bitterness and sadness in her heart. She knew that Hsu Qianqian and Mo Ziyan were doing it for her own good. She also felt that they had already paid enough for her. She could not be like before, thinking only for herself. She couldn't be so selfish.
"The sun seems to be a little big outside. Shall we wear a hat?" Hsu Qianqian asked Mo Yawen.
"En, alright. Just do as you see fit. " It was not that she was perfunctory with Hsu Qianqian, it was just that she really did not have the strength to think about anything else now.
Shaoting, if you were here, you also hoped that I would do it like this, right? You would also want me to forget about your new life like brother and Hsu Qianqian did. Am I right? As you wish, I will do that.