C1570 Tang Nianer's Heart(2)
C1570 Tang Nianer's Heart(2)
"That's my excuse... I, I just came back to see him last month... " Tang Nian'er looked at him with resentment and drunkenness and muttered. " How would a busy person like you know... You know what I am doing... "
" I'm sorry, it was really my negligence. " Fann Binn did show a trace of apology, but in fact, he felt quite helpless. Why did you say that? After all, he had always thought that Tang Nian'er and he had not developed that kind of clear relationship. He also did not know what Tang Nian'er was thinking in her heart. So he did not pay much attention to her and wanted to let nature take its course. But he did not expect this to make this little girl think too much. She even thought that he did not have anything to do with her. What do you think this is called...
"I really don't have high expectations. I, I just want to ask you... Fann Binn, do you like me? Do you want me to be your wife? " Tang Nian'er looked at Fann Binn very seriously and said word by word, " Please answer me seriously!"
Fann Binn did not know if Tang Nian'er was really drunk at this time. When he heard her say this, after hesitating for a while, he still said, "Nian'er, to be honest, I have a lot of women. But I really am not a man who is in love. I am responsible for every woman who likes her and she also likes me. To be honest, I don't know how you feel about me. But I... I definitely like you, and I'm willing to be with you."
" You're lying! If you like me, why didn't you tell me earlier?" Tang Nian'er shook her head and said angrily, "If you really want to be with me, why didn't you confess openly to me... Instead, you used that kind of method to bully me, making me feel ashamed. You made me feel that we were doing something sneaky, making me feel afraid in my heart! "
"How did I bully you?" Fann Binn still did not have time to react. At this moment, he suddenly remembered the ambiguous things he had with Tang Nian'er last night. Only then did he react. He understood what she was talking about. He did not know whether to laugh or cry. "Nian'er, you really misunderstood me. Last night, we... That was a good thing last night! As long as we love each other and are willing, it is a good thing to improve the relationship between men and women. That's not bullying you..."
"And you still say you are not bullying me... I, I felt like I was going to die at that time..." When Tang Nian'er said this, Fann Binn noticed that both her legs subconsciously closed together. "I, I have never been bullied like this, Fann Binn. I, I don't want to be like this. I want us to openly fall in love. Okay? "
Fann Binn was speechless. He finally understood why the person in front of him rejected him last night. In her eyes, flirting and flirting had become a form of bullying and humiliation. He didn't know how to answer that question.
But after thinking about it, he also understood that Tang Nian'er was after all a pure girl. There was no such ambiguous relationship between men and women at all. She was not Wu Qi and the others. Even if she had never eaten pork, she had seen pigs run before. Naturally, she would push this matter aside. She knew that this was a sweet moment that must be passed between men and women, but Tang Nian'er did not think so at all. She would think that this was an insult to her and a form of disrespect.
This time, Fann Binn really did not have any more thoughts. It was not that Tang Nian'er did not like him at all. It was because he did not use the right method at all! Fortunately, he had been in love for so long that he did not even know how to treat the problem. He really deserved to be made angry by the girl!
Fann Binn finally understood why Tang Nian'er would reject him. At this moment, he was undoubtedly very speechless. He really did not think that the root of all this was that Tang Nian'er did not have any experience in romance, and not in their relationship. Tang Nian'er liked him and was willing to be with him. But what about him? However, she always thought that Tang Nian'er was afraid and seemed to be hesitating about something. If Tang Nian'er did not drink too much now, he did not know how long he would be kept in the dark.
"Nian'er, you really misunderstood. The way I treated you... Uh, that kind of caress, that kind of ambiguous relationship between a man and a woman. It's because I love you, the way I love you... " Fann Binn explained somewhat helplessly, "You have to know, when men and women fall in love, it must be like that. I'm sorry, I really didn't know you didn't understand. It was because I was a little too hasty. I didn't jump straight into the topic and started jumping. No wonder it made you feel uncomfortable. "
Tang Nian'er looked at Fann Binn and said in a daze, "I don't understand what you mean. Fann Binn, I just want to ask you. From now on, we will start dating openly. Is that okay?"
"Sure, of course." Fann Binn smiled and looked at her. "If you want to do it openly, then do it openly. But the problem is Nian'er. If we become husband and wife in the future, do we need to do it openly and aboveboard when we have a baby? "
"What do you mean?" Tang Nian'er was somewhat at a loss, and her slightly drunk face looked even more alluring. Fann Binn could not help but move his face closer to her and smell the faint scent of alcohol on her body. He explained to her in a slightly intoxicated manner. Tang Nian'er immediately turned her head and looked at him shyly. She lowered her head and said in a low voice, embarrassed. " Then, that kind of thing doesn't need to be done openly..."
"Isn't that enough? Actually, Nian'er, in a relationship, as long as we feel happy and happy, wouldn't it be fine if we were happy and happy together? Why must we be open and aboveboard? Are we dating in front of other people? Was that really a relationship? That was just a formality. The real relationship belonged to the two of them, and not to be carried out according to a set of procedures. Do you understand?"
"I understand, I understand. It's just that I keep feeling that the matter last night was a little too urgent..." Tang Nian'er said with a red face," I was not even mentally prepared before... "
"Haha, do you know how your sister and I got along?" Fann Binn smiled and said bluntly to Tang Nian'er, "One night, she and I drank too much. He found a hotel and slept on the same bed. Then, we did what we needed to do. We became lovers. "
Tang Nian'er covered her mouth in surprise and said in disbelief, "My sister... is this how she is with you?"
" Then do you think we should have a grand and unprecedented spiritual relationship? After confirming the relationship, we will know each other and love each other step by step. After marriage, we can be together again? Please, Nian'er, what era is this? Don't think about the old!" Fann Binn smiled and said," Nian'er, our relationship will last forever. If you divide it so clearly, you will be very tired of living. You only need to know that you and I will always be together. Forever loving each other is enough, do you understand?"
Tang Nian'er looked at Fann Binn's eyes full of affection and suddenly felt that her heart was beating wildly. She bit her pink lips and nodded subconsciously. Fann Binn smiled and pinched her cheek. “ That's good. Actually, the most important thing is that we live happily and happily. The other formalities and procedures are not important at all. Let's go. The memorial service is about to come to an end. Let's go and send Uncle Huang off together. "
Under Fann Binn's lead, Tang Nian'er and him walked to the crystal coffin where Huang Jinhua was. Looking at the dead Huang Jinhua inside, she seemed to suddenly realize something in her drunk head. She whispered to Fann Binn, who was beside her, "Fann Binn, you are right. Life is short and bitter. The most important thing is not to care about etiquette and rules. The most important thing is happiness and happiness. Don't wait until you're about to die before you realize that freedom and freedom are so important. You're right, love should be a matter between two people. I understand, thank you."
Fann Binn couldn't help but smile when he heard Tang Nian'er say this. He knew that Tang Nian'er seemed to really understand the true meaning of love. What she said was right. At least it had opened up the knot in her heart.
After Huang Jinhua's body was worshipped by everyone, the staff of the funeral parlor slowly pushed into the cremation room opposite the hall to cremate. A silent and sorrowful cry was sending him off. Huang Kun's eyes were red, and Lee Huijuan, who was crying, walked into the cremation room to supervise the cremation of Huang Jinhua's body.
At this time, Fann Tao walked to Fann Binn's side and whispered to him. "Fann Binn, you have to treat Tang Nian'er better in the future, okay? Tang Nian'er is the child of Lian Zhiying, your mother and I, and the tragedy that happened between us. I hope that it will never happen to you."
Fann Binn nodded and said," Dad, it is not too late for you to come to your senses. There is still a chance for everything. You and Mom still have the rest of your lives to live. Do your best and try to get mother's forgiveness as soon as possible. Be with her for real. Uncle Huang is gone, and my mother has returned to being single. Do you have a chance to remarry with her? "
" I do want to, but I also know that your mother's anger has yet to subside. Watch my actions... One day, I believe that your mother's heart will open up for me again. " Fann Tao said to Fann Binn, "By the way, I took the initiative to hand over my resignation to Deputy Mayor of Beihai City yesterday. I don't intend to take up the post anymore. I plan to come back to Ping'an County to settle down and stay with your mother every day. "
" What? " Fann Binn was stunned. He obviously did not expect Fann Tao to make such a big decision. He even threw away such a big official post just like that! It seemed that he had really come to a realization. He did not plan to enter the government again!
"Don't be so surprised. The official career is actually like smoking. When you have an addiction, when you are infatuated, you will do anything you want. But when you truly understand it, it doesn't matter anymore. Since you want to stop the source of the desire to ruin the happiness of our family, then you must stop it completely. We must stop it cleanly."
"After Deputy Mayor is no longer a good person, I will be able to retire completely. You, if you have the ability, help your big brother more. You are a businessman, and you have a lot of property. Let your big brother have it. Once you have a career, you can become an official and do business at home. Isn't that good?"
Fann Binn looked at his father in surprise, then looked at Fann Jian, who was standing next to him, and asked curiously, "Big brother wants to have an official career? Is it his wish? "
"Consider it my wish." Fann Tao also glanced at Fann Jian, then turned to Fann Binn and said, "As a father, I always hope that my son is a dragon among men. Your brother is not very capable, but you and I have accumulated a lot of connections in our career. Adding my guidance, he should be able to do something. "
After Fann Binn thought for a while, he nodded and said, "Alright, as long as big brother doesn't object, I agree in principle. In the future, when he enters the official career, he can be considered as the Fann family's brother who has both civil and military skills. For him, the official career might not be a good ending... "