C350 This Me
C350 This Me
"If you don't want to say it, then I will say it myself!" Yang Chen muttered to himself for a while. It was as if he was telling someone who had nothing to do with him. Then, he slowly spoke …
"I've lost my parents since I was young, and I don't know if they threw me out or left me behind. In short, I can't be considered a tutor, nor do I have any background, nor do I have any bloodline. If I don't have experience that ordinary people don't have, I'm as unremarkable as a rat in a ditch. Unlike you, who were born with a great granny, your job is the CEO of a multinational company.
I'm not good-looking, of course, but when I'm with a beautiful woman like you, I'm like an outer layer of stone that's been cut off from a piece of jade. No one would even notice me.
As for my education, I'll tell you the truth. I've never been to school, and my Harvard diploma was forced on me. You might not believe it, but I've never touched it in the corner before I came into the company. I heard you levelled up at school, but I don't know what that means.
There's no need to talk about my ambitions. I don't have any ambitions at all. If 'fooling around until I die' counts as' ambition ', then I feel that I'm slightly more noble. I even want to hug a beauty while I'm fooling around. Compared to an entrepreneur like you, who has brought thousands of jobs and driven the economy, I am a piece of cake.
Next, I'll have to talk about my feelings as a person. I'll tell you the truth, I did a lot of wild things in those years abroad.
In large numbers, I may have several women a day. When the numbers are low, I don't lack women.
When I got home, I wanted to settle down and I wanted to find a woman to live with. But then I didn't expect to run into you, and then some other women I couldn't handle. I'm a very soft-hearted and useless person, I really won't refuse. For a million reasons, I think I'm being too selfish in the end.
I like each of them, so I don't want to leave any of them behind. In this half a year, I do many men will despise me, scold me things. I have a wife like you by my side, but I still hang out with other women. It's definitely not about physical needs. I'm not the kind of person who can't help but be hungry. It's just that I'm sentimental and shameful.
If you want to talk about other shortcomings, there are a lot of them. I don't have any money, so the salary is still yours. I don't have a car, I don't have a room, and the car house was given to me by you. Besides, I was still thinking about being lazy all day, maybe because I was too busy in the past, but now I always want to rest and play games, and I don't want to do anything serious.
More likely to make you feel shamelessly, I don't think this is a bad life for me. This is how I live my life. I don't want to harm others, and if you occasionally want me to do something, I will definitely do it well for you. But myself, hehe, I am too lazy to move … "
Yang Chen paused for a moment, organized his thoughts and continued, "If you want to talk about my merits, I don't think there's a need for it. Fighting with others would probably scare others to death, even if it's my merits. I smoke very cheaply, it's only two yuan a pack, and I don't drink that much. I'm not addicted to gambling, so even if I bet I would win money, but I'm not interested."
Yang Chen thought bitterly for a moment and couldn't think of anything else. He smiled with difficulty, "That's about it, it sounds like I'm rotten to the core, I sometimes feel like I'm a pile of shit, how can I be so lifeless when I'm only 20 or so. Every time I see you work so hard, I feel like I'm not in the same world as you …"
"Enough!"
Lin Ruoxi suddenly stood up and picked up her bag. Her almond-shaped eyes shot down like a cold wind. Her eyes turned slightly red and she gritted her teeth, as if she was going to gouge out Yang Chen.
Lin Ruoxi's hands trembled slightly in anger and agitation.
"Yang Chen, didn't you say so much about your own bad situation just to tell me that you and I are completely different people? Is it definitely a mistake for me to be together with you?"
You don't need to explain so much to me. Since you've already thought it through, since you're such a rotten, rotten man, then I won't judge you too much.
You're right, there's no such thing as absolute, but there are some things that we've already decided on in our hearts, we're not suitable for each other. What's important is leaving, we'll leave, you don't need to say too much, you know I'm busy, I don't have the time to tell you these unorthodox things! "
Lin Ruoxi turned around in anger and was about to leave the restaurant, but the moment she did so, her tears couldn't help but fall.
She was filled with all kinds of guesses and expectations. After experiencing all the uneasiness, joy, and disappointment of the day, she still ended up with the same result. Since she was finally going to say goodbye, why did he come looking for her again!?
Lin Ruoxi walked quickly out of the restaurant and into the street. She tried to stop her tears, but they could not be wiped away no matter how hard she tried.
Under the night sky, the north wind blew drearily in the rain-filled street.
People came and went, and from time to time cars flew past them.
The crowd almost could not help but turn their gazes towards this beautiful woman who was crying incessantly. However, no one would suddenly go up to comfort her. It was a feeling of distance. Although it was pitiful, it was still intimidating.
Lin Ruoxi had given up wiping her tears. Since she was young, she had almost forgotten how to cry. However, when she met this person, she always cried inwardly with tears in her eyes. However, in the end, it was all for naught. It was as if she was fishing for the moon in water.
However, just when Lin Ruoxi was about to leave and avoid this person's location, looking for a quiet corner to cry in, Yang Chen suddenly rushed out.
Looking at the back figure that was about to leave, Yang Chen took a deep breath and suddenly shouted — —
"Lin Ruoxi, I'm such a rotten man. I'm from a different world from you. Can I like you?!"
"..."
On the main street, it was as if every passerby's ears were filled with this sudden and bizarre confession. Time froze at this moment.
Lin Ruoxi's tears flowed freely in the wind. It was as if she was frozen and couldn't move an inch as she stood on the street.
Lin Ruoxi didn't turn around. Although the street was still noisy, she could still hear the man's voice approaching her. It was so vigorous, so powerful …
Two arms slowly wrapped around Lin Ruoxi's shoulders, hugging her upper body tightly, as if trying to merge their bodies together.
Lin Ruoxi was still crying. She felt that she had lost all her face tonight, but how could she not cry?
The heat behind her, the familiar smell of a man, and the pounding of their hearts.
At this moment, the entire world belonged to the two of them!
Suddenly, the surroundings were filled with scattered applause. There were a few praising whistles and cheers.
Soon after, more people began to applaud and laugh. The whole street was full of applause, it was like a theater.
"Stop hugging me, everyone is laughing at us …"
"Then tell me, can I like you …"
"Who would ask such a question …"
"If you don't tell me, I won't let go …"
Lin Ruoxi bit her cherry lips and lowered her head. Her eyes were like spring water as she gave an almost inaudible "En" sound.
"What? I can't hear you?" Yang Chen pretended to say.
Lin Ruoxi pouted. "If you keep doing this, I'll get angry."
Yang Chen smiled helplessly and let go. He turned Lin Ruoxi around and rubbed her soft cheeks with both of his hands.
"I got it, old man and wife are still so shy. Go home, wife," said Yang Chen, holding Lin Ruoxi's hand as they walked towards the parking garage.
"Ah, but you haven't eaten yet!" Lin Ruoxi hurriedly said.
Yang Chen waved his hand, "I'm full if I hug you, what's there to eat?"
"What about me?"
"I'll go back and cook for you!"
Lin Ruoxi pouted her lips and held back her laughter. Under the cheers of the passersby, she quickly walked with Yang Chen to the parking garage.
For the first time, Lin Ruoxi didn't want to let go of her hand that was tightly held by Yang Chen.