The First Son-in-law

Qin Feng shook his head and threw everything away. He gripped the steering wheel tightly and many possible scenes flashed through his mind. However, when he arrived there, he realized that everything was in vain.    

    

In such a solemn and solemn place, Qin Feng did not dare to act rashly. He was like an ant on a hot pot, searching for what he wanted in the monastery.    

    

At this moment, in a certain room, Zhou Ningmeng was kneeling down with tears streaming down her face. In front of her, an old master was sitting cross-legged with his eyes closed, not saying a word.    

    

"Your love is not over yet. The fate of the mortal world is not over yet. Everyone has their own responsibility. Individuals are always small and adapting to the environment is the most important. They can be at ease when they meet, and their mentality is calm. They rarely have a sense of loss.    

    

It is normal to have complaints and regrets. Life without complaints and regrets is a muddled life. "Without complaints, there is no joy in life. If one did not have regrets, one would not feel the happiness of life. "Shaoqing. The old master slowly opened his eyes. "He's outside. You can choose to avoid him. However, it doesn't mean that you can really forget the past. All the past will eventually become memories. Miss, there's nothing you can't let go of. The more baggage you carry on your back, the more tired you will feel. Putting it down is a relief. Putting it down is the best way to ask for shackles. "    

    

But I... "Zhou Ningmeng covered her face and cried. A trace of guilt gushed out from the bottom of her heart.    

    

I know what you want to express. " The old master waved his hand. "I still need to resolve the knot in my heart by myself."    

    

"Thank you, master. I know." Zhou Ningmeng respectfully kowtowed and got up to leave.    

    

Ningmeng was so anxious that she wanted to hit the wall. The moment Qin Feng turned around, he saw Zhou Ningmeng slowly walking out.    

    

Just like that, he silently looked at Qin Feng. Two lines of tears flowed down Zhou Ningmeng's cheeks.    

    

"Ningmeng" came forward and Qin Feng suddenly pulled her into his arms. "Let's go home!"    

    

"Yes." Zhou Ningmeng nodded and leaned over Qin Feng's shoulder.    

    

She hugged Qin Feng's shoulder.    

    

Qin Feng had thought of many obstacles that he might encounter, but he never thought that sometimes, as long as you could truly choose to turn back, the person you hit would always stand there and wait for you to return.    

    

After a long time, the two of them were familiar yet unfamiliar. Lying on the bed, Qin Feng stroked his long hair. "I'm sorry. In the future, I won't leave again."    

    

Qin Feng had already made up his mind. He had to be an ordinary person in the future. Even if he had told Mi Na that he would come here to invest, he did not have that ambition. The most important thing was that he could return to his peaceful life. However, deep in his heart, he felt even more apologetic towards Mi Na.    

    

He had hurt too many women. However, he did not have the ability to apologize to them.    

    

"She has already left the country." Zhou Ningmeng did not answer the question. She softly said, "She specially came here when she left."    

    

Qin Feng's heart skipped a beat. His hand stopped there as if it had frozen.    

    

"I know you guys are sincere. I also know that if it were not for me back then, perhaps the two of you would have been married..." Zhou Ningmeng sighed and said leisurely.    

    

"I have to do what I promised. If I say that I want to take care of you, I will take care of you for the rest of your life." In silence, Qin Feng pulled Zhou Ningmeng into his arms. Although his heart was bleeding, he could not change all of this. He could only silently bless her in the distance. He could really find happiness that belonged to him for the rest of his life.    

    

"I heard that she has a good relationship with a foreign student. Moreover, she has obtained the recognition and support of her family." As if she was telling a story, Zhou Ningmeng talked about Lin Xuemei bit by bit.    

    

Qin Feng's heart seemed to have been torn apart, but... But there was nothing he could do. He couldn't give Lin Xuemei anything. It was impossible for him to give her a future. All the past would eventually become the past. The past was like smoke drifting in the wind. It was impossible to grasp it with one's hand. Perhaps, it was a beautiful mistake in the beginning. However, in the bottom of my heart, Qin Feng still could not give up. He could not give up the little secret between him and Lin Xuemei.    

    

"She said that we can be friends forever. Furthermore, she left a phone number. She said that you can call her anytime." When she said this, Zhou Ningmeng's heart was sour. However, she still chose to face it. Sometimes, there were many things that should be said.    

    

Qin Feng was silent. He used to be so ridiculous that he always wanted to use something to prove himself. But now, what he obtained and lost at the same time was eternity.    

    

Men were overbearing possessors of animals. They always liked to occupy many people, but they didn't know that sometimes, when one didn't have the ability to give something to the other, occupying something would become a shackle for others. One night's love wouldn't have an end, but would the so-called eternal love have an end?    

    

Qin Feng closed his eyes tightly, tears left in the corners of his eyes. If he hadn't left willfully back then, perhaps it was still possible for him and Lin Xuemei. However, could time be reversed? Most importantly, what should Ningmeng do? What should she do with her own family?    

    

The most important thing for a man was to take responsibility. After experiencing so many things, Qin Feng finally understood that life was not a big deal. He had seen the hardships of the grassroots. After experiencing the second generation of the Jing City, Qin Feng suddenly realized that the complicated and trivial things in life were the big things for a man. It was the most important responsibility for a man to show respect to his parents and care for his family.    

    

Everything would be turned into ashes. Only this love would never disappear.    

    

"Zhu Zi is married. His target is the person he has always been in love with. Now they already have a fat kid, and they even carried him over to see him a while ago. Under President Lin's interference, everything over there is just as you imagined. The only thing that is lacking is sigh. The authority over the personnel there has already been stripped away by some people. " Zhou Ningmeng wiped away the tears at the corner of her eyes and told Qin Feng about the past bit by bit. The past that once belonged to Qin Feng.    

    

"Sometimes power is not necessarily a good thing." Qin Feng shook his head and smiled bitterly. He had been brooding over something, which was the report he received. If it wasn't for the report, perhaps he wouldn't have today. Perhaps he didn't need to go to the Jing City. Perhaps... Lin Xuemei and he could still maintain that sweet love that was buried deep in their hearts.    

    

"I know what you are thinking." Zhou Ningmeng stared at the ceiling and said, "I did that."    

    

"What is it?" Qin Feng did not react in time. Shaoqing suddenly sat up. "What did you say?"    

    

"I did it." Zhou Ningmeng said word by word.    

    

"Why did you do it?" Qin Feng was a little mad. He never dreamed that he would do that. Finally, He thought of Lin Xuemei's hesitation. Perhaps, she already knew that everything was done by Zhou Ningmeng. It was just that... Lin Xuemei could not say it. She had to bury this matter in her heart. Perhaps, she hoped that everything would become a mystery forever. However, she did not expect that today... Zhou Ningmeng actually said it herself.    

    

"I do not want you to walk further and further on the wrong path. You know it in your heart. Everything should not belong to you in the first place. It can't be fake. " It can't be fake. You guys did that back then. I just don't want that mistake to continue. If I can do it again, I would still do it, no matter what you think, No matter if you want to or not, I will still do it. " Zhou Ningmeng's words were very firm. You know the truth. You can choose to leave. Back then, I told Lin Xuemei to give you a chance. If it's really possible, now... Maybe she's still waiting for you. The phone is on the desk. You can call her anytime. I will not stop you. "    

    

Zhou Ningmeng seemed to have put down a heavy burden.    

    

"You..." A wave of anger burned in Qin Feng's chest. His lips trembled and he could not say anything.    

    

"I have said that you can choose to leave. There is still a chance now. The phone is on the desk and the divorce agreement is also on the desk." Zhou Ningmeng was still lying there expressionlessly.    

    

Thinking about the warmth of the family he just got, the timid look in the little fellow's eyes, the white hair on his old mother's head, the joy his cousin felt when he found out that he had returned, the pain he had in Jing City, and all the past, Qin Feng still chose to give up in the end.    

    

Sometimes, putting down was a kind of relief, a kind of enlightenment, a kind of decision to put down, a kind of mentality. Putting down was the wisdom of life. Learning to let go would reduce all the pressure, worries, enemies, and pain a lot. The reason why he had suffered so much in Jing City was because of this. Wasn't it because he couldn't let go?    

    

"Facing it calmly is a kind of bearing that a man should have. Especially in front of a woman, calmness is a kind of demeanor, a kind of wisdom, and a rational choice." Lin Xuemei's words echoed in Qin Feng's ears. At this time, Qin Feng was enlightened once again. So it turns out that what he could not do all this time was to put it down.    

    

Things in life weighed thousands of kilograms. Putting it down was two times lighter. Learning to put it down, he ran his life in a carefree and unrestrained manner. There was a Buddhist saying: The only way to go up is to let go. "I was lucky to lose it. My life. When a calm person faced the many changes in life, his heart would always be calm. Even if life was always prosperous, his heart would still be calm.    

    

If Zhou Ningmeng did not report that time, perhaps he would have been able to make a meteoric rise. However, fortune and misfortune depended on each other. Perhaps he would also have to face another kind of pressure. Another kind of shackle. Perhaps it would be hard for him to avoid it. Perhaps, he had already been invited to a place to have a big cup of tea.    

    

"I'm sorry, I just..." Qin Feng did not know how to explain.    

    

"I feel much more relaxed when I say it. This matter has always been pressing down on my heart like a huge rock." Zhou Ningmeng leisurely said, "No wonder the old master said that. The process of putting it down is also the process of getting it. When you tightly hold your hands, There is nothing inside. When you release your hands, the world is in your hands. This was the wisdom to let go. The memory of the soul is limited. He could only let go of the past. Only by releasing a new space could he store more beautiful things. Putting down the past was painful. Now I finally understand why my heart is in pain, and I'm in pain, and I'm in pain, and I'm in pain, and I'm in pain, and I'm in pain, and I'm in pain. It's because there are too many things in my heart. It's because there are so many things that I can't let go. Now, tell me everything. I feel much better. "    

    

"You're right. I was too utilitarian back then." Qin Feng stared at the ceiling. "I was so naive that I thought everything should be like this. It was only later that I realized how everything could revolve around you."    

    

"I didn't have any other thoughts at the time. I just didn't want you to go further and further on the wrong path." Tears flowed down Zhou Ningmeng's face. She thought of her miserable childhood and the suffering she had experienced. Zhou Ningmeng realized that what she feared the most was loss.    

    

It was impossible for the ordinary of us to possess a calm state of mind like the saints, and we could be like stones that looked up to the lofty mountains, yet we didn't feel ashamed of ourselves. We were like grass, and we admired the magnificence of poplar trees, yet we didn't belittle ourselves.    

    

It was precisely because she got too little when she was young that Zhou Ningmeng was always afraid of losing those things that she once caught. It was also because she was afraid of losing them that she didn't dare to confess to Qin Feng. It was also because she didn't dare to confess that everything that happened later was destined to happen.    

    

If, if, these two words could only be the regret of a person when they regretted it. Because everything could not be pushed down again, the clouds could be calm. Only then could the rain and snow be free to bow down to heaven and earth. Pine and cypress could not change their original intention and allow the four seasons to change. Flowers could be calm, and the room could be filled with fragrance. They could die without regret. People could live comfortably and have happiness at all times.    

    

Only by giving up the past and feeling the future with his heart could he experience the beauty of life.    

    

Zhou Ningmeng got a lot of things from her old master, and also deeply experienced a lot. It was because she had this state of mind that she had the courage to face it.    

    

"I know." Qin Feng turned around and held Zhou Ningmeng tightly in his arms. He did not know that Zhou Ningmeng was holding something in her other hand.    

    

Everything was really in the past!    

    

In a corner of a room in the provincial capital, Lin Xuemei, who was squatting there with her legs crossed, had tears streaming down her face. Beside her was a phone that was talking to her.    

    

Although the relationship between Qin Feng and Zhou Ningmeng was what she wanted to see first, the feelings in her heart were not that easy to give up.    

    

People said that love was a pain that could not be abandoned. Then you probably did not love me anymore. Because you can give up. And I probably love you a lot. No matter what, I don't want to let go. But in the end, I gave up as well, because I want to fulfill your future success and happiness. I hope that you will also encounter love that you can't give up no matter how painful it is. Then you can count my pain one by one.    

    

However, there is really a person in this world who made you risk your life to fly into a flame. Over and over again, you are covered in scars, but you are still unwilling to give up. In the past, there were people who laughed and cried along the way, and there were people who gave warmth to them. There were people who leaned against their shoulders. However, that person was destined to accompany him through that short period of good times.    

    

Forget the past, that beautiful time, but it couldn't belong to him.    

    

Wiping away the tears in her eyes, Lin Xuemei quietly stood up. Today would be the end of the past and the beginning of a new life. She washed her face and picked up the plane by the table, "Help me book a flight ticket. Tomorrow flight..."    

    

"Xuemei, you finally agree to me? "You're finally willing to come with me..." The person on the other side of the phone was very happy. "I will definitely treat you well. I'll give you all my love. "    

    

"I only want to have a peaceful ordinary life. The child must be by my side." Lin Xuemei tried her best to hold back her sadness.    

    

"I know. I will let time prove everything." The person on the other side of the phone said carefully, "Can I go now?"    

    

... "" Lin Xuemei did not say anything. In her heart, she still did not want to accept it. She still did not want to face it. She still did not want to admit that all of this was real.    

    

"Then I will not disturb you. You should rest early. I will pick you up tomorrow." The person on the other side of the phone was a little disappointed. He knew that he still needed time to let Lin Xuemei accept him. He needed time to prove his heart.    

    

"Come over!" After hanging up the phone, Lin Xuemei turned around and walked into the bathroom. New things were going to start. The past, let it become the past forever. That beautiful memory turned into eternal memories. When she was old, she could treat it as a dessert in the afternoon.    

    

Looking at Qin Feng who was sleeping in her arms, Zhou Ningmeng gently hung up the phone and sent a text message at the same time: The wrong person did the wrong thing at the wrong time, but this mistake made the past beautiful. We are forever friends!    

    

I wish you well!    

    

Turning off the phone, Zhou Ningmeng gently covered the two of them with the blanket. The corner of her mouth finally revealed a sweet smile. This was the beauty she wanted. This was the life she wanted!    

    

Tomorrow would continue, but she was no longer troubled. There was nothing more important than Qin Feng returning to her side.    

    

In her heart, the old master's words sounded again.    

    

The realm of letting go: Subhuti has no trees, and the mirror is not a stage. There is nothing to begin with, and there is no dust to be stirred up.    

    

A calm heart: The glory and humiliation remain unchanged, the smile on your face as you watch the flowers bloom and fall in front of the court, leaving and leaving unintentionally, looking at the clouds and clouds in the sky.