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I looked around. There was no third person.
Was she the one who asked that question?
"What is it? fell in love with me? " Seeing how I was looking at her with a questioning look, Zhou Bing Jie didn't turn around. Her face was getting redder and prettier, but her tone was full of ridicule.
I was stunned!
This little girl actually asked this question. Ah, but he managed to get the truth out of me. I, I, alas, how could I ever hold my head up in front of her again?
My mind was in a panic, as if someone else had caught it. I didn't dare face her, so I lowered my head to eat.
"Hey, why aren't you talking? Have you fallen in love with me? " Zhou Bing Jie didn't plan to let me go, so she continued to ask. Even though I was eating with my head down and couldn't see her face, I could feel that she must be teasing.
"Love it! Love! I just love you, okay? " After being questioned by her in such a manner, I felt embarrassed. I suddenly became ruthless and spoke without caring about anything else. However, he was still a bit worried, so he just lowered his head to eat.
If he said he didn't love the little girl in front of him, that would be lying to him. Such a beautiful, kind, and intelligent woman, if he did not love her, then that man would be like a pig! Of course I'm not a pig!
But to completely accept this beautiful little girl was truly difficult. Not to mention whether I was qualified or not, because I had no money, no career, and I was still working on three meals a day, and I barely had time for her to rest and worry about me all the time. More importantly, I didn't have the capital. Although I'm young, but it seems like I already have two girls in my life, the spiritual son, Zhou Yajie, one active, one passive, and they're all already with me; there's also a girl who wants to be my girlfriend, my former beauty boss, Zhu Dantong, has been waiting for me bitterly, and I just agreed to have a couple of friends with her! With these women, I can no longer truly accept, wholeheartedly love Zhou Bing Jie, and give her all the happiness.
I have always believed that love and acceptance are two different things. I love her, but I can't accept her.
At the thought of this, I was suddenly speechless again, so I continued to eat in silence. In his heart, however, he flipped over the bottle. There were all kinds of flavors, but he couldn't tell which one was the most distinct.
"Heh, you've fallen in love with me, right? How about it? Was the smell of 'moistening things without sound' great? "Well, tell me, when did you fall in love with me?" Zhou Bingjie's voice rang in my ear again. The more I felt her teasing, the more I refused to look up.
"Oi, Lucky brat, since you said you love me, then raise your head and use your eyes to look straight into my eyes. Do you want to tell me again and again?" Seeing that I still kept my head down, Zhou Bingjie continued to pursue the matter, not giving up until she had achieved her goal.
Of course I wanted to do that, like in the movies, when the hero looks fondly at the heroine, looks into her beautiful eyes, and says, I love you! Then...
Pui!
It was a movie.
At the moment, I don't dare.
Hmph, it's not that I don't want to, it's that I don't dare. No, it wasn't that he didn't dare to, it was that he couldn't! Because I already have a woman behind my back. If I continue to do this, it will be unfair to Zhou Bingjie. Because I loved her, I could only step back.
Of course, I was still eating with my head down, but my heart was in pain.
"Coward!" After waiting for a while, he saw that I still didn't raise my head. Zhou Bingjie grumbled. My hearing is good, but the content is clearly these words.
Ah? She said I was a coward? What did that mean?
I looked up at Zhou Bingjie. However, it was as if nothing had happened to Zhou Bingjie. Not even a blush could be seen on her face as she focused on eating her breakfast.
Am I hearing things? It seemed impossible. However, looking at the situation in front of him, he feared that there really was such a possibility.
"Well, I knew you were going back to Jing Chu in the next two days, so I prepared some gifts for my sister and for the other sisters. You can take them with you." Before I could think about it more carefully, Zhou Bingjie introduced me. I finally didn't say anything, nor did I think much about it. I gave Zhou Bingjie a deep look and solemnly nodded my head, indicating that I understood what she meant.
After breakfast, I took her to school as usual. However, today, I quietly helped her pack more luggage.
"What are you doing?" Zhou Bing Jie was surprised to see me doing this.
"It's nothing!" I thought for a moment. In my mind, I couldn't erase the image of the two men I saw last time. I softly said, "The few days I left Shanghai, you should sleep in the school dormitory. Don't sleep here."
Zhou Bingjie gave me a meaningful look. She seemed to understand my mood, but also seemed to enjoy my concern. She nodded.
After leaving her school, I went back to the rented apartment to get presents and gifts and went to the Shanghai railway station alone. There are too many trains from Shanghai to Jingchu, Nanwei Province. Originally, I planned to go straight to the train station to buy a temporary ticket. I'm not like Zhou Yajie who is willing to give up on me. I just want to buy a ticket. However, before he and Zhou Bingjie left, Zhou Bingjie magically pulled out a train ticket. She was lying prone on the ground, waiting for the train to start at around 11 a.m. on the same day. I looked at Zhou Bingjie in surprise. The previously calm Zhou Bingjie's face turned slightly red. When she saw me looking at her like this, she smiled slyly. My heart was sweet, of course, but I was in great pain. However, that smile was deeply imprinted in my mind. To this day, for example, I was still thinking about her last smile. Those eyes were clearly full of love, but they were also incomparably sour. I didn't know if I could read her eyes, but I felt that way about her smile!
I don't know how I got on the train, how I slept in my bunk, and finally how I got to Jing Chu. In any case, he felt like he had just lost something, like he had no backbone. Finally, my cell phone received a text message, but told me to pay attention to safety on the road, only then put down the million thoughts in my mind. That message was sent by Zhou Bingjie, her voice was warm. I felt a distinct jolt in my spirit, and I came back to my senses to clear my mind and think carefully about how to develop my career.
I arrived at Jingchu at a little over ten the next morning. I had intended to inform them about my spiritual son, Ying Zi, Zhou Yajie and a few others by phone, but after thinking for a while, I decided against it. When I appeared in front of them all of a sudden, it would be better if I could give them a surprise. But when I got off the train, I was surprised to find that there was a familiar beautiful figure on the platform.