Strongest Guard

On a sunny day of a certain year, when the weather was clear and cloudless and cool, I received good news.    

    

My little sister has used her actual actions to prove to the world that she is a qualified, proud descendant of a dragon. In the face of the evil of another race, for the safety of her 16 compatriots, she had to bear the shame, even though it seems like she is the leader of those gangsters. After a battle of wits and courage, she escaped from danger with the help of the blood of Fu Su and other brave warriors.    

    

There were sixteen hostages in addition to her, not a single one was missing.    

    

Unfortunately, I couldn't be there, proud, cheering, even worshipping my sister.    

    

— —    

    

On a certain day of a certain year, on this Monday, the south wind was at its third to fourth levels, and the entire Qingshan City was filled with joyous scenes.    

    

If he said this, perhaps it was a little empty, but it was true for the Qingshan Hotel.    

    

Lots, lots of people, gathered in the hotel parking lot at six thirty in the morning, looking forward to their hero, my dear little sister, arriving early.    

    

To tell the truth, I feel a great sense of loss at this moment. That's why I was the center of attention no matter where I was before. But the main character today can only be Tongtong.    

    

I was lost and jealous of her.    

    

Most of the time, he was feeling overjoyed.    

    

Today belonged to Tongtong. Her glory had surpassed everyone present.    

    

I slipped away in disappointment and envy.    

    

Because, I was afraid I wouldn't be able to control myself, so I rushed up to the stage and grabbed her by the neck, and shouted, You punk, what are you proud of? Luckily, Sister Xin, I am a woman. If I were a man, I would definitely do something to you.    

    

Hehe, I have such feelings, thoughts, isn't it laughable?    

    

There's no helping it, I'm a woman.    

    

Weren't women supposed to be like this?    

    

He couldn't stand the fact that his good sister's limelight overcame his, so he could only gnash his teeth in secret …    

    

— —    

    

Today, Friday, the weather is good.    

    

People always say that on good days, the mood will be good, and good things will happen.    

    

But what did I encounter today?    

    

I actually mistook the liquor and got pushed onto the sofa by a duck. From ten in the evening to early in the morning …    

    

When I woke up, I was furious.    

    

I swear, I will find him and kill him. I will tear him into a thousand pieces!    

    

But why, as I lay in my bed, full of pain, staring at the ceiling and gnashing my teeth, was I always struck by a wave of palpitations to remember that feeling?    

    

Could it be that I still hope to be crazily trampled by that duck even after I got heavily injured?    

    

I was so scared.    

    

Who can save me from this irresistible pain?    

    

— —    

    

Today!    

    

Today, Tongtong actually told me that the scum that defiled Sister Xin's innocence was her Little Nephew, and also her fiance!    

    

God, everyone, please allow me to swear.    

    

I want to shout three times at the sky, at this land, at this man, at this demon and god, and this grass, grass, grass!    

    

I don't know what to do.    

    

How could the scum that defiled my innocence be my little sister's fiancé?    

    

How can I kill him?    

    

That's my sister's fiancée.    

    

But he actually spurred his horse to gallop me!    

    

F * ck, f * ck, f * ck!    

    

Kill him, or not kill?    

    

God, tell me, what am I going to do?    

    

Pain, loss, and deep sadness.    

    

— —    

    

Today was yet another sunny day.    

    

I found myself hating good days.    

    

Damn, when Scumbag Lee told me and Tongtong to follow him to the south, I was very happy.    

    

God knows, I already knew that the two of them were made from heaven and earth. I'll go with them, it's just a super huge electric light bulb, but I'm still very happy.    

    

I like being with him.    

    

But I never dared to think about why I liked being with Scumbag Lee.    

    

Perhaps, Zhang Ailing's words can solve my doubt. Men conquer women through...    

    

I may have been conquered by him.    

    

But I didn't dare show it, because Scumbag Lee is my best sister's fiance, my brother-in-law. I am his sister, his sister-in-law.    

    

I was even more afraid that Tongtong would discover that I might have been conquered by him.    

    

The pain was indescribable, a feeling that he had to conceal the truth of his heart.    

    

On one side is the best sister, on the other side is the knight who needs me to worship, I can only ask for one.    

    

To choose a Knight was to betray Tongtong.    

    

Choosing Tongtong and betraying myself.    

    

Was he betraying Tongtong, or betraying himself?    

    

This question was even more difficult than being questioned by a man's girlfriend, causing both her and her mother-in-law to fall into the river. It was also harder for a man to choose who to save first.    

    

Naturally, it was more painful.    

    

Fortunately, Scumbag Lee used his foolish actions to make me make a choice!    

    

He actually pushed my head into the water in front of Tongtong, wanting to drown me.    

    

Because he thought I was the one who had ruined his collaboration with the elves.    

    

How could I do that?    

    

I am a sister to Tongtong. He is a knight that I long to ride. No matter how heartless I am, I cannot destroy his career.    

    

But he thought he was going to drown me.    

    

At that moment, I saw the Fengdu City at the end of the Road to River Styx. I saw the gates to hell, and I saw the Resurrection Lily blooming on both sides … I knew I was going to die, drowned in the water by my knight.    

    

Tongtong came.    

    

My best sister, save me.    

    

At that moment when Tongtong hugged me, no one knew that my view of love had changed.    

    

I may still love men, but I also love women.    

    

After coming back, I thought about it for a very long time. I was also afraid of it for a very long time. After all, after I realized that I suddenly liked women, I knew that it was a kind of sickness.    

    

I want to change myself. I have to change.    

    

I, Helan Xiaoxin, am a standard Heaven's Pride Girl. I can only have my own Knight — and I ended up liking women. What's wrong with that?    

    

The night was already very, very deep.    

    

Tongtong and Scumbag Lee didn't come back.    

    

The thought of the two of them together while I was alone in my room made me want to destroy the whole world.    

    

This indescribable madness completely destroyed me and drove me slowly into Tongtong's bedroom.    

    

My tears were flowing, my hands were shaking, but I finally picked up Tongtong's stockings and curled up on her bed, closed my eyes, and enjoyed the scene of hugging her.    

    

I understand, I'm finished.    

    

I've fallen.    

    

I am no longer Helan Xiaoxin who is emotionally pure. I have become a bad woman!    

    

I cried for a long time. It was already dawn, and the tears were still flowing.    

    

— —    

    

How many days have I not slept soundly?    

    

All these nights, I've been thinking about how I can extricate myself from this unhealthy obsession.    

    

I don't want, don't want, don't want to see Tongtong, want to embrace her.    

    

I increased the amount of poison!    

    

I hope this white devil can make me only like men, not in bed every night, do that kind of tears ugly thing.    

    

I had to change myself and try to give all my love to a man first.    

    

Who was he looking for?    

    

Other than Scumbag Lee, who else could I look for?    

    

Who else could it be?    

    

I, Helan Xiaoxin, am not someone who can be tasted by anyone with a pair of jade-like arms and a pair of red lips.    

    

However, Tongtong would definitely not be willing.    

    

No matter how good a relationship we have, it's not as good as giving our man away to share, even though she once said we shared a husband and wife.    

    

That was a joke, but it was also bullshit.    

    

Do you really think I can't tell that Sister Xin is staring at me viciously sometimes?    

    

But I don't have any other choice. I've said it before, Sister Xin, I'm not a man who anyone can marry. Since I've been tainted by Scumbag Lee, the man I entrusted with the task of turning me into a normal person can only be him.    

    

I'd rather have a husband with Tongtong!    

    

I would rather be small for Scumbag Lee!    

    

So, I must take him to the Southern Frontier.    

    

I hope that on the journey to Southern Frontier, he can make me into a normal woman.    

    

As long as I can become a normal woman, when I come back, I'll ask for punishment on Tongtong's behalf.    

    

— —    

    

Waiting was painful.    

    

Why is it that time has passed so slowly, and that it is not yet the date of the Southern Frontier trip?    

    

I grit my teeth and risked my life to increase the number of white powder.    

    

However, the white devil didn't give me what I wanted.    

    

It was even more cruel, and it was taken away …. I can be a mother.    

    

When I first started work this morning, I was sick to my stomach.    

    

I thought maybe I was pregnant.    

    

I hesitated and secretly rejoiced.    

    

I had never intended to be a mother before.    

    

But when I might be a mother, I felt I was a normal woman.    

    

The period of joy didn't last long.    

    

When the hospital came out, I knew I'd been abandoned by the world.    

    

Hehe, just as I was about to die from grief, I overheard my little sister call Dean Lv and ask him to help forge a case for Scumbag Lee. As a result, she refused to come and visit my Southern Frontier.    

    

Tongtong, why are you so cruel?    

    

Your man made me psychotic, made me increase my drug resistance, and ended up losing the right to be a mother. However, you don't care at all. You're just racking your brains and don't allow me to get close to Scumbag Lee.    

    

Tongtong, you're only on guard against me, why aren't you on guard against other women?    

    

Do you know that Sui Yueyue, who you drove out of the Kaihuang Group before, was your fiance's Thirteen Milk?    

    

Furthermore, you should not forget the fact that your man was once a Jindi Club Red Duck!    

    

Why don't you mind him fooling around with so many women?    

    

But he's alone, he's in charge of me!    

    

Why?    

    

I, Helan Xiaoxin, am your best sister.    

    

In order to help you, I've dug out my heart for you to see!    

    

What about you?    

    

He was still cold to me and ignored me.    

    

I hate you.    

    

Little girl, I'm really going to kill you!    

    

I want to kill you.    

    

But... No.    

    

I lowered my head dejectedly as tears dripped onto the letter. Listening to the cheers from deep within my heart, I realised that Tongtong was your best sister and her fiance was your true man. How could you kill her just because she was on guard against you?    

    

Kill, but not kill.    

    

If I don't kill you, who else can I tell?    

    

Tongtong, tell Sister Xin, what should I do?    

    

Tears were still running down his cheeks, wetting the paper.    

    

— —    

    

After reading the last word, Yue Zitong placed the five fingers of her trembling right hand on the diary and gently stroked the teardrops on it.