C454 The hardest thing is still the debt of feeling
C454 The hardest thing is still the debt of feeling
The two of them walked along a street by the sea. They didn't say anything for a long time.
This kind of feeling was very awkward, Xia Lei had something to say in his heart, but he didn't know how to begin.
After walking forward for a bit, Xia Lei stopped in front of a pavilion, "Ru Yi, let's sit down for a bit."
"Yes." Jiang Ruyi lightly nodded, and did not say anymore words. She and Xia Lei sat on a bench together, then looked at the distant ocean. It was still quiet, but her eyes couldn't hide the sorrow in them.
She knew why Xia Lei was looking for her. The matter of Xia Lei's engagement with Shentu Tianyin had been stirred up by the media, and in this era where news of this sort of thing was spread like wildfire, it was impossible for her not to see it.
"What will he say to me?" A bitter smile appeared on her lips, "Do I still care how he speaks to me? What's the point? "
"Ruyi ?" Xia Lei finally spoke, but there was only one form of address.
Jiang Ruyi took a deep breath and forced a smile, "If you have something to say, say it. "You have always been a straightforward person and have always had a mind of your own. Why are you stuttering today?"
Xia Lei was silent for a moment, then said: "I'm about to marry Shentu Tianyin."
Jiang Ruyi's eyes were filled with tears, the smile on her face was still there, she frantically said: "En, bless you guys, I ? ? I knew you'd be together. "
"I'm sorry." Xia Lei did not dare to look into Jiang Ruyi's eyes.
"Hur hur." Jiang Ruyi forced a smile, "Why are you apologizing to me? You didn't do anything wrong, I just... "But ?"
She could not continue.
Xia Lei braced himself and said: "I know what you think of me, but I ?"
"I know, we are too familiar with each other. You don't feel anything for me." Jiang Ruyi was finally unable to hold back the tears from the corner of his eyes, and let them slide out. If I hadn't bullied you when I was young and bathed naked in the river, you probably wouldn't have felt that I was too familiar with it, right? "
"Ru Yi, I ?" Xia Lei didn't know how to reply.
"Forget it, what's the use of saying all this now?" You are about to marry Shentu Tianyin, I wish you two the best. " Jiang Ruyi wiped the tears from the corner of his eyes. His heart shattered, yet he still forced a smile.
Xia Lei said softly, "Ru Yi, you'll definitely find a man more outstanding than me."
"Fuck you!" Jiang Ruyi suddenly said.
Xia Lei was startled, he did not understand why Jiang Ruyi would have such a reaction.
Jiang Ruyi punched Xia Lei ruthlessly, "If someone else were to say something like that to me, I won't feel anything wrong. But when you said that to me, you found it. A man more outstanding than you, why don't you point it out for me? I'll marry him right away. "
Xia Lei shook his head and laughed bitterly.
"Shentu Tianyin, she really is a lucky woman." Jiang Ruyi said in a faint voice, "When are you going to get married?"
Xia Lei said: "The wedding ceremony will be held on the 29th of the Moon, but his father told us to get the certificate in the next few days. I came back this time to deal with this matter. "
"Her dad is really impatient, afraid that you will be hooked away by another woman." Jiang Ruyi said in a sour tone.
Xia Lei laughed bitterly, "Ru Yi, you know that I'm not that kind of man."
"It's because of you that I like you. It's because of you that Shentu Tianyin married you. "It's really because of you that ?" Jiang Ruyi was choked with sobs, she could not continue any further, so she suddenly threw herself into Xia Lei's embrace and started crying loudly.
Xia Lei hugged her lightly, patting her back. He wanted to comfort her, but he didn't know how.
After crying for a while, Jiang Ruyi felt better, but she did not leave Xia Lei's embrace, but went close to his ear, "I ? I'll wait for you another five years. "
What a sad promise.
A woman's most precious time was only a few years and ten years. She had been waiting for him since she was a young girl, and now she had to wait for him for five years. In another five years, she would be a leftover girl!
"Ru Yi, there's no need for you to treat yourself like this. Really, I ?" This promise was too heavy for Xia Lei to accept.
Jiang Ruyi looked at Xia Lei with teary eyes with determined eyes, "This is none of your business. I've fallen in love with you, other than you, how can I fall in love with another man? I would like to wait for you, even if you will never be with me. "
"This is unfair to you. Ru Yi, you ?"
"Love cannot be measured by fairness. If you pity me, then come visit me and my parents when you return to the Hai Zhu. I am satisfied. " Jiang Ruyi said.
What did he just say?
Xia Lei thought.
"You're going to be married, you're going to be the husband of another woman, and now you're not. "I've been waiting for you for so many years, you ?" Jiang Ruyi closed his eyes, "Can you kiss me once?"
Xia Lei hesitated for a moment, but in the end, he still went over and kissed Jiang Ruyi's cherry lips. Her red lips were bright and tender, tinged with tears.
The moment Xia Lei's lips touched it, his body froze and he was unable to move. However, in the blink of an eye, she had taken the initiative to pry open Xia Lei's lips, and used her lilac tongue to wrap around Xia Lei's tongue. If this was the only kiss between his and Xia Lei, then she would not be satisfied with this kiss. It was just a shallow kiss, she wanted the warmest tongue kiss!
After a few minutes, until his tongue went numb, Jiang Ruyi finally released Xia Lei.
"Remember my words, I will always be waiting for you. I love you! " After throwing down those words, Jiang Ruyi turned and ran.
A tear flew up from Jiang Ruyi's face and floated along with the wind to Xia Lei's face. This tear was like a spell that froze Xia Lei's body on the bench. He originally wanted to chase after Jiang Ruyi, but he did not take that step in the end.
What could he say when he caught up?
If he caught up, could he still stay with Jiang Ruyi instead of marrying him?
Love is like this, sometimes it's honey wine, sweet and intoxicating. Sometimes it is a wound in the soul, incurable.
No matter who he chose, someone would be happy and someone would be hurt. This was an unsolvable problem, and not even God could help him.
Jiang Ruyi's figure disappeared from her sight, but Xia Lei was still sitting blankly on the bench. In his heart, he was repeatedly chewing on the words that Jiang Ruyi had whispered into his ear ? ? Love cannot be measured by fairness. If you pity me, then come visit me when you return to the Hai Zhu, to visit my parents. I was satisfied.
In the end, he shook his head and smiled bitterly, "She is hinting to me that even though I am married to Shentu Tianyin, can I still be with her? "This hint, I ?"
Jiang Ruyi gave this hint. It seemed simple, as long as he took that step. But the problem was only that one step, if he were to carry Shentu Tianyin and have a secret affair, wouldn't he become a two-handed boat?
Such a decision really required courage and wisdom.
"Forget it, I'll think about it in the future." After thinking about it, the problem had not been resolved. Instead, it gave Xia Lei a headache, and he gave up. He got up and left the pavilion, ready to go home and have a look.
That home no longer had anyone living there anymore, but to him, it carried far too many things, and was a true home to return to.
Driving home, nothing had changed.
Xia Lei took off his jacket and cleaned the house.
While cleaning his bedroom, he suddenly found a chewed piece of gum lying on the floor. When he saw the piece of gum, he was stunned for a moment and then laughed again. Next time, I must tell Ye Liena. Even if it's a message, it has to be hygienic. "
He opened the chewing gum and found a slip of paper hidden inside.
On the note was Xia Changhe's notes, which said: I received the news that An Xiuxian contacted the hitman organization. Right now, I don't know who accepted this business, but the person who has come is definitely not simple, be careful. I'm going to Korea. Do not think.
"An Xiuxian, in Russia you bought me for murder. In the capital you colluded with Gu Kewen to kidnap my fiancee from the CIA. I didn't even have time to settle the score with you, and now you want to buy a killer to kill me? Alright, since you want me to die so much, then I won't let you live anymore.
Some grudges could only be settled when one died.
Ring, ring, ring...
His phone suddenly rang.
Xia Lei looked at the caller ID and took a deep breath. When the anger in his heart had subsided, he picked up the phone, his voice very gentle, "Tian Yin, what's the matter?"
"Where are you?"
"At home cleaning."
"Oh, you're really diligent. Do you need my help?" Shentu Tianyin said with a smile.
"Hur hur, why didn't you say so earlier, I'm almost done cleaning."
"Hehehe." Shentu Tianyin also laughed, "Then come to my house, we are going to get married. Everyone in my family said that they want to meet you, and we will have a feast together."
"Mm, alright. I'll be right there." Xia Lei said.
"I'll wait for you at home." Shentu Tianyin said: "Oh right, I have already contacted An Jinjian."
Xia Lei's heart was moved, "What did he say?"
"His attitude is very hard, and he won't give in. He also mentioned you, and he said, "You..."
"What did he say about me?"
"He said you were a thief and stole his Sword of Attila. If you want to negotiate, he wants you to return the sword to him. " Shentu Tianyin said.
Xia Lei said: "Is this his condition?"
"Yes, but you don't have to bother with him." He doesn't have many chips he can use to challenge me, so I can handle it. " Shentu Tianyin said.
Xia Lei said: "When are you going to negotiate?"
"Tomorrow, I'll be at the clubhouse."
Xia Lei was silent for a moment, "I'll come over now, then we'll talk about tomorrow."
"Mm, I'll wait for you at home ?" "Give me a kiss." Shentu Tianyin said.
Xia Lei kissed the phone, then hung up.
The note paper burned in the basket and was quickly reduced to ashes.
"An Jinjian, you have to face people from our Xia Clan. Our Xia Clan is not someone you can bully just because you want to!" Xia Lei said in an ice-cold voice.
The two men from the Xia family, one of them was a veteran agent from the FA organization, and he was the trump card of the 101 bureau!
In this world, whoever wanted the life of a member of the Xia family would have to place their life on the gambling table!