C779 Don't Reject Me
C779 Don't Reject Me
How could Jian Xi be willing to listen to Qu Yichen? At this moment, she only wanted to be as far away from Qu Yichen as possible! She struggled again. Jian Xi just woke up, and when she was deep in the mountains, her body was always good and bad at times. Qu Yichen basically did not need much strength. He suppressed Jian Xi to the point that she could not move.
Seeing Qu Yichen getting closer and closer to her, when their heads were about to touch, Jian Xi shouted in fear. "Stop! Stop!"
Qu Yichen heard Jian Xi's words and stopped in midair. There was only one finger's distance between the two of them before they touched! Looking at Qu Yichen who was very close to her, Jian Xi did not even dare to take a deep breath. She was afraid that the air she breathed in would be contaminated by her aura. It would infect Qu Yichen.
She looked at Qu Yichen's black eyes, as if there were countless things she wanted to say to him. Although he did not say a single word, Jian Xi seemed to understand. He understood Qu Yichen's intentions and his determination. The whirlpool of affection caused Jian Xi to sink into it.
However, she forgot about her tightly shut breath until her face turned purple. Jian Xi was still immersed in Qu Yichen's eyes, unable to extricate herself. On the contrary, when Qu Yichen saw Jian Xi's face, he was shocked and hurriedly raised his body. Immediately, he saw Jian Xi breathing heavily.
"Am I that good-looking? I can't even breathe when I look at her?" Qu Yichen said in a joking manner.
"You are too narcissistic, I am just..."
Before Jian Xi finished her words, Qu Yichen said it. "You are just worried that AIDS will spread through your breathing?" His words were a question, and his tone was very certain.
Qu Yichen couldn't help but reach out and rub Jian Xi's hair. "Why don't you think about it? If you really get infected through breathing, how can those AIDS patients work normally in society?"
After Qu Yichen's reminder, Jian Xi also remembered that AIDS did not spread through the air, but through blood or other AIDS patients' liquids. "I just forgot about it for a moment."
But after Qu Yichen's joke, Jian Xi originally had a heavy heart. The thick layer of clothing that was wrapped by her seemed to have been broken. Although that feeling of guilt still existed, it made Jian Xi relax a lot.
"Jian Xi, I don't want my feelings for you to become a burden to you. I am willing to give it to you. Just accept it." Qu Yichen turned Jian Xi's shoulder over and faced him face to face as he spoke with deep affection.
Jian Xi saw Qu Yichen's serious determination, but seeing that he was so close to her, Jian Xi was still worried and afraid. She quickly reached out and pushed Qu Yichen away. "Speak when you speak. Don't come so close to me."
Although Qu Yichen really wanted to mess with Jian Xi, if he did not resolve the guilt and negative energy that filled Jian Xi's heart at this moment, Qu Yichen was really worried that once the restriction was lifted, Jian Xi would immediately hide. Then wouldn't everything he did become useless?
After being pushed away by Jian Xi, Qu Yichen did not listen to Jian Xi's words. He was as far away from her as possible. He only slightly increased the distance between the two of them. "Jian Xi, look at me. Listen to me."
There were too many things to do, so Jian Xi needed some time to digest them. So even though Qu Yichen said so, Jian Xi still lowered her head. She refused to look at him. Perhaps she was afraid. She was afraid of Qu Yichen's feelings for her. She was afraid that she wouldn't be able to repay him, and that she wouldn't be able to respond to his sincerity.
When she first found out that Qu Yichen didn't even care about his life and death for her, on the one hand... Jian Xi was indeed frightened, but on the other hand, she was also touched by Qu Yichen's passionate feelings. At such a special moment, there was still someone who could accompany her. It allowed her to have an additional reliance when facing terminal illnesses.
"You have lived with Yu Lei for so long, you might have been infected. But you might not have been infected. So, before the result comes out, don't think too much! I know that you feel very guilty. You think that it's all your fault. But what I want you to know is, at a time like this, I would rather stay here with you than wait outside anxiously. That feeling will drive people crazy. "
"Even if I can't bear any responsibilities for you, I feel that it's worth it to be able to accompany you through these torturous days. So, don't reject me, Jian Xi! "
Qu Yichen's words kept ringing in Jian Xi's mind. It was as if he had been recorded. He kept replaying it. When she thought about the meaning of Qu Yichen's words, Jian Xi could not help but be stunned on the spot. There was no reaction for a long time. If it was not for the occasional blinking of his eyes, Qu Yichen might have thought that Jian Xi had fallen asleep with her eyes open.
Qu Yichen stretched out his hand and shook it in front of Jian Xi's eyes. "Sleeping?"
Jian Xi curled her lips and turned her head away from Qu Yichen. Instead, she looked elsewhere. Jian Xi did not know what kind of expression she should use to look at Qu Yichen when she heard his passionate confession. Even Jian Xi herself did not know. The corners of her eyes rose. It was as if she was filled with joy, sparkling and shining. Although it was only a hurried glance, Qu Yichen did not leave it behind. He could not help but be surprised.
Just a change in expression made Jian Xi seem like a different person. Her entire person was glowing.
"No!" Jian Xi said speechlessly.
After Jian Xi said that, the two of them suddenly became silent. Jian Xi could hear her own heartbeat and breathing. She could feel Qu Yichen's eyes staring at her. But she did not dare to turn her head to look at him. Her heart could not help but beat faster.
When she did not know what to do, Jian Xi's stomach suddenly growled. In this quiet atmosphere where even a needle could be heard clearly when it fell to the ground, Jian Xi felt the sound of her stomach. It was like a thunder on the ground and her face immediately turned red.
Qu Yichen also did not hold back and laughed in front of Jian Xi. The laughter was transmitted to Jian Xi's ears, causing her to feel even more ashamed that she could not lift her head. "Sorry, I forgot. You have slept for two whole days! You must be hungry!" Qu Yichen stood up from the bed and patted Jian Xi's head. "Sit here for a while. I'll cook some noodles for you first."
After Qu Yichen left, Jian Xi touched her head with a blank face. Why did she feel that Qu Yichen had touched her head so much today? But it could not be denied that Jian Xi did not feel like she was being treated as a child by Qu Yichen. Instead, she felt that her heart was very warm and she enjoyed it very much. It was as if her heart could still be comforted under his thick palm.