Don't Go Against My Mommy

It had been a long time since Soong Ze had stayed with Mei Shuang. He had no reason to stay with her before this. This time, he had given himself a reason to look for her.    

    

Soong Ze rubbed his temples. Recently, he had been under too much pressure. If Lin Yuelin hadn't come, he would have exploded.    

    

"Soong Ze, have you ever asked yourself if it was love or guilt for Mei Shuang?" Lin Yuelin felt that Soong Ze was trying his best to help Mei family, and he was also taking care of Mei Shuang. He was just like her little follower.    

    

"Why do you ask?" Soong Ze honestly didn't know either.    

    

"I suddenly feel that you might be courting death by yourself." Lin Yuelin really hoped that Soong Ze could be with Mei Shuang. After all, he had never had the chance to repay her for blocking Qin Fei's bullet last time. But Soong Ze's current expression was clearly saying that he treated Mei Shuang so well because of kindness and not love.    

    

Soong Ze still did not recognize his heart, which made Lin Yuelin feel very painful.    

    

"Soong Ze, you will definitely push Mei Shuang further and further away if you do this. You should know what Mei Shuang wants. Guilt is not love. The more careful you are with her, the more cautious you are with her. The more she thinks that you are taking her as your master, the more she feels that you are atoning for your sins. And then she keeps getting further and further away from you. " Lin Yuelin felt as if he had lost his direction in the maze of love. He could do nothing about it. He only reminded him a little, hoping that he would understand.    

    

Things like feelings were still separate. Everyone else could only give one suggestion. The problem between Mei Shuang and Soong Ze was to solve the problem. Soong Ze had to take the initiative to do so. Only then could this matter be resolved.    

    

In the past, when Mei Shuang looked at Soong Ze, her eyes were all sparkling with stars. But now, Mei Shuang basically did not look at Soong Ze. Even when she looked at her, it was as if she was looking at a stranger coldly.    

    

One of them did not take the initiative, and the other started to hide. If this continued, this relationship that had just begun to sprout would be destroyed.    

    

"Lin Yuelin, if you are not us, how can you understand the things between us? So you should not interfere in our matters. " Soong Ze did not wish for anyone else to mention the matter between him and Mei Shuang. Could it be that he did not know about his own matters? Soong Ze's tone was somewhat unfriendly.    

    

"Do you think I want to interfere with you guys? Mei Shuang is my niece. I think she is a good girl. Of course I want her to find her own happiness. Let her be happy and happy. What I said just now was from Mei Shuang's elder's point of view. I feel that I have the qualifications. Also, as your friend, I want to tell you that Mei Shuang is a good girl. If you like her, you have to express it. Don't miss such a good girl because of awkwardness." Lin Yuelin knew that Soong Ze was a little irritated right now, so he wouldn't continue discussing this matter with him.    

    

Looking at Lin Yuelin's back as he left, Soong Ze suddenly felt a little lost. What Lin Yuelin said wasn't wrong, it was because it was right that made him feel annoyed. Soong Ze hadn't been having a good time during this period of time. On the other hand, Mei Shuang no longer had a smile on her face. If they couldn't find a breakthrough in their relationship... The distance between the two of them could only get further and further.    

    

Soong Ze suddenly wanted to see Mei Shuang, regardless of whether she was willing to see him or not. In any case, he wanted to see her immediately. Previously, it was his hesitation that caused the two of them to delay so much time. This time, he wanted to use his actions to give Mei Shuang a sense of security.    

    

Soong Ze laughed somewhat self-deprecatingly. His feelings towards Mei Shuang still had some guilt. If it wasn't for guilt, he wouldn't be so frightened.    

    

"Shuang, do you still hate me?" Soong Ze murmured in a low voice.    

    

Lin Yuelin had walked far away. He suddenly turned his head and saw Soong Ze looking like he had lost his soul. However, he was a little relieved. His reaction indicated that he had heard what he said earlier. No one had ever made Soong Ze act like this in front of everyone. That was why she was confused when she was on the scene. He and Qin Fei both hoped that Mei Shuang and Soong Ze could be together, so he had to help them.    

    

Mei Shuang was originally a student, but after so many things had happened recently, she did not go to school. Of course, this made her very satisfied. Anyway, she was not very willing to go to school anyway, so she might as well stay at home.    

    

Furthermore, a lot of things had happened at home during this period of time. Her feelings were also very troublesome, so she was even less in the mood to go to school.    

    

When Soong Ze found Mei Shuang, Qin Fei was also there. The two of them did not know what they were talking about and were beaming.    

    

The awkwardness between women was all because of men, but Qin Fei did not have any improper thoughts towards her men. Furthermore, she wholeheartedly wanted to matchmake the two of them, so Mei Shuang had no reason to hate Qin Fei. Moreover, Mei Shuang had never met someone like Qin Fei who knew her partner so well. She had long regarded her aunt as her best friend.    

    

Although there was a huge difference in seniority between the two of them, their worldview was clear. Many things had the same opinion. There were also many people and things that they liked. Therefore, it was normal for them to become best friends.    

    

"Shuang, I didn't expect you to be so good at raising flowers. I used to think that raising flowers was like pouring water for no reason. Then, it would be better to just sunbathe. Hearing what you said, I feel that raising flowers is also a subject of knowledge. " Qin Fei thought that she was a crazy girl, but she did not expect that she would actually pay so much attention to details and the quality of life. She really admired it.    

    

Soong Ze had been standing not far away and did not dare to disturb her. Qin Fei and Mei Shuang had been chatting. They did not see Soong Ze at all and did not have any intention of greeting him either. This caused Soong Ze to lose all the courage he had spent so much effort to bring up.    

    

"Aunt, raising flowers is a very interesting thing. You can cultivate your emotions and also pass away your boring time." Mei Shuang loved to trick people into planting flowers with her.    

    

Qin Fei felt that these seemed to be the advertising slogan in the advertisement, so she nodded repeatedly. This was the first time Soong Ze saw the smile on Mei Shuang's face after such a long time. He originally thought that Mei Shuang had become an unhappy girl because of the things that happened during this period of time. It turned out that she was only so cold and aloof in front of him. Those cold and indifferent expressions were all made for him to see.    

    

Although this kind of understanding made Soong Ze's heart ache a little, it was mostly gratification. Only Mei Shuang was happy and that was the best thing.    

    

He really didn't know why he and Mei Shuang became like this. They clearly loved each other, but now they hurt each other.    

    

Soong Ze knew very well that he did not want to be the person in Mei Shuang's heart that was not important, nor did he want to be the person that only stayed in her life for a long time. He also did not want to continue loving and killing each other like this with Mei Shuang.    

    

Many things were difficult at the beginning. As long as he bravely took the first step, he would realize that everything was not that difficult.    

    

In fact, Mei Shuang already knew where Soong Ze was standing. She looked at him a few times, but did not say anything.    

    

Qin Fei's back was facing Soong Ze. Naturally, she could not see Soong Ze, but Mei Shuang was facing him. Soong Ze thought to himself, so Mei Shuang hated him like this. She did not even want to greet him.    

    

Soong Ze also did not say anything. He just stared at Mei Shuang. He just didn't believe that as long as Mei Shuang had him in her heart, she could ignore him to this extent.    

    

However, Soong Ze still underestimated Mei Shuang's stubbornness. She had been silent all along. In the end, it was Qin Fei who discovered him. Soong Ze's disappointment was written on his face. Anyone who was ignored by the person he loved would be so sad.    

    

"Soong Ze, when did you stand there?" No wonder Qin Fei felt that Mei Shuang was suddenly distracted. It seemed that Soong Ze had been standing behind her for a long time.    

    

The two of them did not greet each other, which gave her a headache.    

    

"Fei Fei." Although Soong Ze called Qin Fei by her name, his gaze had always been on Mei Shuang. She lowered her head and did not look at him at all.    

    

Qin Fei knew Soong Ze so well. One look and she could tell that Soong Ze was not here to find her but to find Mei Shuang. Since that was the case, as a third wheel, she should roll as far away as possible.    

    

"Shuang, I have to go back and try to plant flowers. I also have to try it with my children. I will go back to my room first. If I encounter any problems that I do not understand, I will come to you. " Although Qin Fei felt that the reason she found to leave was too obvious, she had no other choice now.    

    

"Alright." Mei Shuang did not have any reason to keep Qin Fei. Anyway, when she saw Soong Ze, her whole body was nervous and she did not know what to say anymore.    

    

Everyone forgave Soong Ze for such a long time. Only Mei Shuang did not forgive Soong Ze. But they all felt that Mei Shuang was willful and cold. She did not want to forgive anyone. They did not know that Mei Shuang did not blame him for her injury at all. Instead, she blamed him for treating her well because of atonement.    

    

She was clearly the one who was willing, but in the end, it turned out to be to obtain his sympathy.    

    

In a relationship, one must truly like it, just like the relationship between aunt and son-in-law. If a relationship was mixed with guilt, then this relationship could not go on for long. What she needed was Soong Ze's love, not Soong Ze's guilt.    

    

Mei Shuang looked at Qin Fei's fleeing back and felt a little flustered. After Qin Fei left, it meant that she had to face Soong Ze alone. She had not reached such a realm yet, so she did not dare to look at Soong Ze.    

    

"Shuang." Lin Yuelin had never taught her name so intimately.    

    

In the past, if Soong Ze had called her that, she would have been very happy. But now, no matter what he did, she felt that he was doing it to atone for his sins.    

    

Mei Shuang slightly raised her head and looked at Soong Ze as if she was looking at a stranger. She could not see any vivid emotions in his eyes. It was as if a stone had been thrown into a pool of stagnant water.    

    

This chapter is over.