C340 Without Qin Fei's New Year's Eve
C340 Without Qin Fei's New Year's Eve
However, this was something that couldn't be helped. Qin Fei wouldn't choose to stay in order to support the popularity of Soong's residence. Qin Fei shook her head and put away these unrealistic thoughts. The most important thing right now was to live a lively life in front of her. It wouldn't be a waste for her to abandon Qin Sheng and Lin Yuelin and come to Soong's residence.
When she thought of Lin Yuelin, her heart still ached. She didn't know what that awkward man was doing right now. Was he still angry with her?
After Qin Fei left, Lin Yuelin didn't feel good at all. He tore the couplets that he had carefully pasted on to pieces. The reason why he cared so much about a festival was because of Qin Fei. Now that Qin Fei had gone to Soong's residence to celebrate the New Year, he had no intention of celebrating. At this moment, the decorated Lin's residence was like a huge joke.
"Dad, don't be so sad. Mom promised me when she left. She will come back tomorrow at Soong's residence tonight," Qin Sheng saw that her dad was so sad and comforted him.
Although her mother was also very sad when she left, she knew that it was right for her mother to do so. Any kind woman would do such a thing. Moreover, her mother was already kind to the bone. Of course, she would not turn against others. After all, Uncle Soong had taken care of her for so long. He was also Soong Yuan's father.
Lin Yuelin did not even raise his head. At this moment, he did not want to talk to anyone.
It was a good year. His mother wasn't here, and his father didn't care about him. Qin Sheng felt especially lonely. She really hoped that her father and mother could reconcile. Their family could live happily together. This way, she would be able to have the beautiful dream of reuniting with her family when she was young.
Qin Sheng somehow thought of her younger sister. She seemed to be a little selfish. If she had a complete family, her younger sister would lose a complete family.
It seemed that there was really nothing in this world that was perfect for both worlds.
Qin Sheng's biggest wish in the past was to let her parents get back together, but now she was a little hesitant. These hesitations were all because of Soong Yuan. Her younger sister was still so young, how could she bear the fact that her father and mother were separated? If she had to build her happiness on her younger sister's pain, Qin Sheng really could not do such a thing.
But people were born selfish. Even if she was her older sister, and just an eight-year-old kid. She still wanted Qin Fei and Lin Yuelin to be together. They were truly in love. People who loved each other should be together.
Qin Sheng quietly thought in her heart, If Dad and Mom get back together, she will definitely be more good to her sister, and then she will also let Dad treat her sister very well.
Qin Sheng's mind was full of messy things, and Lin Yuelin's thoughts were very developed at the moment.
He was silent for a long time before he asked, "Sheng, tell Father honestly. During this period of time, did I take things too far? Your mother gave me a chance, so I should be grateful to her. But I still don't know how to be satisfied. I feel that I'm being a little too hasty. I'm afraid that I'll make your mother feel pressured. Then, I started to run away again. What do you think? "
Qin Sheng quickly shook her head," Dad, you are not wrong. You are not asking for an inch. Any man who faced his beloved woman would want to take it for himself. This was normal. If you do not have this kind of mentality, it means that you do not love your mother enough. I'm very happy that you have this kind of thought, and I'm also very happy that you love your mother. Dad, perhaps I hope that you and your mother can reconcile faster than you do... Hurry up and live together. That way, I'll have a complete home again."
What Lin Yuelin had done during this period of time had always been praised by Qin Sheng.
Lin Yuelin still asked uncertainly, "Sheng, don't you think my actions are wrong? Your mother is still Mrs. Soong now. This is called snatching away someone's love. Interrupting someone else's family, right? Even if I like Qin Fei, this will not change the fact that I am selfish. "
Lin Yuelin clearly knew that Qin Fei was Soong Ze's wife and that she had a child. However, because he could not let Qin Fei go in his heart, he kept harassing Qin Fei. He did not care if she was already married or not. Now that he thought about it, it wasn't just Qin Fei and Lin Yuelin who were involved. It would have a huge impact on Soong Yuan and Soong Ze. However, before that, he had never thought about it. In the end, all these responsibilities and troubles fell on Qin Fei. All of this needed Qin Fei to face and resolve.
If Qin Fei and Soong Ze divorced, it would not be a big problem for Soong Ze to marry again. But the blow to Soong Yuan might be a permanent shadow. In order to give his child a complete home, Lin Yuelin had to separate another child's complete home. This was selfishness.
Lin Yuelin looked at Qin Sheng. Qin Sheng really wanted Qin Fei and Lin Yuelin to get back together. If Soong Yuan would have such thoughts when she grew up, then where would Qin Fei go? Both sides were her own children. Her palms and hands were full of flesh. Qin Fei would definitely break down.
Lin Yuelin was not a heartless person. It was just that he really could not give up Qin Fei. That was his life. He could only try his best to compensate Soong Yuan and Soong Ze in the future.
Qin Sheng looked at her father in surprise. Could it be that her father thought of the same thing as her? Then did her father have her answer?
But regardless of whether he had an answer or not, Qin Sheng would not give an answer. Because if her father was selfish, then she was also selfish.
But if Soong Yuan grew up, she would not give up the opportunity to let her father and mother be together just because she was her elder sister, right? So everyone in this world was selfish. It was just that some people were willing to sincerely face their selfishness, while others were unwilling.
Both father and daughter slowly figured it out. No matter what happened, they could not give up on Qin Fei. Thus, their brows gradually relaxed.
Because they thought of so many things that were more complicated, it did not seem like Qin Fei going to Soong's residence to celebrate the New Year was a big deal. Anyway, it was still so long. They still had a lot of time to spend on various festivals together.
If the two of them had been together for a long time, how could they spend the rest of their time together?
After thinking it through, Lin Yuelin picked up the couplets from the ground and said with some regret, "I might still be too violent. How could I tear off the couplets that I wrote? Now it seems that I have to rewrite them."
"Dad, I'll help you. I can also write. Although the handwriting isn't as mature as yours, my calligraphy teacher said that my calligraphy has a lot of charm." Qin Sheng began to flaunt.
"Then did your teacher tell you that his calligraphy is slightly inferior to your father's?" Lin Yuelin said lightly.
Qin Sheng stuck out her tongue at her father.
This calligraphy teacher was found by her father. He was a very good friend of her father. He had told her that his father could do whatever he wanted the best. It would have been even better if Lin Yuelin had personally taught her how to write. This was because his calligraphy was more exquisite than his.
However, Qin Sheng was still very comforting. It was already a good skill that she could make her father feel better.
It was not easy for her eight-year-old child to do it. She still had to worry about whether her father and mother were in a good mood. Having a pair of annoying parents was really heart-burning labor.
Lin Yuelin's change had already surprised Qin Sheng. Ever since her mother left, her father had been changing. During the time she was hospitalized, because of her mother's company, his change was even more prominent. He was no longer that solemn and cold domineering CEO of the past. Many times, he would also smile warmly, and when he spoke too much, it would cause Qin Sheng to feel vexed.
But overall, Qin Sheng was still quite satisfied because Lin Yuelin was learning how to be a good father and the trend of development was getting better and better.
Qin Sheng and Lin Yuelin started a new year without Qin Fei. It seemed that it was not a big deal if Qin Fei was not there. The father and daughter could also play well.
Late at night, because Soong Yuan did not see her mother for a long time, she did not sleep with Soong Ze this night. Instead, she insisted on sleeping in her mother's arms.
In fact, other than missing her, there was another important reason. She was afraid that her mother would leave after she fell asleep, and then she would not see her mother for a long time.
Qin Fei understood her daughter's thoughts and her heart was filled with pain.
Qin Fei really did not seem like a good mother. Whether it was Qin Sheng or Soong Yuan, she would always ignore the true feelings in the depths of her heart because of the pile of lousy things behind her.
Soong Yuan did not know when she fell asleep but her small hands were tightly holding Qin Fei's and she was still mumbling intermittently, "Mommy is not... leaving, not leaving, Mommy."
At the beginning, Qin Fei did not hear what she said clearly and even specially put her ears close to her mouth to listen carefully. When she heard what she said clearly, Qin Fei's heart seemed to be torn apart.
A while ago, because Lin Yuelin was injured, Qin Fei's mind was completely on Lin Yuelin's heart. Thinking about the maid and Brother Luo taking care of her, she felt more at ease. Later on, Soong Ze had a car accident and there was only Qin Sheng and Soong Yuan at home. But Qin Sheng was worried about her father, so she spent most of her time in the hospital. Soong Yuan was the only child in Soong's residence. No wonder Soong Yuan was so angry this time. She was originally a child who liked to be lively. Leaving her alone in such a deserted room must have left a shadow in her heart.
Qin Fei was already used to having Lin Yuelin by her side to sleep, so when she returned to Soong's residence, she actually had insomnia. When she had insomnia, people would think a lot and think in a mess. Finally, she remembered the time when Luh Cheng went to the hospital to see Soong Ze.
It had only been two days since Soong Ze's accident, but Luh Cheng had already come to the hospital to see him.
Qin Fei originally had a lot of reliance on Luh Cheng. Previously, she had to take care of Lin Yuelin and Soong Ze. So she had always been a strong woman. When she saw Luh Cheng, she seemed to have vented her anger, and no longer pretended to be very powerful. Instead, she showed a tired look in front of him. Luh Cheng could give Qin Fei a feeling that he was trustworthy and reliable, which was why she let down her guard in front of him.
[This chapter is over]