C198 I Won't Go with You Anymore
C198 I Won't Go with You Anymore
"Why? Why didn't you tell me before?" Soong Ze was surprised with a trace of bitterness. He held Soong Yuan's hand tightly.
Soong Yuan was the laziest baby Qin Fei had ever seen. In her life, other than sleeping, she ate. She did not have Qin Mo and Qin Sheng who relied on her. As long as Soong Ze was around, she would not let her carry her. Furthermore, as long as Soong Ze was around, even if he had something to do, he could not hug her. She would rather sit on the ground and eat alone than let Qin Fei carry him.
Qin Fei did not come back for the whole night yesterday. Soong Yuan slept with Soong Ze and did not cry at all. Even though she did not see Qin Fei for so long, she did not show any signs of missing her now that she saw her.
Qin Fei thought of Sheng's reliance and compared it with this little heartless person. She really wanted to lift her up and spank her butt. But as long as Soong Ze was around, she could not even think of touching this little girl. Therefore, she always flaunted her power in front of Soong Ze.
"This is also out of my expectation. Anyway, I just don't want to go back." Qin Fei took out the things in Soong Yuan's hands and threw them into the rubbish bin.
Although there was still a Song Corporation company in B City, the headquarters had long moved to England two years ago.
"I want to know why?" Soong Ze had never thought that he would not be able to bring Qin Fei back after he brought her back.
He began to regret agreeing to Owen's invitation to the banquet.
He also regretted believing Qin Fei's words. She had said that the past would not affect her, but now she decided to stay. What else could it be if it was not related to the past?
Qin Fei knew what Soong Ze was thinking. In order to not let him misunderstand, she took a deep breath and explained, "Brother Song Ze, do you know what happened to me last night? A group of children surrounded Qin Sheng, saying that she was a wild child without a mother. They even hit her together. Do you know how I felt when I saw this scene? I really regret the two years I left. She clearly had a mother, so why did she have to suffer this kind of pain that she shouldn't have suffered?"
She also knew that her decision made Soong Ze feel awkward. After all, it was also because she wanted to go to England back then. Soong Ze moved the center of work to England. Now that he had a firm foothold there, she suddenly said that she wanted to come back.
Of course, Soong Ze did not need to make things difficult for her. In any case, she and him were just engaged. In Qin Fei's heart, the perfect husband and wife in the eyes of outsiders was only her good brother. In the past two years, she often appeared by Soong Ze's side. Many excellent women around him were afraid of him after knowing about Qin Fei's existence. If she stayed in the country now, then Soong Ze and her must be separated. In this way, Soong Ze might have more opportunities to get to know some women, which would be helpful to his life.
The biggest guilt Qin Fei felt towards Soong Ze was that he could have a good marriage, but he gave up because of her. Soong Ze always said that he was willing, but she could not bear it with a clear conscience.
"But Fei Fei..."
Soong Ze still wanted to say something, but Qin Fei decisively cut him off. "Brother Song Ze, don't say anymore. I have already decided. Before Sheng was six years old, I owed her father's love. After she was six years old, I owed her mother's love again. Brother Song Ze, I really don't want to miss Qin Sheng's growth anymore. I want to shoulder the responsibility of being a mother."
"Are you sure you are only doing this for Qin Sheng and not for other reasons? Don't you suffer a lot from him? You still want to make the same mistake." Soong Ze's face darkened, and he spoke coldly.
"Brother Song Ze, you have to believe me. I have decided to stay here because of Qin Sheng. I will be responsible for my own decision." Qin Fei actually lied. The reason why she decisively decided to stay here was because of Qin Fei. It was also because she had seen Mo once.
She felt that Qin Mo must be in B City. She wanted to stay here and see if there was a chance to see him again.
B City was a city full of stories, but the more stories there were, the more nervous she became. Qin Fei found that she had not been back for half a month. The state of mind that she had just returned had also changed. Everything had changed.
When Qin Fei came back, she was in high spirits, but the longer she stayed in this city, the greater the responsibility she felt.
To be honest, Qin Fei liked England more, but this was the place where she was born and raised. There was also her beloved daughter and son here, so she had to stay.
Soong Ze knew how stubborn Qin Fei was. How could he convince her?
He compromised and sighed. "Up to you." What was the use of saying so much now? He blamed himself for not bringing her back.
He had attended Owen's banquet last night. Halfway there, he received a call from his assistant in England saying that something had happened at the company. His assistant had already bought the flight ticket for today. Soong Ze originally wanted to go back with Qin Fei, but now he was afraid that he would have to fly alone.
Soong Yuan did not know that her father was about to leave, but she still looked at him and giggled. Qin Fei saw that Soong Yuan's mouth was full of grease and hid behind Soong Ze in disgust.
Soong Ze held Soong Yuan in his arms and kissed her greasy little mouth. "Little lover, daddy will take you to take a bath."
"Bubbles, so many bubbles. Take a bath." Soong Yuan was very happy when she heard he was going to take a bath. Every time she took a bath, she would see a lot of beautiful bubbles. She liked it very much.
Qin Fei was originally thinking that a person like Soong Ze would definitely not take care of a child. He might even not know anything. But she did not think that he would be more professional in taking care of children than she, who had already been a mother once. Many of her actions would be pointed out by Soong Ze.
Soong Yuan only admired Soong Ze. Sometimes, she cried so hard that she could not coax him. As long as Soong Ze casually told her a story, she would be able to sleep peacefully.
Qin Fei was really worried about what would happen if Soong Yuan cried and did not sleep after Soong Ze left.
She had no choice but to stop him.
After Qin Fei finished dealing with Soong Ze, it was almost time for school to end.
Today Soong Yuan was very obedient and actually wanted to come out of Qin Fei's embrace.
Qin Fei thought that this girl saw that she was too fat and decided to exercise and lose weight. In the end, she was attracted by a great green insect on the ground and her feet just touched the ground. She used her chubby fingers to poke the insect's head and butt.
Qin Fei almost vomited from disgust. She was afraid of this kind of crawling mollusk since she was young. Soong Yuan, this girl, was really a newborn calf that was not afraid of tigers.
Soong Yuan was good looking. The surrounding parents who were waiting for the children were attracted by her. They saw her squatting on the ground and playing with a serious expression. When they took a closer look, they saw that she was concentrating on playing with a green bug.
The faces of these parents changed and teased, "Your children's hobbies are really strange."
Qin Fei actually felt the same way.
But now Soong Yuan represented her image. She could not still agree with her words, right? But she couldn't deny the interests of her child. Maybe she would become a great biologist in the future.
So Qin Fei could only say nothing and just awkwardly smile.
Qin Fei came at the appointed time. She did not wait for long before the bell rang.
Because Qin Sheng had an agreement with Qin Fei yesterday, she knew that she was coming to pick her up. So after the class ended, the teacher was still arranging homework when Qin Sheng carried her schoolbag and rushed out of the classroom. Anyway, the teacher's homework would be sent to the housekeeper's phone every day.
Qin Fei was so beautiful, so Qin Sheng naturally saw her at the first moment.
"Mom, sister." Qin Sheng first saw the conspicuous Qin Fei and then saw Soong Yuan playing with insects at the side.
Qin Sheng shouted at the top of her lungs. She wanted everyone to know that she had a mother. Her mother was the most beautiful woman in the world.
It was obvious that she had achieved her goal. All the parents and children looked at Qin Fei. Other than admiration, there was also admiration, although Qin Fei had already accepted this kind of sound too much. But this was the first time she was being watched by a group of people, so her face turned red.
"Sheng, slow down. What if you fall?" Qin Fei forced herself to ignore the surrounding gazes and looked at Qin Sheng dotingly.
Qin Sheng had a foolish smile on her face.
When Qin Fei did not come back, Qin Sheng was intentionally learning from her father. He seldom smiled so he was very cool. Only a lot of people were afraid of him.
"What is little sister playing with?" Qin Sheng found that Soong Yuan was squatting on the ground and actually did not have any interest in her. However, she successfully attracted Qin Sheng's attention.
Soong Yuan's eyes only had this cute bug baby in her heart. How could she hear Qin Sheng's question? Even if she heard it, she did not have time to respond.
Of course Qin Sheng would not be angry with her younger sister, just like how Mo had never been angry with her before. She was her elder sister, so she should tolerate her. Moreover, her younger sister was really too young now. Perhaps she might not be able to understand her words.
This was the first time Qin Sheng had come into contact with Soong Yuan so openly and openly. As long as she looked at her, the love in her eyes would almost surge out.
She really could not help but touch her face, her hands, her mouth, all over her body. Soong Yuan's entire energy was on bugs, so she did not care who was molesting her.
Qin Fei was amused by the interaction between the two sisters, but she didn't stop them. Even if there wasn't her help between children, they would quickly get to know each other.
The children always left very quickly after school. In just a short while, the students had already left.
The previous situation was that Qin Sheng had been pulling on her sister's chubby face, while her sister ignored her actions. She was wholeheartedly playing with the caterpillars on the ground. When Qin Sheng had played enough, Soong Yuan had also played enough.
Qin Sheng saw that Soong Yuan wanted to pinch the caterpillar to death and quickly stopped her, "Sister, don't be like this. Our teacher taught us to love our nature. Every creature in nature has its own value."
Qin Fei looked at the two children talking so seriously and could not find any words to describe it.
[This chapter is over]