C238 This Time It Was a True Goodbye
C238 This Time It Was a True Goodbye
Lin Yuelin gently stroked Qin Fei's head with his chin. He seemed to be very fragile today. He wanted to confirm something, but he was afraid. His voice sounded hesitant and helpless. "Fei Fei, tell me what you really think. Do you still love me?"
Initially, Lin Yuelin felt that Qin Fei did not love him. After all, how could someone who could hurt him over and over again love him? However, her gentleness just now was not fake.
This was the first time Lin Yuelin asked such a direct question, making Qin Fei not know how to answer. If it was two days ago, she would definitely be able to say righteously that she did not love. But now that she knew so many things about him, she really could not say it no matter what.
Lin Yuelin could not get an answer, so he asked another question. "If it was someone you could easily answer, Fei Fei, do you hate me?"
Qin Fei shook her head violently.
She tried to hate Lin Yuelin in the past, but every time she hated him, she felt sad. And because she couldn't hate him, she had to stay away from him, or else her love for him would be awakened very soon.
Lin Yuelin expressed his feelings for her affectionately. "Fei Fei, I don't care if you love me or not. I love you. I love you from the past until now. If you leave me, I love you. If you stay in my arms, I love you. I've always loved you. "
The drunk Qin Fei could indulge, but the sober Qin Fei could not give any response. So she could only tightly bite her lower lip and say sorry again and again that it did not have any effect.
Lin Yuelin did not want to hear these three words at all. His voice already carried a sobbing tone. "Fei Fei, tell me what you want me to do before you are willing to forgive me."
Qin Fei's head drooped down more and more. Her heart was in a mess right now. She did not want to speak and did not want to give any reply.
Lin Yuelin looked at Qin Fei, who had remained silent, and said helplessly, No wonder my father said that it would be best if there were no feelings. It is a good thing. It was also the most terrifying thing in the world. It made me suffer a crushing defeat.
He let go of his hand. For a moment, he doubted his decision. But now, he felt that his decision was incomparably correct. Since Qin Fei could not forgive him and could not fall in love with him again, then he had to let her go.
This was for her and also for himself.
Qin Fei still had her back to Lin Yuelin. She jumped onto the sofa and slept. She curled her body into a small ball and hugged her shoulders tightly. She hoped that this method would give her a sense of security and not make her feel so uncomfortable.
No one could sleep well in such a broken night.
In the middle of the night, Lin Yuelin carried the breathing Lin Yuelin onto the bed. He sat on the sofa for the whole night. He knew that Qin Fei definitely did not want to see him on her bed the next day when she woke up.
The weather in Hainan these few days was very good. Soon it would be dawn, and soon the sun would be bright again.
The sound of the waves and the wind mixed with the noise of children playing and hitting the window woke the people who were still sleeping.
When Qin Fei woke up, she found that she was not sleeping on the sofa but on the bed. She looked at the sofa in shock. The man who was taller than the sofa was currently sleeping on the sofa.
Because he did not sleep well, the expression on his face was very conflicted, like a crumpled piece of paper.
Qin Fei's apology to Lin Yuelin last night had already spread to this morning. She did not wear shoes and walked quietly to Lin Yuelin's side. He did not sleep well, so his brows were locked.
Or perhaps she had troubled him. Qin Fei also wanted to help him clear his worries, but she could not.
Lin Yuelin felt the shadow above him and suddenly opened his eyes. "I did not expect you to wake up earlier than me today."
Lin Yuelin woke up so unexpectedly that Qin Fei was shocked. She looked at Lin Yuelin's face and was so embarrassed that she did not know what to say. She could only force out a sentence from between her teeth, "Lin Yuelin, good morning."
Lin Yuelin looked at her gently and smiled lightly. It was as if nothing had happened between the two of them last night, but there was still a faint red mark on his face.
Lin Yuelin sat up and said, "I will take you to the ends of the earth today."
That was the most famous scenery in Hainan. Although there was nothing strange about it, he just wanted to take her to take a look.
Today Qin Fei did not want to reject any of Lin Yuelin's requests, so she agreed without any hesitation.
Actually, today was already the fourth day. She did not need to accompany Lin Yuelin anymore. But she didn't know how to tell him.
How could Lin Yuelin not see what Qin Fei was thinking? He said with understanding, "Fei Fei, don't worry. I have already booked the flight back. At 4 PM. It will only waste your time from now to the afternoon. Consider it a gift of time for me. "
Lin Yuelin would not insist. As long as Qin Fei was really happy, he would let go.
Qin Fei was sad because of Lin Yuelin's words. She liked being with Lin Yuelin these few days. If they had been like this back then, the things that happened later would not have happened.
She and Lin Yuelin had fallen in love with the right person at the wrong time. In the end, they could only walk towards the impossible.
Lin Yuelin could only rely on his indifference to hide his sadness. "Let's go quickly. Otherwise, we won't be able to catch the flight in the afternoon."
When they reached the ends of the earth, the famous scenery was a pile of stones. Actually, there was nothing to see. But thinking that they would be leaving in the afternoon, she and Lin Yuelin would have to return to the bridge and return to the road.
Qin Fei and Lin Yuelin seemed to have discussed this beforehand. Neither of them had anything to say. They only looked at the rock, the sky, and the sea with empty eyes.
Lin Yuelin suddenly felt that it was meaningless. He suggested, "It's almost time. Let's go back."
Qin Fei replied faintly, Okay.
Qin Fei did not know what else she could say besides this word. She said she did not want to get close to him.
What a romantic phrase it was to go to the ends of the earth, but Lin Yuelin and Qin Fei quickly browsed it as if they had completed a mission. Then they left. This place didn't even have time to remember their figures. They could only see their lonely back as they left.
In the airport terminal, Qin Fei kept thinking about the scenes of her spending the past few days with Lin Yuelin. She did not think that she could have so many memories with Lin Yuelin in three days. These were things that she did not even dare to think about in the past. Lin Yuelin had actually turned it into reality in two days.
After boarding the plane, the two of them were still together. Qin Fei could not help but recall the first time she and Lin Yuelin met. No matter which flight Lin Yuelin took, he would meet the enthusiastic air stewardess, but Qin Fei did not interrupt him this time. She was not in the mood.
"Sir, the journey is long. Do you need a cup of coffee to wake you up?" The air stewardess's voice was a little sweet, which made Qin Fei very uncomfortable.
"No need." It was still an indifferent voice, so cold that it made people shiver.
All of this seemed to be arranged according to the script in the past, but this time Qin Fei would not have any interactions with him.
Lin Yuelin knew that Qin Fei was wholeheartedly thinking about Soong Yuan. Once the plane landed, he took the initiative to say goodbye to Qin Fei. "Fei Fei, you can go back. Soong Yuan is waiting for you at home."
Qin Fei looked up at Lin Yuelin who was not far from her. She wanted to say something but did not know what to say. In the end, she simply said, "Lin Yuelin, goodbye."
She bit her lips. She did not expect herself to be so stupid. She clearly did not want to say that. She clearly still wanted to see Lin Yuelin. This time, she found that she could still live harmoniously with him.
Lin Yuelin laughed self-deprecatingly. "Goodbye, Fei Fei."
This time, they really saw each other again.
This time, Lin Yuelin was the first to turn around and leave. He restrained the urge to turn around and hug her and left in large strides.
Qin Fei looked at Lin Yuelin's back as he left and felt so sad and resolute. Was this what she wanted? Why did she force Lin Yuelin to leave? She was not as happy as she had imagined. Instead, her heart felt as if it was being wrapped by some tight silk thread. It was so painful that her whole body felt like it was going to explode.
Qin Fei finally managed to calm herself down after much difficulty. When she was about to take a taxi home, a car stopped in front of her.
Of course, she knew that it was Lin Yuelin's car. She thought that she had returned and was about to greet him warmly, but the window rolled down. It was Mr. Mo. "Miss Qin, the CEO asked me to send you home."
Qin Fei's heart instantly fell to the bottom. It turned out that she had thought too much.
Since Lin Yuelin was not around, she did not want to sit in this car anymore. "No need, Mr. Wu. You can go back."
Mr. Wu looked at Qin Fei with some difficulty. "Miss Qin, the CEO told me to watch you enter the house. What you did made it very difficult for us."
Qin Fei knew that Lin Yuelin's orders were generally not to be disobeyed. He only looked at the result and did not care about the process at all. She thought about it and in order to not make the driver feel awkward, she reluctantly sat on it.
In fact, Lin Yuelin did not leave. He drove the car and followed behind Qin Fei's car.
Lin Yuelin himself was looking down on himself. He had clearly told himself that he would give up. He had clearly been rejected so many times, but there was no hope at all. However, he still wanted to get closer to Qin Fei. She was like the antidote to his madness, without her. He could not do anything.
He was the dignified president of Lin Clan, Lin Yuelin. He had always been begged by others. There was no time for him to beg others. When had he become so humble in front of Qin Fei? If love was always so painful, after Qin Fei, he would never want to fall in love with anyone.
Qin Fei did not know that Lin Yuelin was following behind her. She leaned back in her seat, exhausted. It seemed that Lin Yuelin really would not pester her this time. He should be happy. However, her heart was getting more and more stifled, accompanied by a suffocating pain.
[This chapter is over]