Don't Go Against My Mommy

C283 Will to Go It's Decided



C283 Will to Go It's Decided

Qin Fei hesitated for a moment, but then she said firmly, "Brother Song Ze, I don't have any desire for love anymore. I can't give you what you want. You still have a long future. You will meet a girl who loves you and you love her very much. You'll always forget about me, and live your own life well. "    

    

There had always been a question weighing on Soong Ze's heart. Now, he could finally ask it. "Fei Fei. We were clearly in love back then. Why did we let this misunderstanding continue to exist between us? Why didn't you try to love me again? You will realize that we are actually very suitable. "    

    

Soong Ze had always been unwilling to accept Qin Fei. He could not let go of the love he had for her. He did not even believe that Qin Fei did not have any feelings for him in the bottom of her heart. He originally thought that as long as he had enough time, he would be able to move Qin Fei again. But he did not expect Lin Yuelin to hurt Qin Fei's heart so badly that she could not open her heart to any man.    

    

Soong Ze felt very sorry for this love that could not be salvaged, but he really could not do anything about it.    

    

He was originally very happy that Qin Fei did not love Lin Yuelin anymore, but he gradually realized that she had sealed her heart. She no longer accepted any love. This should be the punishment. Back then, he had pushed her away so decisively and thoroughly. Why did she still retain her initial feelings for him?    

    

Soong Ze originally thought that he could just live like this with Qin Fei for the rest of his life, even if it was just for fame and not for real. It was just that Qin Fei could not accept such an arrangement. She was about to break this kind of harmony.    

    

His originally thought life had suddenly become at any time.    

    

"Fei Fei, could it be that I have been good to you all these years? Can't you see it? Don't tell me that you've never been moved by me? " Soong Ze had always believed that the human heart had grown. He didn't believe that she couldn't see the kindness he had for Qin Fei.    

    

Qin Fei could not deny that she had once deeply loved Soong Ze. That kind of love was also unforgettable. But those memories were all stuck in the past.    

    

"Brother Song Ze, you know that being moved is a kind of feeling. Some people fall in love at first sight. This means that being moved isn't based on time." Qin Fei looked helplessly at Soong Ze who had a breakdown in his emotions.    

    

He had always been calm and composed, as if there was nothing in this world that he couldn't solve. This was the first time she had seen him act so irrational.    

    

"Didn't our family get along well? If we continue to be together... I can give you a long lasting relationship. Even if you don't love me, it doesn't matter. As long as you stay by my side. " Soong Ze was already so lowly that he was covered in dust.    

    

A long river? What was a long river? Being with the person you love is love, being with the person you don't love is just a kind of boring torture.    

    

All along, Qin Fei had never lacked men by her side, but these men were just hurried passers-by in her life. Everything was because they felt that love was not the love in Qin Fei's heart. No matter if you gave her a cart of apples or a cart of pears, you were not the person that she wanted to keep flowing in her heart.    

    

So Qin Fei was ultimately unfortunate in terms of love. Those men are willing to love her, but they are unwilling to spend time and energy to slowly understand her, to emotional her, to tolerate her, and to accept her.    

    

Soong Ze could not bear Qin Fei's silence and pleaded, "Fei Fei, I beg you, don't leave me."    

    

Lo Feng had been earnestly persuading Qin Fei these few days, even though she did not really like the way she spoke. But what she said made sense. Since she did not love Soong Ze, she should not delay him and enjoy the sense of security he gave her.    

    

It was an illegal occupation. It wasn't kind nor moral.    

    

Qin Fei decisively shook her head.    

    

Soong Ze could not do anything to the stubborn Qin Fei. In a helpless situation, he could only bring out the contract that he had disdained the most. "Fei Fei, do you still remember our previous contract? We said that we can only separate after we meet the person we like. You and I don't have anyone we like now. If you want to leave, does that count as you breaking the contract? "    

    

"But didn't Ze say that he didn't need that contract?"    

    

"I don't need it, but you insisted in the end, so that contract is useful to us." Soong Ze seemed to have grabbed onto the last straw that could save his life. If this contract could not restrain Qin Fei, then there was really no way to save Qin Fei.    

    

Soong Ze was a very smart person. From studying to doing business, he could prove this point. But Soong Ze had a very big flaw. From the past until now, he could not do anything to Qin Fei.    

    

"Fei Fei, you can't be so cruel. You have given me two years of memories. Now you push me away. Do you want me to live a lonely life with these memories?" Soong Ze almost roared out.    

    

"Didn't you say that everyone has a chance to make mistakes and be forgiven? Why didn't you give me a chance to compensate you? I swear that I will never let you get hurt again." Soong Ze's eyes were filled with anxiety and expectation.    

    

If it was Qin Fei in the past, she would have surrendered to him by now. But the current Qin Fei, he was not sure. She was more determined than before. Probably because she had been injured before, she learned to cover herself with a hard shell. She could not come out, and others could not go in either.    

    

In fact, Qin Fei had been thinking about what Soong Ze had said about fairness. She had also asked. She had experienced many unfair things in her life. Everyone felt that they were good to her. However, she had never asked whether she felt good or not. Whether she liked it or not, everyone else would give it to her. By the time something happened in the end, she would have been the one to make the mistake.    

    

Soong Ze did not force Qin Fei. When she left the study, her mind was empty. She did not want to have a bad relationship with these people who treated her well.    

    

Qin Fei always had good friends, but it did not last long. Just like Mo Huan and Gabe, they had once been good friends, but now they had never met again. Even if they met, they would not be able to say anything.    

    

According to the current situation, Qin Fei felt that she was going to lose Soong Ze, the brother that she could rely on. Why did the heavens always like to joke with her like this? Why did they make all the people around him leave her?    

    

Soong Ze did not get Qin Fei's answer and kept himself in the room, refusing to come out. Qin Fei left first. She could not stay in the room with him for too long, or else her heart would soften and she would feel uncomfortable.    

    

Luh Cheng did not leave. He and Qin Sheng sat on the sofa and did not speak. The atmosphere was a little awkward.    

    

Before Qin Fei came down, Qin Sheng and Luh Cheng had always talked. However, when she appeared at the corner of the stairs, they did not speak anymore.    

    

Regarding what Qin Sheng and Luh Cheng were talking about, what else could it be? It could only be about Qin Fei.    

    

Qin Sheng treated Luh Cheng. As long as Qin Fei was not by her side, she would never be polite to him. Why would she be polite to a man who snatched her mother from her father?    

    

It did not make sense at all.    

    

Qin Sheng said directly, "Uncle Luh, what do you want to do by getting so close to my mother?"    

    

She had the appearance of a young adult, and her expression completely said that she shouldn't lie to me. I won't believe you.    

    

Luh Cheng smiled faintly. After all, she was still a child. If it was Lin Yuelin, he would definitely not say such words to him. This meant that he would compromise and lose his composure.    

    

Luh Cheng said very sincerely, "Sheng, I am not evil. I just want to find my childhood friend."    

    

Luh Cheng's answer was obviously unexpected by Qin Sheng. She did not know how to refute him for a moment.    

    

So she could only express her attitude more directly, "Uncle Luh, I don't want you to be too close to mother. Don't come to find mother often in the future."    

    

Although she did not know if Luh Cheng would listen to her, she still had to have the attitude she should have.    

    

Luh Cheng's eyes dimmed. His expression was innocent and aggrieved. After all, Qin Sheng was a kind child. Seeing him like this, she felt that she had done something wrong. She was a good child and did not want to make things difficult for a person. However, she always saw Luh Cheng looking for his mother. Moreover, his mother treated him very well. She felt uncomfortable.    

    

Luh Cheng was silent for a while and said lightly, "If this is Sheng's heart, then I will do it."    

    

Qin Sheng did not think that he would agree at all. At least he would not agree so readily. She looked at him in surprise. "You are not lying to me, right? Don't lie to me."    

    

Luh Cheng looked like he was willing to sacrifice himself. "I am not a bad person and do not want to be a bad uncle. If my appearance makes Sheng unhappy, I should not appear in front of your mother often."    

    

Qin Sheng was really Lin Yuelin's daughter. She had strong possessiveness like him. She did not like all men except her father appearing beside Qin Fei. Qin Sheng knew that she was a little sick and also knew that her mother was not Uncle Luh's. She was also not her father's. She was Uncle Soong's. She was his legal wife.    

    

Luh Cheng also understood this. He did not understand why Lin Yuelin and Qin Sheng did not target Soong Ze, but him. The bigger threat should be Soong Ze. When would this father and daughter be able to understand this?    

    

He finally knew why no matter what Lin Yuelin did, he could not save Qin Fei. Because he did not know what the fundamental problem between them was. So no matter what he did, he was pushing Qin Fei further away.    

    

Qin Sheng still found it hard to believe. She stared straight into Luh Cheng's eyes. Her father had taught her to see if a person was telling the truth or if he was looking into his eyes.    

    

But Qin Sheng could not understand Luh Cheng's eyes. "Uncle Luh, do you really not think I am rude to you by saying this? Don't you get angry because of this?"    

    

Qin Sheng did not believe that there was such a person in this world who would sacrifice himself for others.    

    

[This chapter is over]    

    


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