Don't Go Against My Mommy

"Fei Fei, you said you don't believe in love anymore. You said that you don't have anyone in your heart. Are you lying to me? Or are you lying to yourself?" Soong Ze didn't want to suppress the fear in his heart anymore. He almost roared out. "Tell me, do you still love Lin Yuelin?"    

    

If Qin Fei said yes, then he would let go. What was more important than seeing the happiness of the woman he loved? What about ___?    

    

Qin Fei was silent. She had asked herself this question before. The answer seemed very obvious. No matter how hard she tried to hide it, as long as she saw Lin Yuelin... That timid joy suddenly woke up. Regardless of whether she admitted it or not, it was understandable for her to love Lin Yuelin.    

    

The one thing Qin Fei did not want to lie to the least was Soong Ze, "Yes."    

    

Such an affirmative word had thrown Soong Ze into complete despair. He originally thought that Qin Fei would quibble for a while. He was still thinking about how to deal with her quibbling to let her know the truth. He did not expect her to admit it so calmly.    

    

Since Soong Ze had already said it, Qin Fei could only say it even more thoroughly. Only in this way could she cut off his unrealistic thoughts.    

    

"Brother Song Ze, don't like me. I'm not worth it."    

    

Even though Soong Ze knew that this was the truth, he still found it hard to believe. "Are you lying to me? He clearly hurt you so deeply. Why would you still like him?"    

    

Qin Fei did not want to see Soong Ze in such pain, but there were some things that she had to say. She bit her lower lip tightly, as if she could bite out blood in the next moment.    

    

Qin Fei wanted to give him some response, but moved her mouth. However, she felt that whatever she said was useless. No matter what, she could not reduce the harm she had done to Soong Ze. She was such a woman. It would only bring disaster to the people who loved her.    

    

Soong Ze looked at the silent Qin Fei. His four limbs were cold, as if he was in an ice vault. He was so cold that he did not know what was going on. He did not feel anything.    

    

Qin Fei finally said decisively, "Brother Song Ze, let's divorce. Don't drag it on. It's not good for both of us."    

    

Although he knew the truth, he still needed time to accept it. Soong Ze faintly looked at Qin Fei and brushed past her. It was as if the pain from before was performed by someone else. It had nothing to do with him.    

    

Soong Ze said calmly, "I might be a little busy today. You and Little Dumpling will sleep first if you come back late tonight. Don't wait for me."    

    

He knew that arguing with Qin Fei would only aggravate the conflict, so he could only avoid it.    

    

Qin Fei knew how painful it was under Soong Ze's calm expression, just like when she rejected Lin Yuelin. It was the same. She wanted to stop Soong Ze, but she couldn't bear it. This man was so good to her, how could she bear to hurt him so deeply?    

    

However, since the two of them had already understood all the secrets in their hearts that had been exposed, it was imperative for them to separate. Qin Fei would not choose to continue being together because of Soong Ze's sadness. She owed Soong Ze a lot. If they did not separate, they would owe him even more. She wanted to treat Soong Ze as her brother, not as a pretense to reject Lin Yuelin. She should let him go now.    

    

Qin Sheng woke up at some point and shouted upstairs, Qin Sheng!" Mom,..."    

    

Soong Yuan was still sleeping. She woke up earlier than usual, so she came out to find her mother.    

    

Qin Fei heard Qin Sheng's voice and quickly brushed away the desolate expression on her face. She turned her head and looked at Qin Sheng with a smile," You are up? "    

    

A daughter was her motivation. She was a mother and could not be so fragile. Thinking of this, Qin Fei's body seemed to suddenly have strength.    

    

Qin Sheng seemed to be in a hurry as she jumped down the stairs. Qin Fei had already told her many times to go down the stairs to be more steady and steady. Step by step, she went down but she always did not listen. Every time Qin Fei saw her go down the stairs, she had to hold onto her heart.    

    

"Sheng, don't run so fast in the future." Although she knew that it was useless to say it, she could not help but want to say a few words to her.    

    

Qin Sheng did not care about so much. She jumped off the building and pounced on Qin Fei. Just as she was about to hug Qin Fei, she jumped away.    

    

Qin Sheng was stunned for a moment and after that was a long grievance, Mom, do you not love me anymore? "    

    

It turned out that those were not her misconception. Mom really did not love her anymore. Qin Sheng's voice was choked with sobs.    

    

Qin Fei saw that Qin Sheng misunderstood and quickly explained, "Did Sheng's mother say those words to you yesterday for nothing? Why would mother dislike you? It's just that mother is still catching a cold and cannot infect you."    

    

Qin Sheng immediately laughed, "It's fine, mother. I am in good health and will not be infected."    

    

After Soong Ze left, Qin Fei's originally recovered cold seemed to have become a little heavier. After two heavy coughs, her head suddenly became somewhat heavy.    

    

Qin Sheng's face was full of worry. "Mom. I will call a doctor to come and take a look at you at home. Your complexion is very bad."    

    

Qin Fei knew that the doctor Qin Sheng wanted to call was Lin Yuelin's private doctor. This was no different from directly telling Lin Yuelin that she was sick.    

    

In order to prevent Qin Sheng from doing this, she directly changed the topic and said, "Where's Little Dumpling? Is he still sleeping?"    

    

Qin Sheng liked Soong Yuan very much. Whenever she was mentioned, her eyes would be full of pampering. "Little sister is still sleeping. I covered her tightly with the blanket."    

    

Actually, Qin Fei's current physical condition was very bad. Just by chatting with Qin Sheng face to face, she already felt that she could not stand stably. What she needed the most now was not to eat but to sleep.    

    

After Qin Fei gave birth to the child, she did not rest properly and it caused her body to be very poor. The illness of catching a cold happened repeatedly in the winter and she was already accustomed to it. She did not feel that it was something big and just felt that it was a little boring.    

    

Qin Sheng was so meticulous that she could tell that Qin Fei's illness was somewhat serious. She asked, "Mom, are you sure you don't need a doctor? I feel that you need a lot."    

    

"Mommy just did not wake up and is now sleepy." Qin Fei pretended to yawn.    

    

Qin Sheng looked at her mother's wobbling back as she went upstairs with a face full of worry.    

    

After Qin Fei returned to her room, she directly laid down on the bed. It was indeed very vexing to get sick, but she did not like to see doctors.    

    

When Qin Fei woke up, it was already late at night. She did not eat for the whole day and her stomach was already rumbling with hunger. But at this time, everyone had already eaten. There was no leftover food in Soong's residence again. So it was a little difficult to find food.    

    

In the end, Qin Fei decided to sleep again. When she woke up early tomorrow morning, she would be able to eat. Hence, she once again fell on the bed and muttered something to hypnotize herself.    

    

But Qin Fei had already slept for the whole day and now she was still hungry and could not sleep at all. Therefore, she could only get up and go to see if there was any food in the fridge. She would go to the kitchen to make some.    

    

It was very dark in the corridor. In order to not disturb other people's sleep, Qin Fei did not turn on the lights. She tiptoed downstairs and found that there was a light downstairs. It was the light from the phone.    

    

Qin Fei was shocked.    

    

"Fei Fei, what are you doing?" Soong Ze's voice was warm and cool. When she heard the familiar voice, her heart immediately calmed down.    

    

Thinking about what happened in the day, Qin Fei still felt a little guilty. She lowered her head and did not dare to look at him.    

    

"Come here, Fei Fei." Soong Ze waved at her.    

    

Qin Fei was a little afraid of going over, but she remembered that she had already offended Soong Ze today. If she did not listen to him now, she was afraid that she would anger him again. No matter how gentle a man was, he would still flip out. She did not want to be violently treated.    

    

Qin Fei walked over. Soong Ze looked at her coldly and stiffly issued an order, "What are you standing there for?"    

    

Qin Fei sat down awkwardly again.    

    

She did not know what Soong Ze would continue to make her do, so she was very nervous.    

    

Just as Qin Fei sat down, Soong Ze stood up. Qin Fei felt that she was being ignored by Soong Ze. Now she was hungry and had a cold. Her tears were about to roll out. Her voice sounded like she was about to cry, "Brother Song Ze..."    

    

"I made vegetable porridge. It should be ready by now. I will bring it over for you to eat." Soong Ze did not turn around. His warm words sounded like a soft sigh at night.    

    

Only then did Qin Fei feel relieved. She finally felt warmth. The cold did not seem to be so annoying anymore.    

    

Soong Ze was wearing the long silk pajamas that Qin Fei bought. He had been saying that the pants were too long, but Qin Fei did not cut the sides for him. Over time, he rolled them up.    

    

No matter what, a good-looking person would look good in whatever they wore. Their slightly exposed ankles were actually somewhat sexy. She suddenly felt that the word sexy was not only used to describe women. Sometimes, it was more appropriate to describe men.    

    

Qin Fei did not know why she thought of Lin Yuelin. He looked even more beautiful in his pajamas than Soong Ze. It was the kind of beauty with strong hormones in charm. He always exposed his chest, and the mermaid line sank into his waist. She always smiled lazily, and that smile seemed to be branded in her heart. It was something that she couldn't forget for a long time.    

    

The original beauty of this world was the strength and beauty of men. When many men were beautiful, women would feel ashamed, just like Lin Yuelin, Soong Ze and Luh Cheng. They all had the right to do so.    

    

Soong Ze carried the pot of porridge and walked out. When he saw Qin Fei's silly look, he thought that she was hungry and felt a little heartache. If he had known earlier, he would have woken her up to eat and then sleep.    

    

"Fei Fei, are you hungry?" When Soong Ze spoke, he was very careful.    

    

Qin Fei nodded.    

    

Soong Ze gave Qin Fei a bowl. "Quickly eat it. Be careful that it's hot."    

    

Qin Fei noticed that Soong Ze seemed to have forgotten about what happened during the day. She asked, "You..."    

    

Soong Ze actually did not forget. How could he forget that bone-piercing pain? He just did not want to hear about the divorce from Qin Fei again. That was why he stopped her the moment she opened her mouth. "Fei Fei, eat. Don't talk."    

    

Soong Ze's words even had a hint of a request.    

    

"Fei Fei, outsiders think that we are husband and wife. However, our relationship has always been that of siblings. Tonight, let's get along like an ordinary husband and wife."    

    

Qin Fei's heart ached. She wanted to refuse, but she could not. She could only say lightly, "I agree."    

    

Love had nothing to do with time. There was no saying that love came first.    

    

[This chapter is over]