Don't Go Against My Mommy

If it wasn't for Soong Ze's reminder, Qin Fei wouldn't have thought that she hadn't brought Soong Yuan out to play for a long time.    

    

No wonder Soong Yuan wanted to kiss Soong Ze. She did not pay much attention to Soong Yuan.    

    

"I will go with you." Although Qin Fei did not really want to go out with Soong Ze, as a mother, she should go out with the child.    

    

Because Soong Yuan had been sleeping during the day, she could not sleep after waking up at night. Even if she could not sleep, she would make everyone play with her. Qin Fei accompanying was not a problem but Qin Sheng had to go to school.    

    

"Sheng, I will bring the dumplings to another room. You should sleep well."    

    

Qin Sheng's sleeping quality had always been very good and even if Soong Yuan was arguing by her ear, it would not be a problem. She also felt annoyed but she did not open her eyes. In a daze, she heard what her mother seemed to be saying. She did not hear it clearly and directly said it. ...    

    

Qin Fei carried Soong Yuan out, and in the end, she ran into Soong Ze at the door.    

    

It was probably because Soong Yuan had made too much noise. Soong Ze had been sleeping very lightly and woke him up. He was worried that Soong Yuan would wake him up, so he came over to take a look.    

    

Soong Ze looked at Soong Yuan who was dancing in Qin Fei's arms and said in a low voice, "Did Little Dumpling sleep too much during the day and wake up at night to cause trouble again?"    

    

Soong Yuan blinked her two star-like eyes and stretched out her hands to Soong Ze. She was very lively. "Dad, come and hug me."    

    

Qin Fei knew that Soong Yuan would not return to her arms for a while after she clung onto Soong Ze. She was an idle person. She could sleep with Soong Yuan at night, but Soong Ze was a working person. He had spent a lot of nights during this period of time. It was not easy for him to sleep early today. Now, he was going to be delayed by the little dumplings again.    

    

Qin Fei could not help but think of the period when Soong Yuan was just born. Qin Fei's body was very weak. She could only sleep in bed for a month. Soong Yuan's food, clothing, and living all depended on Soong Ze alone. During that time, he pushed away all the work in the company and focused on taking care of the mother and daughter.    

    

Soong Yuan had been very active since she was young, especially at night. Soong Ze was also so willing to play with her and did not complain at all. No wonder Soong Yuan liked him more. Although the child was young, don't think that she didn't know anything. She had feelings for who was good to her.    

    

After Soong Yuan entered Soong Ze's arms, she no longer made any noise and obediently lay in his arms. Qin Fei felt a little lonely. It seemed that in Soong Yuan's heart, Soong Ze was more important. As a mother, she really failed.    

    

Soong Ze dotingly looked at the meatball in his arms and softly asked, "Little dumpling, do you want to sleep with dad?"    

    

In the past, when Soong Yuan was in England, she slept between Soong Ze and Qin Fei. Now, it had been a long time since she slept with her father and mother.    

    

She clapped happily and said, "Okay, okay. I like sleeping with dad."    

    

Soong Ze even knew how to take care of children more than Qin Fei. His every move and gesture made people see that he was a father with experience with taking care of children.    

    

Qin Fei slept on the other side and saw how Soong Ze gently coaxed Soong Yuan to sleep. She felt very emotional and ashamed at the same time.    

    

After a long while, Soong Ze coaxed Soong Yuan to sleep. He held his head with one hand and the tenderness in his eyes poured onto Soong Yuan's body, almost melting Qin Fei who was beside him.    

    

Even a stone heart would be moved. Qin Fei said sincerely, "Brother Song Ze, thank you."    

    

Soong Ze did not like to say thank from Qin Fei's mouth at all. This word pulled the distance between the two of them even further.    

    

"Fei Fei, tell me honestly. If it wasn't for Little Dumpling's reliance on me, were you going to propose a divorce to me a long time ago? " Soong Ze did not blame Qin Fei. After all, she had made it very clear before the marriage. It had always been his unrealistic thoughts.    

    

"No, it's not because of Soong Yuan, nor is it because of Lin Yuelin. I just feel that Brother Song Ze's age is already here. You need to find a woman who treats you wholeheartedly. I really hope that you can be happy. " Qin Fei hurriedly explained. She did not want Soong Ze to misunderstand her.    

    

Qin Fei had always felt that Soong Ze was a good man. A good man should not hang himself on her tree. He deserved a better person.    

    

"No matter when you say it, you always say that divorce is for me to find a better person. You never asked me if I needed a better man. In my heart, which woman can be better than you, Qin Fei? " Soong Ze was not a man who was good at expressing himself, but every word he said to Qin Fei was true. It was not fake.    

    

How could Qin Fei not know what Soong Ze was thinking? She was not as selfless as she said. She wanted him to find a better person because she did not want him to feel too guilty about his matter. She could only feel at ease when she saw Brother Song Ze find another happiness.    

    

But how could Qin Fei say these things? She could only change the topic and say, "These things are too unpleasant to say. Let's not talk about this anymore."    

    

Soong Ze did not think of letting Qin Fei go so easily. She had been avoiding him all this while. Now that he finally had the opportunity to get so close to her, he pressed on and asked, "Fei Fei, what's the difference between me and Lin Yuelin?"    

    

"Brother Song Ze, don't compare yourself with Lin Yuelin. In my heart, you are better than him in every aspect." Qin Fei's words were all sincere.    

    

"You still want to say that you are better than Lin Yuelin in every aspect, but I don't know why I love him more." A bitter smile appeared on Soong Ze's face.    

    

"Brother Song Ze, don't be like this. I don't want to be like this either. But love is just that unreasonable. If possible, I don't want to continue pestering him. " Qin Fei frowned. Her face was full of heartache because of Soong Ze.    

    

The gloominess in Soong Ze's heart grew deeper and deeper. Before doing that thing, he still wanted to give Qin Fei a chance.    

    

"Fei Fei, I mean if Lin Yuelin did something bad to the Song Family, which side would you stand on?" Soong Ze was actually not sure what Qin Fei would do, but he still had the mentality of being lucky.    

    

Qin Fei was uneasy because of Lin Yuelin's matter. She couldn't be sure, but she refused to believe it. It was her current feelings towards Lin Yuelin.    

    

Soong Ze's sudden question seemed to be putting some kind of truth in front of her, making her suddenly want to escape.    

    

"I don't know what I should do, but I will feel very guilty." Sometimes Qin Fei felt that she was useless, as if she could do nothing but apologize.    

    

Of course, Soong Ze would not let Qin Fei go. He forced himself to ask, "I don't need your apology and guilt. I just want to ask if you will be disappointed in Lin Yuelin like you were when you were disappointed in me."    

    

Qin Fei stared at Soong Ze. His eyes were dark and unpredictable. There were turbulent emotions hidden in his eyes. She was left in a daze by Soong Ze's gaze. Suddenly, she did not know how to answer to make him feel satisfied.    

    

She had never been disappointed in Lin Yuelin, but her love for him had never decreased. Disappointment couldn't stop love.    

    

"Brother Song Ze, doesn't this mean that this matter really has something to do with Lin Yuelin? If that's the case, I don't know what to do... But I think I will believe it..." Qin Fei did not know how to express her complicated emotions. She said it in a mess. She also did not know if Soong Ze could understand what she meant.    

    

Soong Ze did not understand what Qin Fei meant, but he could guess her answer from her expression. As for what she said, it was not important anymore.    

    

His heart was cold now. No matter what he did, it could not be compared to Lin Yuelin's position in her heart. No matter what Lin Yuelin did, she would forgive him and even choose to believe him.    

    

"Fei Fei, don't worry. Leave the answer in your heart. I already know." Soong Ze finally knew that there were some things that you could not get no matter how hard you tried.    

    

Everything depended on the person. A person's fate was decided by the chicken soup.    

    

However, the conversation with Qin Fei this time allowed Soong Ze to confirm one thing, which was that the plan must be carried out. Regardless of whether she would forgive him in the future, he had to do it willfully once.    

    

This night, Qin Fei and Soong Ze did not feel sleepy. Of course, Lin Yuelin also did not feel sleepy at the same time.    

    

Because of the heavy rain yesterday, they only stopped in the morning. So the ground was still wet the next morning. The air was mixed with the fragrance of grass and soil.    

    

Soong Yuan was already two years old. She walked rather early. When she was with Soong Ze, she was especially happy to show herself. She wanted to walk by herself. But Soong Ze was afraid that the ground would get too wet and dirty the pink shoes he bought for her, so he tightly hugged her in his arms.    

    

Qin Fei knew that Soong Ze doted on Soong Yuan and did not listen to anyone's advice, but Soong Yuan still had some weight. After hugging such a large part of the road, her hands should be sore, so she said, "Brother Song Ze, let Little Dumpling walk on her own for a while."    

    

"The ground is wet and slippery. What if my Little Dumpling falls?" Soong Ze always felt that it was not too much to doze on Soong Yuan no matter how he treated her.    

    

Soong Yuan was her father's little follower. She felt that whatever Soong Ze said was right. Furthermore, she liked to stay in her father's arms and did not want to go down.    

    

"Since that's the case, let me hug you for a while. Your hands should be hurting." Qin Fei really had no way to deal with Soong Ze, so she prepared to take the dumplings.    

    

"How could my hands hurt? I really like holding the dumpling. No matter how I hold it, it is not enough." Soong Ze's hand actually already felt sore and painful.    

    

Soong Yuan originally looked a little rounder than an ordinary child. In addition, her appetite had improved a little during this period of time, so her weight was increasing.    

    

Soong Yuan was very satisfied with her father's answer. Qin Fei had always been unwilling to hug her. When hugging her, she would say that she was too fat. She was a girl, so how could she say that she was fat.    

    

In order to praise her father, Soong Yuan used her lotus-like thick arms to hug her father's neck and sweetly called out, "Dad, you are really too good. I like you too much."    

    

[This chapter is over]