Don't Go Against My Mommy

C373 The Knot in Qin Sheng's Heart



C373 The Knot in Qin Sheng's Heart

Although she had been very happy with Lin Yuelin during this period of time, she knew that as long as she didn't find Qin Mo, it was impossible for their family to be so happy. Because it wasn't perfect yet. Only Qin Mo had returned. All of this would be true happiness.    

    

Lin Yuelin heard Qin Fei's words clearly and clearly. He knew long ago that Qin Fei would never forget about this matter. He was also trying to use this kind of method to relieve the sorrow that was buried deep in her heart. But Lin Yuelin finally found out that the only antidote was the living Qin Mo.    

    

His heart unconsciously surged with sadness. As a father, he always made people feel that there was nothing he could do. However, after searching for so long, he clearly knew that his son was still in this world. However, he couldn't find any trace of him. Even though he had a lot of achievements in business, he still lost his son for so many years.    

    

Lin Yuelin said solemnly, "Fei Fei, I'm sorry."    

    

For so many years, Lin Yuelin had always wanted to apologize to Qin Fei. He also had the responsibility to protect Qin Fei, Qin Sheng, and Qin Mo. However, it still put the three of them in danger and made Qin Fei lose her son in the end. He had never solemnly apologized to Qin Fei.    

    

Mo had always been the wound in Qin Fei's heart. She had never been willing to talk about Qin Mo with Lin Yuelin. This was a forbidden area between the two of them. As long as they did not talk well, it would easily hurt their relationship that had just turned for the better.    

    

Soong Yuan heard another name appear in her mother's mouth and asked curiously, "Who is Mo?"    

    

Qin Fei rarely mentioned Qin Mo in front of Soong Yuan, so Soong Yuan did not know that there was another brother in this world. Now facing her full of doubt, Qin Fei did not know how to explain this to her.    

    

Qin Fei did not speak the entire time and Soong Yuan tirelessly asked, "Mother, who is Mo?"    

    

"Your elder brother." Qin Fei hesitated for a moment and firmly said.    

    

"Brother?" Soong Yuan pointed at Qin Sheng, "What does it have to do with big sister?"    

    

Soong Yuan felt that one was big brother and the other was big sister. There must be some kind of relationship between them. Although it was illogical thinking, it was still useful in this matter.    

    

Qin Fei did not want to continue speaking. She was afraid that she would not be able to control her emotions in front of Soong Yuan.    

    

"Mo is also sister's brother. Sister and Mo appeared in mother's womb at the same time. But he came out a minute earlier than me, so he is also older than me." She did not know if her younger sister could understand, but Qin Sheng still helped her mother explain.    

    

Qin Mo had always been the pride in her heart. Everyone in the class admired Qin Sheng. But if Mo was still here, they would definitely worship him. Qin Sheng had never seen a boy who was smarter than her brother.    

    

Qin Sheng did not disappoint the crowd and did not understand. She sniffed her nose and said, "I don't understand."    

    

"You just need to remember that Mo is the brother of me and Little Dumpling. That's enough." Qin Sheng said very firmly, "His full name is Qin Mo. We are used to calling him Mo."    

    

Soong Yuan finally nodded in respect. Although she did not understand everything, she knew something.    

    

Lin Yuelin looked ahead and saw that it was Soong's residence. He looked at Qin Fei and said, "We are almost there. Get ready to get off the car."    

    

When they came out of the car, everyone unanimously thought that the topic had never started. Soong Yuan followed behind Qin Sheng, whose head was hanging low.    

    

Qin Fei walked very quickly in front and Lin Yuelin followed behind very quickly.    

    

Because of Qin Mo's relationship, the two of them were not in a very good mood.    

    

"Fei Fei, are you..." Lin Yuelin pulled Qin Fei's arm and asked with some difficulty, "Are you still hating me?"    

    

If Qin Fei shook her head with certainty, although it was within Lin Yuelin's expectations, he would still be very sad.    

    

Qin Fei shook her head. "I am not. Let me go. I am very tired now. I want to go back and rest."    

    

"Then why don't you look back at me?" Lin Yuelin was very stubborn. He was very afraid that Qin Fei would suddenly think of Qin Mo. She would wipe away her feelings for him and return to her turtle shell.    

    

He was not afraid of anything now, but he was afraid of losing Qin Fei.    

    

Qin Fei was still unable to face Lin Yuelin. Although she had forgiven him, whenever she thought of Qin Mo, she could not help but hate him.    

    

"Let me go, I beg you." Qin Fei sounded a little tired.    

    

"Don't worry, Qin Fei. I swear I will find Mo and return it to you." Only by doing this would Qin Fei let go of the grudge she had against him.    

    

He had already found someone to investigate if there was a problem with Carrot Cube. As long as the result was out, it would not be difficult to find Qin Mo.    

    

Qin Fei actually did not feel anything about Lin Yuelin's guarantee. After all, this was not the first time he had said that. However, the result was that there was still no news of Qin Mo until now.    

    

Lin Yuelin reached out from behind and hugged her waist. Her body was very cold, like a piece of ice that could never be warmed.    

    

"Fei Fei, I beg of you. Give me time. Don't be so cold to me." This was the only request Lin Yuelin had for Qin Fei.    

    

"This is the Soong's residence. Lin Yuelin, you have to respect me a little. Let go of me." Lin Yuelin did not let go of her. Qin Fei was getting impatient and said coldly.    

    

Lin Yuelin was shocked by the coldness in Qin Fei's words. He suddenly let go of the hand that was holding her. He never wanted to force anything on her.    

    

"If there is nothing, you can take Sheng back or she can stay here to accompany Soong Yuan. You can arrange it yourself. " Qin Fei just didn't want to face Lin Yuelin right now. She needed some space to calm down.    

    

Qin Sheng and Soong Yuan had always been behind Lin Yuelin and Qin Fei. Seeing the two of them arguing again, Qin Sheng frowned.    

    

But her mother was in a bad mood today so she still chose to accompany her mother. So she shouted behind Lin Yuelin, "Dad, don't be discouraged. Come and pick me up tomorrow."    

    

Lin Yuelin nodded his head in understanding.    

    

He would be able to see Qin Fei again tomorrow morning. He hoped that by that time, the depression in her heart would have already been dispelled by her.    

    

After Lin Yuelin left, Qin Fei had been sitting on the sofa, staring blankly at a vase.    

    

After Qin Sheng and Soong Yuan entered the room, they saw Qin Fei sitting on the sofa without saying anything. Soong Yuan walked straight to Qin Fei, wanting Qin Fei to hug her.    

    

Qin Sheng quickly saw through her intentions and carried her to the side, "It is still better for elder sister to play with you. Don't disturb mother. Mother is currently in a very bad mood."    

    

Qin Fei heard Qin Sheng's voice and looked at Qin Sheng apologetically, "Sorry, mother can't help it."    

    

As long as she thought of Qin Mo's matter, Qin Fei would easily get angry. After that, she would vent her anger on Lin Yuelin. She clearly knew that this matter couldn't only be blamed on Lin Yuelin, but every time, she couldn't help it. She felt that she was really terrible like this.    

    

"Mom, you really hurt dad just now. Dad has been blaming himself all these years. Don't think that he won't be sad just because he doesn't say it. It's just that he's a man, so he can't always talk about those sadness." Although her father didn't want her to tell her these things, he didn't want her to. She'll never know how painful her father's heart is.    

    

Qin Fei lifted her head and looked at Qin Sheng. She also knew that it was because she missed Qin Mo too much that she was unable to dispel this anger.    

    

"Sheng, I want to know more about your father. In the three years that we left, what happened to him?" Qin Fei felt that she should know more about Lin Yuelin. Only in this way could she live a good life with him in the future.    

    

Qin Sheng actually did not want to talk about those three years. "Mom, those two years were the happiest days for me and Dad."    

    

"Dad often doesn't sleep for a long time, or he just misses you. Or he misses Mo. Every time he closes himself in the study. He doesn't eat, drink, and sleep. He makes me very worried every time. " Qin Sheng did not need to exaggerate to make people think of Lin Yuelin's pain at that time.    

    

As she listened to Qin Sheng's narration, she drew a picture in her heart. She did not know why, but those imagined scenes made her heart ache. She had always thought that Lin Yuelin had a heart of stone. She did not think that he only hid a lot of his feelings.    

    

Qin Fei had always said that Lin Yuelin had let Qin Mo go. In fact, he never did. Otherwise, he wouldn't have tortured her so much.    

    

"At that time, father did not have time to pay attention to me. He did not even have a good time himself. So I was very, very lonely. I was wondering if it was right for Mo to save me. I had no use at all. I can't let dad be happy even if I lose my mom. If Mo knew that I was so stupid, he would definitely regret saving me. " As Qin Sheng spoke, her nose became sour. Tears fell from her eyes.    

    

"I'm sorry, this was originally my fault but you have to bear so much." Qin Fei stood up and hugged Qin Sheng tightly.    

    

After losing Mo, Qin Fei had always felt that she was the one who was the most sad about Qin Mo's departure in the world. She had never cared about Qin Sheng's feelings after losing Qin Mo. Mo was clearly the one who was inseparable from her, so how could her sadness be less than hers? Furthermore, she was saved by Qin Mo. Besides missing him, there must be a deeper guilt in her heart. But she had never cared about Qin Sheng's heart.    

    

It turned out that Qin Sheng actually thought this way. Luckily she did not do anything stupid, otherwise Qin Fei would not forgive herself.    

    

"Sheng, in the hearts of parents, children are equally important. It is not that the smart ones are more important. The ones that are not smart are not important." Qin Fei's heart was filled with self-blame.    

    

"But I know that Mo can make parents happier than me." Qin Sheng had always felt that she had failed. In the past, when Mo was by her side, she could do anything, but without Mo, there were many things that she could not do.    

    

"I shouldn't have left you and gone to England with dad." Qin Fei only thought of herself at that time and wanted to escape from Lin Yuelin as soon as possible. She was clearly a mother. How could she abandon Sheng, who was already so old, for the sake of the child in her womb?    

    

This chapter is over.    

    


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