C391 I will Give You a Home
C391 I will Give You a Home
"Fei Fei, it is impossible for me to accept the fact that you do not exist in my life. So please don't leave me anymore, alright?" Lin Yuelin recalled the three years when Qin Fei didn't exist, and he felt pain all over his body.
He thought he knew Qin Fei well enough, but in the end, he still underestimated a woman's love for a man. It turned out that a woman could be so selfless.
Lin Yuelin had always felt that he had done enough for Qin Fei, but compared to what Qin Fei had done for him, the lessons he had taught were really insignificant. Now that he thought about it, those thoughts of wanting to give up before were really muddled.
Qin Fei snuggled in Lin Yuelin's warm embrace like a little girl and deeply sniffed the familiar smell on his body. "Look at the weather forecast. There seems to be another heavy snowfall tomorrow."
"Fei Fei wants me to build a snowman with you guys?" Lin Yuelin could not think of anything else to do in the snowy weather.
"Yuelin, why are you getting more and more childish?" Qin Fei smiled.
Qin Fei had built snowmen with her when her mother was still around. No one had been with her since her mother was not around.
"Fei Fei, if you don't want to, then don't build the snowmen. I'll stay with you on the sofa and watch TV." As long as Qin Fei wanted to do something, Lin Yuelin was willing to accompany her unconditionally.
"It's okay to build a snowman. Anyway, I haven't built a snowman for a long time, but you have to accompany me." Qin Fei said domineeringly.
How could she not be overbearing? This was her Qin Fei's man, her Qin Fei's only man.
Have you ever loved a man like this before? You look forward to a heavy snowfall, and look forward to showing off your childishness in this snowfall with him.
When he was young, Ze had also accompanied her to make snowmen. He was very good at making snowmen. Thus, he could always make beautiful snowmen. The other children would look at their snowmen with envy. That was the proudest thing Qin Fei had done when she was young.
Compared to Qin Fei, Lin Yuelin's childhood memory of making snow was a little fuzzy. In his memory, he seemed to have been different from other children since he was young. He did not use his time to play every day, because the pressure of the entire family was on his small and thin shoulder. Therefore, he had to use the only time he had to learn infinite things. These things that he wanted to learn had nothing to do with interest, as long as the Lord requested it. He had to learn, and he had to learn very well. Very professional. So he basically didn't have time to build snowmen.
But one day, Lin Yuelin didn't come to pick him up in his private car at home. Instead, he built snowmen on the field that was covered in snow. During class, through the window, he saw many classmates making snowmen on the field. At that time, he felt that these people were very stupid. But he still wanted to give it a try.
His father had always used high-pressure education on Lin Yuelin, so he didn't have his own time since he was young. His personality was also very obedient, because there were always people who planned what he wanted to do for him. He almost didn't need to think about it himself. As long as he followed the adults' instructions, he would be able to do it perfectly.
Lin Yuelin's family didn't have the warmth of a home, and Lin Yuelin's childhood was also a boring childhood. There was no relationship between father and mother. Their marriage was only for the benefit of the family. This also caused his birth to be a tragic union. He grew up in an environment without love. Lin Yuelin's perception of love was slower than others, which was why he missed Qin Fei for so many years.
Qin Fei saw that Lin Yuelin's eyes were somewhat empty, as if he was thinking of something. She could not help but ask curiously, "Yuelin, you can actually get distracted while hugging me. Why are you ignoring me when you see me?"
"I only realized that I did not have a childhood when I thought of my childhood." Lin Yuelin's voice was somewhat sorrowful, and there were many emotions in his eyes that Qin Fei could not understand.
"Yuelin, you know me so well, but you and I do not know anything about me. Can you tell me about your childhood, your family? I want to know everything about you. " That was what Qin Fei thought. She and Lin Yuelin would always be together for the rest of their lives, so she should know everything about him. Only then did she know what was his taboo and what it would make him sad. After knowing, she could avoid it.
Of course, she could also let private detectives investigate these matters regarding Lin Yuelin, but with their current relationship, Qin Fei was more willing to let Lin Yuelin tell her personally.
"My childhood was really different from ordinary children. You always say that I am like a machine for work now. That is because you did not see me when I was young. When I was young, I was busier than I am now. At that time, other than eating and sleeping, I studied every day. After school, I went back home to study. My life was full every day. I didn't even have the time to dream." Lin Yuelin really didn't want to talk about that depressing childhood, but since Qin Fei wanted to know... He did not mind mentioning this to her.
"Have you always been groomed by the family as the heir? If that's the case, then I know that it's boring." Qin Fei could already imagine Lin Yuelin's lonely childhood. Because he had to learn something that he would never be able to finish, he could not have friends. He did not know how to get along with others, which was why the outside world said Lin Yuelin was cruel and merciless. He was not good at communication and communication. In fact, it was not like that. He just did not know how to get along with others.
The person she loved had actually experienced such a dark childhood. If she could get to know him earlier, would it add some light to his dark childhood?
"Fei Fei, do you not like this kind of me? But there's no other way. I've lived in that kind of environment since I was young. I was born to scheme against each other. ... " Lin Yuelin suddenly felt a little nervous. Qin Fei was too innocent. She was as pure as a piece of white paper.
"It doesn't matter. As long as it's you, I like all kinds of you. You're an angel, I'll go to heaven with you, you're a demon... I'm also willing to go to hell with you " Now that the stage was like this, Qin Fei would no longer hide her feelings for Lin Yuelin.
She loved this man so deeply. Why would she not admit it?
"Yuelin, can you tell me about your parents?" These were the components of Lin Yuelin's life. As long as he knew these, he would know more about Lin Yuelin.
"My parents have left a long time ago. I have neither childhood nor love. That's why I don't know what love is. So forgive me for using too much time to react. So it turns out that I love you so deeply. " Lin Yuelin's eyes were somewhat hesitant and helpless, just like a child who had done something wrong. The way he lowered his head made people feel pity in their hearts.
Qin Fei really felt sorry for him now. She wanted to hug him and warm up his cold years.
"It must be very hard for you to support the entire Lin Clan at such a young age. Will there be times when you want to cry too? " Qin Fei had always felt that Lin Yuelin was made of steel. There were no tears in his life. But ever since she took care of Lin Yuelin in the hospital for so long, she knew that Lin Yuelin was not made of steel. He would also hurt, and he would also get hurt.
Lin Yuelin looked deeply at Qin Fei. He bit his lips, not wanting the woman he loved to see his tears. But at this moment, there were thousands of words in his heart that he wanted to say. All these years, everyone had been looking at him. They all hoped that he could lead the Lin Clan to a higher peak, but no one had ever asked him. At such a young age, would he be able to do it? Even if he was able to do it, would it be tiring? If he was tired, he could stop and rest for a while.
No one had ever asked such a question.
"It's fine, I'm fine. The hardest days have already passed. Fei Fei, if you love me enough, give me a complete family. I've never felt the love of a family since I was young. Now, I want to give my love to my child. Don't let them live in an environment without love just like me. " Lin Yuelin said with deep emotion.
Although Qin Fei always said that his education towards Qin Sheng was too strict, he just wanted her to become a strong person. A strong person who could choose his own life. Wasn't this also a type of love? Furthermore, Lin Yuelin was already very lenient towards Qin Sheng. After all, she had a lot of time that belonged to her. But to choose what she wanted to do, as long as she had her own plans. The time outside of the plan was what she could freely decide.
"Yuelin, don't worry. I won't let you wait too long. I will give you a home." Qin Fei had never thought that a family was so important in Lin Yuelin's heart. Previously, she still did not know much about him.
It seemed that every person who looked bright and beautiful had a wound in their heart that outsiders could not understand.
"Okay, I will wait for you."
??? As long as Qin Fei accompanied him in the future and had a child to accompany him. He would definitely be able to forget everything that had happened in the past. He had never thanked fate, but now he was very grateful to fate for letting him meet Qin Fei and the children.
In the past, he did not know what Lin Yuelin had experienced in his childhood. Now that he knew, Qin Fei's heartache towards Lin Yuelin could not be any greater. She touched his head. She comforted him, "Yuelin, let me take care of you from now on. Let me and my child accompany you well. And Mo, we will definitely be a very lively family. "
Lin Yuelin left after Qin Fei kissed him, although he really wanted to deepen the kiss. Who wants you to take care of me? I am a man. I want to take care of you and the children. You don't have to do anything, just quietly accompany me. As long as you can accompany me, I'm already very happy."
"Dad, mom, you guys are so annoying. Can I come down now?" Qin Sheng originally wanted to stay upstairs and watch a good show, but he really could not stay any longer.
[This chapter is over]