Don't Go Against My Mommy

"I hate you. I remember what you did to me, to my mother, and I hate you even more." Qin Mo told the truth.    

    

Qin Mo did not know how his father saved Qin Fei, so he did not know what kind of hard work he did to save Qin Fei. His memory was only left with his coldness and ruthlessness towards Qin Fei.    

    

At that time, Qin Mo even felt that his father was such a cold-blooded person who could not distinguish right from wrong. If possible, he would rather not have this father.    

    

Lin Yuelin did not want to explain to Qin Mo how much effort he had put in. In his opinion, Qin Mo's hatred towards him was a punishment that he should have. He remembered that he also had an irresponsible father. Now, he had done something even worse than his own father. Of course, he didn't want to ask for his forgiveness.    

    

"When my body was at its weakest, I recovered my memories." Thinking of this, he couldn't help but feel bitter in his throat.    

    

"Do you know that the memories of the past are torture to me? Actually, being with Luh Cheng is more blissful than being with you in the past. But I know that Mom loves you, but I am not willing to accept it. I don't know what method you used to save Mom and our broken home." Qin Mo had always hated Lin Yuelin, but because of his mother's face, he didn't speak these words to Lin Yuelin.    

    

"It's impossible that I don't hate you. I was so desperate alone in that fire. You are my father, but where were you when my life was threatened? I don't know where my son is in your heart. " During this period of time, he had returned to Lin Yuelin's side. He knew that his mother had never believed that he was dead. However, Lin Yuelin firmly believed that he was no longer in this world. Therefore, in his heart, it was more important. Of course, Qin Mo knew.    

    

"Father, if you really love me, you won't accept the fact that I'm dead before even finding my corpse. Do you still remember how you looked at me in the past? There's no warmth or love in your eyes, just like looking at a stranger." Qin Mo gritted his teeth and said. He really wanted to say out all his dissatisfaction towards Lin Yuelin.    

    

Most of the time, he had decided that Luh Cheng would be better than him as his father. He would give him more fatherly love than Lin Yuelin. Before this, he had always wanted to recover his memories, but when his memories slowly recovered... He would feel pain again. Because he thought that he had a complete family, but he never thought that he only had a cold father.    

    

"I'm sorry, Mo. This is all my fault. I have nothing to say. If it wasn't for the uncertainty of my feelings towards you, I wouldn't have let you suffer so much. This is all my fault." Lin Yuelin didn't want to argue for himself. What Qin Mo said was the truth that had happened in the past. He had never understood Qin Mo's feelings well. Now, listening to his words, he wanted to know how he felt in that situation. Only then would he understand how painful Qin Mo was.    

    

In the beginning, Qin Mo was able to forgive him so easily, which surprised Lin Yuelin for a long time. Now, it seemed like Qin Mo hadn't fully recovered his memories at that time. Now, he had remembered everything, including the time when he was no longer a beast. Lin Yuelin knew that he couldn't forgive himself.    

    

Qin Mo held his head, which was swollen and painful. He just wanted to tell Lin Yuelin these things calmly, but he didn't think that it would make the whole thing worse and worse. His family was so happy right now, so why did he want to destroy it with his own heart?    

    

Qin Mo had reason. Reason told him to let bygones be bygones. As long as he lived a good life, everything would be fine. His mother and sister were both very happy now, and he was also very happy. Wouldn't it be better if he just let bygones be bygones?    

    

"Alright, let's stop here. Let's not continue the discussion." Qin Mo didn't want to continue recalling those bad things. Everything he had now was hard to come by. He didn't want to ruin the peace and happiness he had now because of the entanglement he had with the past.    

    

"Mo, I know that I can't make up for the past no matter what I do. I won't argue about the past either. I was a bastard in the past. But now and in the future, I will definitely use my actions to make you and your sister happy. I hope that you can give your father a chance and let me prove to you... Father will change himself well." Looking at Qin Mo's painful face, Lin Yuelin felt as if his heart had been cut by a knife.    

    

He didn't want to provoke Qin Mo to recall anything. As he said, the past was already in the past. He just needed to seize the present and the future and treat his family well. He should be able to obtain Mo's forgiveness in his lifetime.    

    

"I think Luh Cheng loves me more than you." Qin Mo's unwillingness finally won over his rationality.    

    

"I'm sorry." Lin Yuelin felt powerless in front of Qin Mo's evaluation, but he didn't know what to say to ask for forgiveness. Besides, he didn't even have the right to ask for forgiveness.    

    

Seeing the pain in Lin Yuelin's eyes, Qin Mo regretted it again. He had seen what he had done during this period of time. He was indeed very different from before. Since he was already changing, why did he have to hold onto the past and not let it go?    

    

"Father!" Qin Mo's heart was struggling. All his emotions were in a mess. He didn't know how he was going to face Lin Yuelin or how he was going to face him.    

    

Lin Yuelin wanted to hold this fragile child in his arms, but he didn't dare to touch anything with his hand. He was afraid that his child would dislike him.    

    

"I'm sorry, dad. I know what I said is too much, but I can't control my emotions. I'm sorry," Qin Mo was silent for a while and said in an even more painful manner. I'm sorry, dad. I know what I said is too much, but I can't control my emotions. I'm sorry, he said.    

    

"Mo, you can say even more outrageous things to dad. Don't suppress yourself. You can say whatever you want. Your father has the right to support you." In the end, Lin Yuelin mustered up his courage and reached out his hand to touch Qin Mo's head.    

    

Qin Mo was the same as himself when he was young. He always liked to hide his emotions in a very deep place. Over time, he made himself think that he had lost his emotions, so he didn't want his child to be like the previous him. He hoped that he could grow up healthily, whether physically or mentally.    

    

"I just want to be a child that makes you proud. I don't want to disappoint you." As he spoke, Qin Mo cried. He had too many emotions suppressed in his heart. "I want to do everything well. I want to make mom happy. I want the sisters to be happy. I also want my father to pay attention to me. I know I'm greedy, but I can't do anything about it. "    

    

"No, Mo isn't greedy. It's my father and mother who gave you too little. It's our fault." Lin Yuelin held Qin Mo in his arms.    

    

"I don't want to be a burden to all of you. Now is the perfect time, but my body is so weak. I have caused all of you trouble." Qin Mo blamed himself.    

    

The family was originally very happy, but he had fallen ill. The originally happy and warm atmosphere was no longer there.    

    

"Mo, you are just a child. These are not what you should be thinking. You just need to live a good life now." The more sensible a child was, the more heart-wrenching it was.    

    

"But I don't think my health will be good. I don't want to leave you. I can't bear to part with you." This was the first time Qin Mo had such a strong desire to give birth.    

    

"Mo, you just have to believe that your father will be fine for the last time. We will always be by your side. This time, none of us, the five of us, will be left behind." Lin Yuelin comforted him.    

    

Qin Mo had always been the calmest one. He only suppressed all his emotions in his heart. Perhaps the one who had exploded was him. Kids should say whatever they wanted. If a child was overly smart and sensible, it would be unfortunate for a child.    

    

"But I will still be afraid." Qin Mo fell into Lin Yuelin's arms and kept crying. He really did not want to leave his parents. This family was too warm, and he could not bear to leave just like that.    

    

"Don't be afraid. Dad will not let anything happen to Mo. He definitely won't." Lin Yuelin gently stroked his back. No one knew how much darkness and fear he had in his heart. Lin Yuelin even wanted to use his own strength to give him light and heat.    

    

"Dad..." Qin Mo cried even harder. He was only so young, and his life was about to end before it even began. This was such a sad thing.    

    

"Mo, do you know about miracles? Miracles usually only happen to people who have strong desire to live. Only in this way can they break through layers of difficulties." Lin Yuelin hugged Qin Mo tightly. He only hoped that Qin Mo would be more optimistic and not scare himself.    

    

"Dad, do you really think my body will be as healthy as before?" Qin Mo raised his head and looked at Lin Yuelin with teary eyes. He looked at Lin Yuelin with anticipation and asked.    

    

"Of course, it will be fine. I believe in you, and you have to believe in yourself." Lin Yuelin didn't believe that the heavens were so cruel. They had just found Mo, and now they wanted to take Qin Mo's life.    

    

It took Lin Yuelin a long time to calm Qin Mo down. Lin Yuelin covered him with a blanket. Qin Mo, who was wearing a patient's uniform, was like a pure and flawless angel. He finally knew the origin of the English name, Angel.    

    

At this moment, Qin Mo was like an angel.    

    

Lin Yuelin knew everything that Qin Mo was thinking about today. He was ready to compensate Mo in the future. He only looked strong and strong on the surface, but his heart was weak. He was also afraid of one person.    

    

Lin Yuelin bent down and kissed his forehead. He made a decision in his heart. He knew that Mo wanted to see Luh Cheng very much, so he wanted to see Luh Cheng again before that. It was indeed his fault that the two of them parted on bad terms last time.    

    

This chapter is over.